The Stories We Tell

Attempting to process one's life in public is difficult. It's challenging to avoid details that risk exposing other less public people, or details that get too intimate for my comfort. Yet how to explain my story? I fear I might have misrepresented myself in my last post. The likelier occurrence is that in attempting to present my experience safely, I actually created A Story.What's a 'Story'? It's a narrative of events that we tell ourselves to make the confusion neater and tidier, to wrap … [Read more...]

What do you mean by ‘scary’?

I've met a new friend. We jumped right into some deep waters. She's made some less than conventional life choices and has faced the consequences of people she loves telling her that she needs to get right with Jesus. I can relate, I told her. I've given many people many reasons to stop talking to me. Not only did I get a divorce in my early twenties, I ran off with a younger woman. Two good reasons for excommunication right there. But, I added, now I practice witchcraft and blog publicly about … [Read more...]

What is magic?

Magick is the Science and Art of causing Change to occur in conformity with Will.This is one definition of magic, by Aleister Crowley, from his book, Magick, Liber ABA, Book 4. While I'm not a fan of Crowley, I do have respect for his daring and determination to push the boundaries of magic. Or magick, with a k, if you prefer. Which I don't. But I do agree with this statement on magic.Is it magic when I pick up my cup because I want a drink of water? Not really, even though it fits a … [Read more...]

Perhaps: a post about the gods

Most witches and pagans are polytheists - or agnostic to greater or lesser extents. I've yet to meet anyone who calls hirself a pagan that is monotheistic, at least not in the way that anyone of the Abrahamic faiths would recognize. Plenty of people I know have patron deities or are henotheistic (honoring one god to the exclusion of the rest, yet acknowledging that other gods do exist). For a while I thought I tipped into the polytheistic non-dual (a description I first heard from T Thorn … [Read more...]

What is Feri?

Feri is......Feri is a form of traditional witchcraft. That's right - witchcraft. It's an American-born, syncretic tradition, informed by Hoodoo, Voudoun, Huna, Wicca, Yoruba, Gwyddon (Welsh witchcraft), Appalachian folk tradition, and probably more that I just don't know about. Victor Anderson saw himself as drawing on ancient commonalities, the current of the 'small dark peoples of the earth.'Feri is non-dual. There is no ultimate God and Goddess parity, except when there is. I cannot … [Read more...]

The Left Hand Path

Today is all about change. This evening I leave the US to fly back to my current home in the UK. I said goodbye to Hinduism last night (bittersweet) and this morning I woke up enthusiastically embracing the Feri tradition.* A discussion of the 'left hand paths' is an appropriate segue between these two traditions. They might appear radically different, but you might be surprised. I was!Like all dualities, the split between left and right hand paths is a bit of a false dichotomy. Each side … [Read more...]

Bits and bobs from the road

Traveling -any sustained detour from the daily routine- is an effective tool for evaluating one's practice and core beliefs. What elements of practice are vital? What do I make space for when my regular patterns are disrupted? What do I crave? What is essential for stability? What is so loosely tethered in me that I forget about it completely when out of my routine?I am at my inlaws and all is well. Our trip across the Atlantic was uneventful, although my husband and I (with two kids and … [Read more...]


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