We accept the ….. we think we deserve.

I remember when The Perks of Being a Wallflower came out. I was working in bookstores at the time and kept hearing how good it was. I never read it. Now the movie is coming out. This book was very important to a good friend of mine, and it's thanks to her that this is even on my radar again. One of the most famous quotes from the book is "We accept the love we think we deserve." I was thinking about this quote in meditation yesterday, thinking first about how it relates to my good friend, and … [Read more...]

Coming Out as a Polytheist

Earlier this week Adam and I went to visit with a family whose daughter attends the same preschool as our son. The kids had a great time, playing together happily, whilst we adults sat around talking, drinking delicious strawberry mint "mojitos" and eating amazing meatballs. It was a great party! Somewhere in there the conversation turned to my background in theology. As it does. I had an experience I haven't had in a while: I was asked if I believe in God.I was surprised at how the … [Read more...]

Prayer of Rededication

An acquaintance of mine and Feri initiate, who goes by the internet nom de plume Happydog Potatohead, wrote this beautiful prayer recently. I was struck to the quick when I read it. Not only do I revere Kali, but Happydog speaks of the fire, the burning, the boundaries - these things which I've been feeling, pushing against, embracing. This prayer expresses my heart more accurately and eloquently than I could myself. Enjoy. My Patroness, my Maitresse de ma Tete, is Kali.Ghosts … [Read more...]

Fire

I'm done with all of my summer traveling. I'm recovering physically (had a stomach bug to contend with), emotionally (relationships to heal), and mentally (oh wow, look at that list of things to attend to). It's been hot here too, and we don't have air conditioning. As I wind down and get centered again, the image that keeps coming to me is the Tower.I feel like I'm on fire. Everything is in flames. Do you feel it, too? It's more than just the incredible heatwave that the US has been … [Read more...]

Crashing, and hard

I have had a long summer and I'm feeling frayed.  I'm back from my last trip and while it was good, I've got the shakes and I'm extra super double plus sensitive. I'm coming down from constantly being on the go or being in between trips, holding space for many others, and keeping it together for just one more day/week/trip. I'm on the verge of a melt down, I think. It's been a long time coming. I feel physically exhausted and bloated and sore. I'm mentally overwhelmed with the long list of … [Read more...]

Harvest

Today is Lughnasadh, a Celtic cross-quarter holiday celebrating the first fruits of what has been sown and preparing for the harvest to come. I don't typically observe it, as I'm not much in tune with farm cycles. I notice that the selection at the farmer's market is larger: more vegetables, the first pig from my favorite local farm was just slaughtered. But I don't garden, nor do I live in a community centered on farm life, and so this holiday doesn't often register for me.However, a lot of … [Read more...]


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