the Clarene + choice

A fitting (in a way) offering for the Clarene.

I finished the second page of a devotional scrapbook I’m working on. I know nothing about scrapbooking; this is merely my first attempt at grasping a craft I can use for the spirits. An immanent faith does not shame pretty keepsakes, right? The scrapbook is for one of the Four Gods that have opened themselves to me: the Clarene. In the book she is called the ‘highest and foremost of the gods dwelling Westward’ (which here refers to the otherworld land that overlays with our own, the … [Read more...]

net practices: Sharing & Assumptions

Cupcakes to help with the rant.

[Friendly reminder that if you're going to link to me you should use the proper pronouns. I know you've seen the comment, please fix your entry. Adding in that you put quotations around one of my names before, this seems to be more a case of your discomfort with my gender than a typo. As for people who link to me and do use the proper pronouns - thanks. It does actually mean a lot.] I've been considering what to write the past few days. I'm working on a few posts about my shrines, another … [Read more...]

Fear is Not the Goal

Rattle Snake by Kelsey Beckett

I get down on my knees a lot for my gods and spirits. (And you should read that in all the ways you can, just so you know.) When I began working with the Ophelia, it was all fear and all stress all the time. I remember asking what she wanted from me, that she was putting me through so much. What did she want, that she was dragging me so low.  Why was she carving holes into my body and soul - I knelt and begged and pleaded. And then she came to me like the ocean, like the River, and I … [Read more...]

net practice: e-shrines

Even though I originally hated roses, they are important in both my religion and personal spirit work. Now I see them all the time.

This post is the beginning of a series (two per month) on Pagan and polytheist internet practices. I plan to cover the pros and cons of blogging and social media and their effects on religious practices and communities. I hope to go into depth on the positive, constructive uses of these tools, as well as how they are helping a new generation of Pagans and polytheist navigate their religious landscape. Whether you like it or not, the internet is a vital part of being alive (at least in the US) … [Read more...]

processing the gods

I have to keep striving for the gods, whether I feel them or not.

As I was reading through Dwelling on the Threshold, I stumbled upon this sentence that struck me. It quite accurately explains something I've been considering for the past week, though the issue has been on my mind much longer. (You can read the post that this quote is from here.) ...the gods are entirely independent of  our brain chemistry, but our experience of Them is not. Since beginning walking a religious path, I've been dealing with doubt. Doubt is a part of discernment, for me, a … [Read more...]

about Taboos

by ~quarantinee

I don't really have any taboos yet.   I didn't have any taboos. The taboos I'm discussing here are religious and spiritual ones, imposed on us either by the religion we are practicing or the gods and spirits themselves. As someone walking a path towards spirit work (well, I consider myself already on that path, but I'm still a novice) and mysticism, I always expected to have taboos given to me. None really came. A year ago I got brief, unsure impressions that I should no longer … [Read more...]

Briefly: priority

Superficial Substances by Camilla D'Errico

I’ve been reading through Dwelling on the Threshold, a book full of essays from A Forest Door, and a lot of what I’ve read so far rings true – on various levels – to my experience and life. I haven’t discussed it much on Patheos, or really anywhere, but I’ve been doing this religious and spiritual work and Work since I was around twelve. Which makes people uncomfortable – so young! I couldn’t really have started that little! (I started younger; I had an idea of what modern … [Read more...]

Love, again and again

Red & white roses are associated with Mircea & Pallis - two parts of the Dierne, who are especially associated with guilt and fear as it is connected to love (or the manipulation of that).

(Yesterday morning I knelt before the Dierne and asked, "How can I keep one of the best relationships in my life from imploding?" Unfortunately, his answer is not publishable here on Patheos, as there was a fair amount of cursing and calling out done. I have sobbed into that god's shoulder many a time, but, let it be known, he does not suffer fools - or self-pity - gladly. (Thankfully, his answer did help me. So I give praises, thanks, and love to you, oh crass sailor speaking boy.) The … [Read more...]

12 Adorations

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These adorations are for a Greater Spirit - Althea Altair. Greater Spirits are always either the direct children or lovers of one of the Four Gods in the Westernlands. Althea Altair is the daughter of another Greater Spirit, Adilene, as well as the Firebird and the Clarene. She is also the spirit I referenced in my post on meaning a few days ago, who told me to sit down and stop pestering her with 'meaning meaning meaning'. And, even though this makes me supremely uncomfortable to write about … [Read more...]

48 Adorations

Lost Green by *laverinne

Inspired by Sannion's 99 Adorations, which eventually caught on all across the wide web. Rather than doing 99 - since Sannion chose that number due to its sacredness to Dionysus - I chose to do 48 adorations to the Dierne, as four is a sacred number to him. I was attempting to write up an eloquent post about love, again, as I found myself answering a question about the religion I am crafting by saying that, "I fell in love [with the gods and spirits]." No words came, though, and I spent the … [Read more...]