Collaging the year, part two: 2013

Yesterday I posted about my 2012 collage, what came to pass and what did not (click here to read that post).For 2013 I did a tarot reading. I used the Mary-El tarot. I drew the 9 of Swords, the King of Disks, the Devil reversed, the 2 of Swords reversed, the Moon, and the Hanged Man. Basically, I have yet another intense year ahead of me. (What I'd like to do is take a moment to whine about how intense and challenging everything has been for the last few years and how I'd really love it if … [Read more...]

Coming Out as a Polytheist

Earlier this week Adam and I went to visit with a family whose daughter attends the same preschool as our son. The kids had a great time, playing together happily, whilst we adults sat around talking, drinking delicious strawberry mint "mojitos" and eating amazing meatballs. It was a great party! Somewhere in there the conversation turned to my background in theology. As it does. I had an experience I haven't had in a while: I was asked if I believe in God.I was surprised at how the … [Read more...]

Walk Like a God – a review

One of the blogs that inspired me to start my own is Rogue Priest, written by Drew Jacob. He is a modern-day Priest, Hero and Adventurer. What does that mean? Well, you'll have to read his blog to figure it out. I don't always agree with his take, but I love that he's actively thinking about the big Life Questions and attempting to live the life he believes in. One of the things that I love about P/paganism is that it seems to create space to live the life of one's imagination (fodder for a … [Read more...]

Why I Am Not A Christian

Reflections on Bertrand Russell's speech from 1927. (Read the essay online here.)This is the only essay of his I've read. I recommend it. It's short, amusing and to the point. Many of the arguments he raises are still being raised by those in the New Atheism movement. I want to use this post to talk very briefly about Russell's essay, even more briefly about the New Atheism movement, and about why I, Niki, am not a Christian.We begin with Russell's essay. It's hard to deny most of his … [Read more...]

He is not here, He is risen!

Or, thinking ahead to Easter.I'm a little premature. Easter isn't until April, and I'll be knee deep in the mud of my Place quarter. I haven't celebrated Easter in any meaningful way in a long time. I dislike pastels and cartoon bunnies and cheap chocolate, so the mainstream/commercial parts of this holiday don't interest me at all. I don't want to start that with my kids, either. There's enough sugar and cartoon-y fun in our lives as it is.But I do love the resurrection story. Even … [Read more...]

Praying like a Pilgrim

I was hoping to have all of The Pilgrim's Tale, a Russian spiritual classic, read for review today. Even with kids and limited reading time I can plow through a book if need be. This time? I'm savoring it. In fact, I'm inspired by it.One of the things I love about the Eastern Orthodox tradition in all its 'flavors' (the Church is divided along ethnic and national lines) is that mysticism is front and center: in its liturgy, traditions, stories and practice. Mysticism is more than theology or … [Read more...]

The Cost of Discipleship, the Cost of Being a Woman and Other

Let me just get this out of the way: I am not really enjoying this quarter. This is good information. Sitting with this discomfort is educational, insightful. But not fun or juicy or exciting. I surprise myself every week with just how Not Christian I am. Oh, do I miss the practices and mindsets of the previous two quarters! I can't not practice, so I lightly say my prayers and do a few breathing exercises. But oh, how I miss my practice.Revisiting things that once held meaning for me is … [Read more...]


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