David Russell Mosley
Holy Monday 2018
The Edge of Elfland
Hudson, New Hampshire
We’re coming up on the liturgical anniversary of my reception into the Church. As Easter draws nearer I find myself reflecting on where I was a year ago. One of the hardest things for me as I was going through my confirmation class was deciding on a confirmation saint. There were so many I loved, whose writings or lives had influenced me. In the end, I chose three names, changing one at the last minute, and had none of them used when I was received into the Church. While I was oscillating between choices a friend told me not to worry too much, that certain saints will haunt us at certain times.
I’ve latched onto this notion of being haunted by the saints. I love the evocative nature of it. After all a haunt is a place frequented by someone or something, so to be haunted by a saint means that the place they are haunting is you. Still, I had not experienced a saint haunting, not until I encountered St. Cuthbert.
While I’m nearly certain I must have learned about St. Cuthbert in my Medieval Church History class when we discussed the Council of Whitby, he remained nothing more than a name to me until March 20th, his feast day. I have been reading my way through Malcolm Guite’s excellent Word in the Wilderness: A Poem a Day of Lent and Easter. Guite excerpts or writes a poem for each day throughout all of Lent, but he also has an appendix of oases, islands in the desert where we feast again as we remember the great saints. Of course Patrick is there and the Annunciation, but on March 20th, there was St. Cuthbert, good ol’ Cuddy who gave his name and his protection to a group of ducks now called Cuddy Ducks.
I’m still learning more about him, reading my way slowly through Bede’s prose Life of St. Cuthbert. But what astonishes me more is the aid he has provided me. In thinking of him and asking for his intercession I have been on more than one occasion able to combat temptations that normally would bowl me over. So it seems for now I am being haunted by St. Cuthbert. He sought me out, not the other way round, and so now I am returning the favor. I pray you too become the haunt for someone, that you too may be saint-haunted.