Trinitarian Spirituality: An Introduction

 

Trinitarian spirituality? What does that mean? And this? What does this mean?

“The Trinity is the space in which Christian life takes place.”

Of course, we’re all for the Trinity. Whatever that means. We get a sermon on it once a year (in the Anglican tradition), on Trinity Sunday (which falls on 3 June this year). Most of these sermons gently and respectfully work their way around actual teaching about the Trinity—as though it were some kind of large object in the road—and move on to a topic more accessible to sermonizing. We’re left with our Sunday School images: three-leaf shamrock, water-ice-steam, family roles (e.g., I am a daughter, wife, and mother all at the same time), heat-flame-light, etc.

The dearth of good teaching and preaching on the Trinity has left its mark on the Church. One Christian blogger reports that, in his Sunday adult ed class, he asked how many believed that Jesus was God. Only a handful raised their hands. This is a Trinitarian problem.

The influence of Unitarianism on American Christianity is much stronger than we might imagine. I’ve been to one Episcopal Church that didn’t say the Creed because, well, it was offensive to the Unitarians in the congregation.

I’ve been spending Lent working my way through a dense book on the historical tussles behind the shaping of the Nicene Creed: Retrieving Nicaea: The Development and Meaning of Trinitarian Doctrine by Khaled Anatolios. I freely confess that it is taxing every puny cell in my brain.

And yet … and yet, there are shining moments when the author pulls me into his vision and I feel like I’m on a precipice before a panorama that sucks the air out of my lungs and makes me gasp with joy.

The Trinity is not an obscure theological development that has no real import in the life of a Christian. Its utter incomprehensibility does not mean utter meaninglessness. It is, as Anatolios writes, “the space in which Christian life takes place.”

So, I’m taking this Lenten discipline just a step further and turning it into an Easter travelogue. It seems appropriate—one of the older traditions of the Church was to use the weeks after Easter as a time to study “the mysteries” with the newly baptized who were now in a place to learn the deeper, more glorious truths of Christian faith. In this spirit, I’m going to write a series of posts here that takes Anatolios’ book one chunk at a time and try to tell you what I’m hearing him say. I dare say this is like a making a recipe from a cookbook—the finished product will not look like the picture. But you’ve been warned.

I’ll try to draw as well on some of the other Trinitarian books I have lying around here. God for Us by Catherine LaCugna has been one of my favorites (though, as we shall see, Anatolios has some issues with LaCugna’s approach.)

I’m writing this first for myself. I need to express the wonder of what I’m reading; I want to live in the Trinity, and this is helping me. But this is also for you friends, who have indulged my occasional rambling and might want to tackle something big; it is for you, my students and former students, who might want to make this Easter pilgrimage with me; it is for you, Papa, and I’m counting on you to rein me back in if I go crazy; it is for you, preachers and teachers, who might actually someday want to teach on the Trinity and find this inspirational if not formative.

I’ll begin at the beginning.

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Fallen Threads I Will Not Search For

 

I HATE losing things. We all do, of course. Such losses are in turn inconvenient (keys?), tragic (a mother’s ring?), irritating (a grocery list?), panic-inducing (a passport?), and costly (a credit card?). And sometimes it seems that there are so many moving parts in life that we’re all being driven to become OCD, “checkers,” making sure all the important pieces are in place—in the purse, in the car, in the briefcase, in the pocket, in the desk drawer, in the filing cabinet, in the jewelry box, in the cloud.

I used to feel the same way about my thoughts. They are mine and they are important and they are markers, somehow, of movement along this highway I’m on. I’m not talking about memories, though some of those seem rather elusive too these days! I’m referring to the aha moments we have, the sudden flashes of synergistic revelation that make sense of the world in a new way.

Really, sometimes I have brilliant ideas. I’m sure you’d be amazed. They’re luminous and creative and way, way wise … I think. But, um, I can’t ever seem to remember them when I finally get to pen and paper.  And certainly never when I sit at the keyboard! They blaze into my thoughts and prayers like a red comet—on the elliptical or in the car or taking a shower or standing in the grocery line. I relish them for a while, and then they turn into whispers, still livid with meaning, and then the whispers are mere echoes, banging around in vacant chambers up there in my head, and then, poof, they’re gone. And I’m left with ink and paper and a sense of suspension and loss … and a feeling of absurdity.

I used to berate myself for not doing the ‘real writer’ thing – i.e., taking a notebook with me wherever I go so that I can gather what grace is given and pin it down. Or I’d sit for a while and try to make up something that sounded a little like what I’d forgotten, and it would be completely silly.

But my dear friend George, gone these last 100 plus years, has been of help:

What if, writing, I always seem to leave

Some better thing, or better way, behind,

Why should I therefore fret at all, or grieve!

The worse I drop, that I the better find;

The best is only in thy perfect mind.

Fallen threads I will not search for—I will weave.

Who makes the mill-wheel backward strike to grind!

So here’s to the warp and woof of life—a lolloping (for you Chitty Chitty Bang Bang fans) assault on what is ahead, with only an occasional wry regret for the mental detritus that somewhere, somehow, someone else will have to discover.