why the cross doesn’t work for women: a critique

the current vision of the cross, as an object, marginalizes femininity. in fact, it does something even more vulgar, it entrenches women deeper into the western stereotype of a weak woman in need of man to save her. in this light, the current theology surrounding the narrative of the crucifixion merely transfers the masochist paradigm from male to female. this is echoed in the words (taken literally) ‘take up your cross and follow me’, for one to own the object of another they must be willing to lose themselves in the other. for a woman to take up the cross as her own, she must dismiss her own gender specific context and deny her femininity. she must become nothing. some might say this is too radical of a claim, but let’s unpack what it means to ‘take up your cross’.

is this not a death (whether it be physical or literal) of some kind, for the cross was a violent instrument of death. it took seriously the public embarrasment of the one who was being crucified, it was an object utilized as a tool for behavioural deterrant, hence why it was a perverse act employed in the public arena. it did not simply deter the act of the person, but attempted to negate the person themselves as a serious contender against roman violence. it was for all intense purposes, a demonstration of abusive power. to silence the person and anyone who wanted to subvert the roman political agenda.

to take something is not only to receive it, to take something also does not automatically assume the thing is a gift of any sort, but rather it is something that is assumed to come with an instruction. but one feature of taking something is that once it is taken it becomes part of the person who chooses to take it upon themselves. think about a an object that has a lot of value to you, this value isnt merely sentimental, it is that the object has a hold on you. and if you were to let it go, it would feel like letting a part of yourself go.

so, in the current understanding of the cross, in that we need to somehow find a way to claim the cross as our own still subordinates women into a typical eastern (and early western; sometimes current western) narrative where she was completely undervalued unless she was attached to a man (who gave her worth; you also see this in the modernist worldview in the west).

in the current liberal theological stratosphere there is the hope that the cross can be redeemed as an object of hope rather than violence. as a semiotic (a symbol), the meaning of the cross an supercede itself, however to do so also negates the history from whence it came. as a postmodern theorist, i see no issue with attempting to “re-mean” the cross into a symbol of hope. the main issue though is the inconsistency stemming from the argument that we can keep the narrative intact and apply some new meaning without changing the narrative entirely.

which in a very strict sense, is nothing short of esoteric idealism, in that the liberal theology of the left is still coming from a position of specialism. that somehow the left have a better grasp on the contextualization of the symbol of the cross. when in reality, in a historical sense, the early christians attempted to distance themselves from the cross entirely. it was not until the emperor attempted to remove the cross entirely from the story that the current group of christ-followers attempted to co-opt it back as a symbol of anti-power. and in this is right, i think the symbol can be re-enacted back into the christian story. but to be a symbol of anti-power means it must not reduce itself as a symbol that marginalizes gender.

which seems to be very much against the compassionate acts of christ who sought to radically and socially uplift women in society. i think its important to remember that for there to be power or the abuse of it, relationships must exist.

this is where we must remember the theories of Marx, who very simply claimed that there is a ruler and that there is a servant. for the cross to be anti-power it must seek to subvert the whole of social order. which is the promise of the cross as a metaphor. as a universal symbol of self-negation the cross can be redeemed, not to promote violence, not to promote subordinated salvation, but as an anti-symbol that seeks to disrupt authority, government, power-relations, politics, structures that mediate for us, and become an object that can occupy the spaces we are held by anxiety to reject.

this means we must come to reject the current phallic status of the cross. and reject the notion of power and influence that some claim it to have. it can no longer rest as a symbol of salvific excellence, but even reject the power and promise of its own narrative to be taken seriously. for it to become a symbol of anti-power it seeks to reject the symbolization of power onto itself and point toward the systems that manipulatively dominate reality.

 

 

 

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the (un)ethical christian

when we define a christian in a positive sense; as in, a ‘christian is someone who gives to the poor’ what we do is marginalize someone who is unable to give to the poor. what we do is deny the essence of the person and impose a factory-like caricature upon those who might not fit that certain category. this method of defining another human denies the very ontological state of our being as beings. it transforms people into machinations of ideology. what occurs is that we use labels is the disappearance of distinction, because over time if these ideas become rules, then the rules become gospel, all the while marginalizing the true essence of the gospel. in reality then the rules begin mediating for that which it promises to fulfil, all the while not being able to be nothing other than a stand-in or representation. is this not what idols are? representations of the object, things that promise to be something they are not? is this not also the premise of advertising too, whereby an object is placed before us and promises to fulfil itself in the form of the object we desire but as we all know can never fulfil? here lies the very perversion of the ethical christian or even the idea of god (the unnameable) being the alpha and omega or the beginning and the end.

because that phraseology does not promise that god is anywhere in the in-between; it also imposes upon the essence of god the metaphysical notion of language and description and in doing so denies the essence of the being we call god. language itself is that which promises us something but can never fulfil it. it is the greatest act of perversion. language must empty itself to then return again to be used in a different manner, is this also not the nature of the incarnation? a god who arrives in a different form, a god who descends out of itself to be with the object of its desire. is this also not what is happening in the lost narratives? remember those, the parables of the lost sheep, the lost coin, and the lost son. each story has someone looking for the object of their desire, for some its waiting for the return of an object, for others its intentionally seeking it out, and for another its embracing the object as part of itself. the major presumption in these stories is that something is lost, something is missing, something is not right.

at least this has been the orthodox interpretation for quite some time. what if the stories show us something about the reversal of loss? as in the lost object was not what was being searched out, but rather the lost object was the person searching and through their journey they became found. they discovered an aspect of themselves they did not know before? that to be lost is to be found, that to lose something we thought we knew of ourselves is to be found? to embark upon a a new journey of any kind is to deviate from the original path that one was taking before they embarked upon such a journey. this is why a christian cannot be ethical, because it presumes the journey is over before it ever begun.

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the god without a cross…

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god doesn’t need a cross.

if s/he does, then god does not know how to have healthy relationships. think about this very simply. if someone requires something from another to then be able to define a relationship, then the person needs a stand-in. a proxy to fulfill some invisible criteria to feel secure about the nature of any relationship. but in its essence, that person is not having a relationship with the person, but actually with the stand-in itself, for all intene purposes, the person that is in the relationship only appears as a consellation prize. but the very essence of the person if ignored and replaced by the stand-in. and so over time, what occurs is that the person who requires something to help define their relationship will over time begin defining the value of relationship solely based on how the person themselves fulfill the role of criteria and when that person fails, the needy person then becomes angry and disillusioned and will either separate literally or metaphorically from the relationship. this is the same with god and humanity if there is a need for any violent atonement theory.

imagine yourself without a name. now, without that name, would you still exist? would you still be important? would you still have value? is it the name, the label that actualy defines you or is their a deeper essence that can’t be seen but is still true of who you are regardless of a signifier that erupts out of and because of the existence of language and description? i believe this to be the same with god; god doesn’t require an atonement to either be god or to either love the whole of humanity. for if god needs it, then god relies upon the stand-in to define our relationship with her/him, which is not a relationship at all but rather a legal form of entanglement. a love that needs an object to focus itself on is what freud deems as anaclitic. that somehow love is actually nowhere present, but rather love becomes a mechanical equation whereby one must have the other to be defined (i.e., ‘if you love me, then you will do this’ and etc.). it seems, this is no love at all, but insecurity under the guise of love.

so, what would god look like without a cross? well, a god who loves humanity. a god who is head-over-heels about the very essence of humanity itself. a god who champions the very divinity s/he created within humanity to shine. a god who doesn’t need a stand-in to help him define his relationships. a god who is committed to the development of the very thing s/he created. a god who doesn’t need violence to prove his own self-worth. a god without a cross, also demonstrates to us that jesus died because he really believes, lov does win. this is what resurrection is all about, that violence (or even a god who needs violence) doesn’t have the last word, but rather that love does.

for god to need an atonement displaces the very unique essence of jesus the rabbi. if god is fueled by some transcendent bloodlust and is prone to fits of rage (as some of the torah demonstrates) then jesus the rabbi exists onl to fulfill a role and the person of jesus that historically existed is not important, for the role sidelines and marginalizes the being itself. this is the same with universal (contractual) ethics, because if we are required to follow a set of moral guidelines (for the sake of following them, that is) then our very essence (ontology) is displaced and dismissed as unecessary and without any value (unless we perform act ‘x’ for the benefit of all). and in that moment, what has occurred is that act ‘x’ has become more important than the essence of the person.

philosopher jacques derrida spoke on the distinction between the Being and the essence of Being and also love versus the essence of love. when someone loves another, for some, they love things about the other, and so when those things fade (i.e.,beauty, personality, similar likes and etc.) love dies, it ceases to exist when that interest disappears. for all intense purposes, the person becomes an atheist toward love, even if they ‘keep’ their marital commitments, they no longer love because it is based upon a thing and not the essence of the being. and so if we spend our time dissecting the ‘things’ of another person, we are then driven by obsession toward those ‘things’. we cannot see beyond them or see that person beyond the values of those things. if we love their very essence then this is when we truly accept them. this principle works on both levels: from god to man, and from man to god.

then what this all means is that god lies naked, exposed. god is then god. and this god is inviting not because we are commanded to enter into relationship with him, but rather is inviting because s/he desires to be with us all.

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christian pastors should pay their prostitutes.

If we have chosen the position in life in which we can most of all work for mankind, no burdens can bow us down, because they are sacrifices for the benefit of all; then we shall experience no petty, limited, selfish joy, but our happiness will belong to millions, our deeds will live on quietly but perpetually at work, and over our ashes will be shed the hot tears of noble people. – Marx

there is a girl i want you to meet…

her dilapidated face swallowed by wrinkles echoed with stories no one has time to hear. she participates in unethical acts to survive. and, you will only see her at night, on corners where lonely broken men come to find a moment of salvation from the guilt of being a lousy lover. for her, this isn’t some passing phase or some career choice – it’s a choice founded upon the fleeting promise of survival. her circumstances? you don’t want to know: it involves a father who beat and raped her and died too young hopped up on narcotics and a mother who drowns herself in a bottle because she thinks her story has already been told.

unethical, really? work is unethical? survival is evil?

ethics tend to be some set of social rules that is assumed everyone should agree upon (i.e., don’t steal, kill, or cheat on your spouse and etc.). the promise is that if everyone follows these normative laws that all will be well. and those that don’t will somehow be ostracized, marginalized, and rejected by the rest of ‘normal’ society. but that isn’t peace, that is a false sense of socialized equilibrium. baudrillard once stated that prisons existed only to show that we believe that the world is not a safe place to be in, but also that it demonstrated the false illusion of peace. because we need prisons, ethics (normative or globalized), laws, and structures, what is really being said underneath it all is that we don’t believe we have the ability to be human without these things. that we need all of these things to mediate for us. in that, is the confession that we don’t feel safe. that the others we are trying to stay away from, are monsters.

ethics should not be something we do to gain something from. i should not have to be a good employee so that, over time, i would get paid better. i should not have to help an old lady or pay a homeless guy so that god could love me more. i should not have to steal because other’s might not like me. if ethics (or morals) or based upon reception of a gift of some sort, than ethics will never be about the other. if ethics are based on a value system then people are the commodity, then what i do and don’t do will tell a bunch of others what i really think about them. if ethics are based upon value then ethics become about self-prostitution to a ‘pimp’ that has no grace.

so when christianity (as a system) endorses a specific kind of ethics and then speaks of a universal message for all, what is happening is a circle is being drawn around those who don’t have those specified ethics thereby rejecting the universal nature of the christ-message being claimed. and this isn’t about hypocrisy, we are all bad at that, this is about the singularity of their claim. i mean, christians (all across the board) have spoken/speak of caring for the poor or defending the weak, but the reality is when we do so under the guise of some social/spiritual penance we do nothing for the other (yes, even if we change their lives) because the intention erupted out of some socialize understanding based on a guilty law of ethics and rights that only serves the one following it.

so, that brings me to the ten commandments.

historically speaking, this was a document that symbolized a contract between god and the hebrew nomads (i.e., not the rest of humanity). what the hebrew people did was to make god their own. there are no concession on god’s part (the verse where it says ‘i will be your god and you will be my people’ is a poetic device and symbol for that very line – the authors are speaking in place of the divine). when we totalize ethics and create a spiritual system of belief around but promise the message to be universal (for everyone) we participate in creating the very line that separates people from the divine.

when we judge a prostitute and state that what she does is wrong or morally corrupt, we draw that line. rather than pay her and actually help sustain a human life, we help draw the line that kills her. when we condemn another for not holding to the same way of life we do, just because we are passionate about our beliefs, we help imprison them through our beliefs. we box them in, and no matter how much they change, we keep them there. but, here’s the problem, when we pay the prostitute we also agree to the system in place. most prostitutes didn’t dream of becoming prostitutes, they didn’t sit in their childhood classrooms wishing to give their virginity away again and again. some of them want out. the issue here, then is not the prostitution, but our very own decision making. what systems are we going to continue to support? because, if we agree with the current crisis of capitalism well, then you should pay your local prostitutes. you really should. if you don’t, then this article, has nothing to do with prostitution and more about gathering people who believe in a fragmented heaven on earth. no, not perfect (in the idealistic sense), but different, a place where we don’t have to draw lines and justify them by calling them ethics.

ethics are that which erupt out of us. that which compels us to be responsible for another, not choose for them, not judge them, but merely and meagerly love them. love, to me, is both violent and meager. it is about the other, but it is also about meagerly exhausting one’s self. i use meager not in the traditional sense, but rather to make the claim of non-value, that love cannot be a value of any kind that we either have to earn or even understand receive. meager violent love might be the thing we need to help make the world a better place.

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will.(je)sus.servive.THE CHURCH.



“The eternal extension of God serves, first of all, the objective of enabling each person who loses himself to refind himself in him. But what is then missing is the satisfaction of those who aspire only to be lost, without remission. When Teresa of Avila screamed that she was dying of not dying, her passion, moving beyond any possible barrier, broke an opening that leads into a universe where perhaps there is no composition either of form or of being, where it seems that death rolls from world to world.”
Georges Bataille, The College of Sociology, July 4th, 1939.

okay, let’s synthesize some current modes of what some define as either missions or evangelism: it is either defined as some sort of ‘relational’ mode whereby friendships are built or pursued (organically or otherwise) but the tendency is that there is some sort of intention or necessary outcome to that relationship (i.e., to change their behaviour, to make some spiritual commitment, or to get to church and etc.) – but here is where it all errs, it erupts out of the person ‘building’ the relationship, therefore it is an ego-driven move.

then it tends to also be something we all have been taught by someone else, therefore its virtual/mediated, which means we don’t do it because we want to or even believe it. then it becomes a numbers thing (aka, capitalstic spirituality based on the notion of the marxist bourgeouis/proletariet, whereby the proletariat are the ‘one’s who NEED jesus’, and the bourgeois are the one’s ‘above’ giving over-spiritualized hand-outs (i purposefully did not capitalize jesus, because all of the above seems to be against the very radical nature of Jesus).

there’s this sort of transcendent ideology within the Church that assumes truth claims to be true of every person: (1) all are sinners, (2) all need jesus, (3) if they don’t accept/believe/claim jesus as their lord then they are hellbound, (4) if they do, then they are heaven bound. but re-read all of those, all of those claims were historically made by someone at one time or another (as in, someone or a group of people agreed upon these criteria). once you have criteria, you have ‘slaves’. now, don’t get me wrong, i think the Church should have criteria, but for too many centuries, it has focused on the others and the attempt to assume the mind of others (i.e., all are sinners – presupposes there is a truth claim about everyone but does not allow for any other truth, therefore by its own confession marginalizes any other possibilities – essentially it is a false dichotomy which attempts to ‘think’ for the rest of humanity). and so the 4 claims above endorse a sort of hegemonic ideology that professes its own solispsism. (Definition: As a metaphysical position, solipsism goes further to the conclusion that the world and other minds do not exist.).

so, the question then is: will jesus survive the Church?

several times jesus seems to attack any structural approach to experiencing the divine. as if to relay the message that structural definition is a violent attack against god. that to create a system of thought is to create another god in its place. the structure becomes the mediator for the disciple who follows it. and then over time, that structure becomes the Big Other that defines that person’s identity, ethics, and even how to have relationships. in a very violent sense, it replaces the original entity, to the point that the original is no longer present because the copy has taken its place.

although, i may not have clear-cut responses to the question above, truth be told, the way for jesus to survive the Church is for him to leave it…

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remembering 9/11 is a form of subliminal terrorism

A threshold (or limen), is the point of intensity at which the participant can just detect the presence of, or difference in, a stimulus. Stimuli with intensities below the threshold are considered not detectable (hence: sub-liminal). Stimuli at values close enough to a threshold will often be detectable some proportion of the time; therefore, a threshold is considered to be the point at which a stimulus, or change in a stimulus, is detected some proportion part of the time. There are two kinds of thresholds: absolute and difference.

in attempting to remember 9/11 what we do is not just remember the heroism but also the treachery of this event. but does the heroism lie with the bombers? because they too believed that their act was an act of God. or were the enemies the buildings and structures and the people in them necessary collateral? don’t me get wrong, i think the act of terrorism is evil. what the terrorists did is what it meant to bring hell to earth.

in psychophysics there are are series of tests that the psychoanalyst administers to the subject to test their ability to respond to a set of changing stimuli, they call each response a threshold – a liminal space. it is to test our response to physical stimuli and the behaviour that materializes because of them. if a stimuli is not/can not be responded to it is said to be subliminal. quite simply psychophysics is about how attentive we are to things like audio/sound and visual stimuli, although not exclusive to the two. i would also say this is how we all relate to the world as subjects general.

that there is much about the world we don’t recognize because we have been conditioned not to. i also redefine stimuli to include things within society, such as absolute value (i.e., how we define human value, how we define relationships, how we define truth and etc.).

in the case of the terrorists they were not able to respond to the stimuli of universalized human value. to them, those who upheld a different worldview then them were the real terrorist. they reversed and over-relativised human worth. in the realm of psychophysics, the did not recognize the human next to them, to them their worldview created those outside of their paradigm as subliminal enemies. they were not able to cross the threshold that all of humanity is valuable. even them, despite their choices.

it is definitively true when christ utters that we must love ourselves before we love our neighbour. and this isn’t some rom-com idealistic notion of self-love, but rather a risky sacrifice of self for the sake of self. i use the word agape here, the violent understanding of love that calls all to die to themselves metaphorically. terrorism is a selfish act.

but so is remembering it. because all of our energy is spent on rehashing the tragic events before the response. we cannot fully remember without remembering the details. this is the tendency in traumatic events. the inability to forget the whole. think about a relationship where two people break up, we do not assume that their whole relationship was bad, but rather it was a relationship that was peppered with good and bad. and in the occasional memory of a past relationship what happens is the whole person is brought to the forefront, the being of the person is not fragmented due to the memory. the person is still intact although the person might only have a ‘good’ memory between him/herself and their previous relationship. this is the same with remembering traumatic events, to remember the good (i.e., those who died, those who survived, the national response of cohesion and etc. ) you have to remember the bad. to some this might seem obvious, but why is this important? why is this not beneficial?

closure. we don’t allow the memory to heal. we act as if the people are still alive when they are not. we simply reinforce the events and quite possibly encourage the same behavior to re-occur, almost a sort of memorial worship of not just the victims but of the terrorists, whether we mean to or not. remembering is not a form of healing, forgetting is. this is not to say that we must forget every traumatic event of never learn from it or to never remember those we love, but it is to say that the best way to heal is to defiantly continue onward, not as if the event happened, but as if the event does not have the last word. remembering says it does.

jesus at one point says something to this effect ‘you have heard it was said, but i say’… a simple way to explain this would be a paradigm shift. the claim that what was before (a memory;remembering the law and etc.) is now superceded by what is now. that somehow remembering is a form of living in the past and an advocacy of all the things that that particular idea stood for. and it is also not a forward motion of any kind, in fact, it is a step back into the past. it is a retroactive embrace of what was before rather than what is ahead. forgetting is not leaving the trauma behind it is embracing it as a shaper of current character rather than some past event to adore. i think the other treachery most seem to be fine with is how nationalistic it is to remember 9/11.

how it fortifies the communal identity to the point of self-righteous nationalism, and to me, this is the worst form of terrorism, the kind that is embedded in our psyche when we drive by and see flags hanging arrogantly from our houses and so forth. ultimately we proclaim we are the ‘greatest nation on the earth’. but by doing so we set ourselves apart as the deities of the global world and thereby separate ourselves as the gods who rule outside of the universe, as some objective judge. nationalism ostracizes and does not build up or provide healing. nationalism promotes the every tribalism that originated in the mindsets of most of the terrorists, so in a sense, to continually endorse some nationalistic memory of a tragic event is to participate in a terroristic act on a subliminal level. we might want to rethink this….

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if you think you’re free, then don’t read this…

You’re free to go.

Am l ?

And you ?
Are you free? – (Instinct, Movie)

if we equate freedom with choice, then we lose our ability to recognise that which actually enslaves us, and our choice-making both confirms and deepens our bondage, regardless of what we choose. – Baudrillard

we wake up. but why do we wake up? is it our alarm clock that upsets our dreams? or a loud noise? maybe a disruptive dream or thought pervades our psyche. all we know, is we wake up to something that beckons us. that calls us beyond our subconscious into consciousness itself. (don’t worry, that’s as heady as i am going to get!). the question this leads me to is: are we free?

i think to respond to that, we must ask another question, how postmodern of me right? but we must understand our terminology if we are to move forward here. so, what is freedom? i am not sure we can generalize about the nature of freedom, to do so would be violence again freedom. so, how about we start with the christian notion of freedom as borrowed from most conservative christian theology. which is simply to be free from sin or bondage to it. to be free then is to be fully emancipated from this visceral thing called sin.

a lot of orthodox christians perceive sin to be a cancer coursing through the veins of humanity. so then, if this is true, freedom can only be experience corporately not specifically or individually. hence, the need for jesus to die violently on a cross. but again, it leads back to the gnawing question: what are we free from? because if we constantly need to look/ask/beg for forgiveness then are we free ‘indeed’? rather than spend a whole article on orthodoxy, i will leave that up to other writers much smarter than i. for now, let’s focus on this curious thing called freedom.

what of the alarm clock? why do we need the alarm clock. some would need it to wake up for their job. in the simplest sense, then they are not free. they are committed/bound to something other than themselves – they are not emancipated. they are imprisoned by a need to serve a big other. we tend to understand freedom as something whereby we are not forced into a relationship to an object, idea or truth. but rather we understand freedom to be about the ability to make a choice free from coercion. but if freedom is based on choice, then we fail to recognize the irony in that each choice we make, disregarding the outcome still imprisons us to system of consumption.

in the movie Instinct with Anthony Hopkins and Cuba Gooding Jr. there is a scene where Cuba is interviewing Hopkins character (in the movie, a man awaiting trial) and Hopkins character gets’ Cuba’s character in a head-lock and proceeds to ask him questions, one that sticks out is: what have i taken from you? – after a two tries of guessing that he had freedom (hopkins replies with that being an illusion) and the other response being ‘control’ (hopkins proceeds to give him examples, like the television remote control to prove that he is not in control), Cuba’s character guesses his last guess and writes the word: illusions. Which is the correct response.

the scene is a reminder that things like freedom and control are something we think we desire, but truly never obtain. no matter how theological/non-theological we explain this concept away. but let me flesh this out with you a bit more.

the german philosopher hegel has this principle (named for his work) called ‘the hegelian principle’. simply explained it is what most marketers do today. let’s take the example of the pseudo-medical industry which creates an issue: let’s say they claim all butter is bad for you. then they publicize it and create some sort of opposition to it and then they create a solution for it. this principle is at work in a huge majority of society. even in religion. even in christianity. isn’t that what most of the orthodox expression is based upon? this is not to attack orthodoxy but to employ them as an example of a bigger issue, the illusion of freedom. or the promise of the attainment of this said illusion.

interestingly enough though, it seems jesus assumes we are all aready free. that the there is a universal nature to freedom itself. that maybe we have somehow believed the lie we aren’t free. that we somehow need something other/outside of ourselves to proclaim our freedom. so maybe the real illusion is the acceptance that we are not free.

in the book of john, the author quotes jesus as claiming that the truth will set you free. which is the reality that our freedom or the lack there of is simulated or a lie. so the truth is to not believe that claim. to claim that we are already free. that freedom is not something we must work for because we already have it, we have had it. like some new age philosophers profess that the truth of the garden of eden narrative was that we forgot we were already connected to the divine. and that the Fall was more about forgetting that.

we will continually be haunted by the ghost of freedom until we realize and come to embrace that we already are/have been free since our first breath. the cross is the very reminder of that. it becomes a violent yet healing reminder that we must die to the illusions that we somehow have been caged…

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the (h)uman bond.

“If the love whereby the Father loves the Son, and the Son the Father, reveals in an ineffable manner the union between both, what more fitting than that He, who is the Spirit, common to both, should be properly called love?” – Augustine

The third part of Hegel’s system is the Philosophy of Spirit. The word ‘Spirit’ (Geist in German) is used by Hegel in a very specific sense which is at the core of his philosophy. Spirit, for Hegel, always involves relation. An isolated individual might be a consciousness, but only in relating with others can the level of Spirit (higher than that of mere consciousness) be reached. This is the level which includes all the phenomena of art, religion, and society.

can we do something here. let’s assume some things. that one God is Logic. the Big idea. then there is nature. this is what we call reality, or what we can see, touch, hear, feel and taste. then there is spirit. that which is beyond it all. but the nature of the spirit is itself relational.

now let’s assume something beyond common christianity which interprets the trinity as three separate entities. the father, the son, and the holy spirit. three independent entities that rely upon the other. some of the ancient scholars referred to this relationship as the dance.

from there, what if we were to re-interpret our understanding of the holy spirit?

what if when God becomes Jesus in the flesh, which would Logic becoming the Word (John 1:1), the word is the concept or idea and the becoming flesh is the materialization of God. But beyond philosophical rhetoric, what if, for all intense purposes, God is consumed by flesh, God metaphorically dies as God, but is still fully God in the flesh, now named and known as Jesus. So, le’ts keep going. What if when Jesus dies on the cross, God also dies, although Jesus died physically, God is transfigurated now into the ‘Counselor’ that Jesus promises will arrive after his departure. Let’s assume that Holy Spirit then which is by Hegelian understanding relational, is now God. the human bond.

let’s replay this idea through some typical christian theology. so then if the above is true, then to blasphemy against the holy spirit is to blasphemy (in hebrew: to mock or reject) another human. let’s take it a step further, to make someone an ‘other’ is to scorn the holy spirit. war creates ‘other’s. socialized approaches to exclusive ethics (i.e., clubs, churches, and etc.), name-calling, media interpellation, and so on. anything that make someone an outsider, creates someone as an outsider, this is an at of blasphemy. to hurt humanity is to ultimately hurt god, the bond that holds humanity together.

so what of the mysterious, the healings, the limbs that return on, or the cancer that disappears. this too is part of the human bond. but this cannot simply be explained away as the holy spirit. this must be treated with the same awe and wonder that the mystics approached god with. this could be deemed simply nothing more tha ‘mystery’; the divine mysterium which is enhanced by the human bond. why? because typically these mystical acts happen when one human is interacting with another. it is a reparation of the human god, it is a repairing of the divine (tikkun olam) within.

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the church are full of perverts.

shhh...the secret is out!

The pervert claims direct access to some figure of the big Other (from God or history to the desire of his partner), so that, dispelling all the ambiguity of language, he is able to act directly as the instrument of the big Other’s will. In this sense, both Osama bin Laden and President Bush, although politically opponents, share a pervert structure: they both act upon the presupposition that their acts are directly ordered and guided by the divine will. – Zizek

“Can you discover God’s hidden secrets” – Job

“the power bearing those towers suddenly lost all energy, all resilience: as though that arrogant power gave way under the pressure of too intense an effort: the effort to always be the unique world model” – Baudrillard (on the Twin Towers)

in the obscene wake of Wiki-leaks and the current media-crazed arena centering around Murdoch and the corruption he himself is entangled in represent something about where we are as a society. we don’t like secrets. in fact, we would rather know. and yet, think to when you were a child and one of the favorite things you might have loved was being a part of some secret club.

remember the feeling of being part of something that no one else knew about? that sense of belonging was power. although we wouldn’t have called it that then. and it wasn’t even necessarily the content of the secret that even mattered, but it was that we were a part of the creation of such a powerful entity called ‘the secret’.

it was the sense of status and responsibility and even identity that erupted out of such a responsibility that became the chemical high that drew us in deeper. it was an aphrodisiac. oh, not in the traditional sense of the word. but it was a perverse form of seduction that enticed us into deeper truths. and somehow the knowledge of this content known as ‘the secret’ gave us power of others. a sense of superiority, because we knew something nobody else did. or so we thought. and so we rested in the knowledge that the fantasy we defended was something of utmost importance. the importance of the content, and not the knowledge of the content, is what made keeping the secret so important and our role within the safeguarding of the all too-important secret.

and when someone discovers the secret, either through espionage or is ‘let in’ by another member of the group, there is a sense of betrayal that forms and a sense of vulnerability and weakness that begins to appear out of the ‘knowing’. we feel as if a form of terrorism has been enacted upon us. because ‘someone else now knows what we know’. our jugular is exposed. we are no longer defenders of the secret, we are now defenders of fall-out.

what do we next? what happens then?

because if we no longer have a secret to keep, then it means everyone else now knows. secrets only know how to keep the status quo, and when that is shattered so is the reality the secret promises to protect.

and if everyone else now knows and it falls in the arena of ‘common knowledge’ then my role as safeguarding secret keeper is dissolved, then somehow all the power, knowledge and experience of this secret somehow gets cheapened and so does my role. my identity used to be bound up in this feature of constituted reality. i helped create the secret and then, over time, the secret helped to shape the very essence of who i am. and so quite bluntly, it feels like a part of you has died with the secret. for, at one time, you and the secret were one. and all you have now is vulnerability. and in a world that praises the god of war, vulnerability and weakness are the last things you should be.

in the case of julian assange what has occurred is a part of the government has been exposed. a weakness has appeared. and the government does not know how to handle pubic exposure. yes, pubic exposure. have you ever had one of those dreams where you ended up naked somewhere – in public? what feelings erupted? embarrassment? maybe the feeling that ‘you have been found out?’ yep, this is what’s happening when a liberator like assange enters the scene and reminds us that secrets were for juvenile clubs in our pre-teens. that shared knowledge isn’t always bad.

i am not naive enough to think that certain information must be protected for the well-being of the community, but when a government who promises to be ‘for the people, by the people’ ends up defending secrets that only preserve their own reputation, then we have nothing more than a self-serving government that is for the government, by the government. secrets are a form of reverse voyeurism; secrets present us with the reality that we are simply not comfortable with vulnerability. that we would rather not be known and that safety will most of the time be our default. imagine if the secret was a person peering in on you? what would it think about you, what would it say and what secrets about you would it hold back? whatever the response might be would be the truth of what is hiding behind the secrets we defend.

some ancient jews defined ‘taking god’s name in vein’ not as uttering the exclamation: “god-damn!” but something even more sinister, being sure that god said or did something. the claim followed in the phrase “god said….this” or “god told me to tell you this” and etc. it was someone who was sure beyond a shadow of a doubt that god spoke and that there was no possibility of error. even the idea behind commandments are another representation of what lacan calls perversion. which was that the commandment was meant to be a direct access pass to god. but even when we go to concerts, the backstage pass is simply a pass to see the person not to get to know them. seeing and knowing are quite different ideas. this is the same with god.

there is this point at the end of matthew, where jesus is recorded as instructing his disciples to ‘go into all of the world’. which is the assumption that within this message of jesus, a first-century rabbi there is a universal nature to the message that must be heard. not ‘universal’ in the sense of what historical christian missionaries have perpetuated (i.e., the jesuits, the witch hunts, constantine and etc.) but rather that the message itself is already universal. that it is already true of everyone. it is not that anyone need to work at being christ, because ‘the kingdom of god is (near) – within’.

and to encourage the lie that one must perform certain acts or to participate in a specific defense of ideas or else is perversion. and as Zizek specifies above, a pervert is someone who assumes they have some sort of knowledge that they have access to. when the christian message is peddled along as something that others must do or become a part of it denies the (to use a traditional phrase) ‘power of the gospel’. but, what do i mean? i do not mean ‘power’ in the traditional ‘top-down’ model sense of the world or in any a subordinate philosophy centered around oppressive behaviour.

but, what if power was more about the inherent influence within the message itself, something we did not need to make happen? we tend to think of power almost in the same sense of secret. someone who has the ability to do something we either we cannot or that they can do better. so, maybe the word power needs to be scrapped altogether, because the social meaning and implications behind it can only lead to war (metaphorical or literal).

in hebrew, one of the many meanings of the word for power is ‘substance’, but not in the traditional: ‘what are you made of?’ in the sense of proverbial strength, but rather the dna of being. and so when we speak of the power of the gospel it is not to imply that somehow our ‘understanding’ (secret?) of this gospel is any better than anyone else’s but rather that the substance of this message is made up of what we know. and so what we claim is to share a knowledge of the gospel rather than THE knowledge of a gospel. And what of the gospel? In Aramaic, the word means hope. Hope is universal. People want and need hope. We desire because we are driven by a hope of some kind or other that those desires will be met. we make purchases because in making such a purchase we hope we might be fulfilled in that product or experience.

hope is made of its own substance.

and when we create rules and secrets around it, it stops becoming hope and becomes something else entirely, a message by the system, for the system. and systems naturally oppress. and so, in turn, but presenting the gospel as something other than itself, we perpetuate oppression. we join in the perversion. when we claim to have direct access to god, we are perverts. this is what is so interesting about the mystics, because even though they craved authentic union with god and some claimed to experience this momentarily, they always came back to love. love being the union between man and god.

but what is love (greek: agape, self sacrificial) - love is death.

and if love is union between man and god, than rather defending secrets or making religion into a secret, we have to die to that aspect of secrecy. secrets are simply the upholding of what is simulated or not true. ultimately, and simply, the defense of a secret or the creation of a secret is the defense of the simulation (or lie). if we continue to treat the universal message as a secret message, then we do nothing more than defend a lie, because the nature of the message itself is already universal…

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the (sex)ualized liberation of christianity…

From my helpless beginning I am acted upon, the text and stage directions of gender are constantly rehearsed into me. I am taught mu part so completely that I begin to believe that it is no longer a play, but is in fact natural.

For both Freud and Lacan, the child is at first ignorant of sexual difference and so cannot take up a sexual position


“The use of either of these passages in this way is in fact odd and indeed rather comical, for there is a Rabbinical gloss on Genesis 1:27 which suggests that “Adam”, at least, most certainly did not have a clear and unequivocal gender identity, and indeed that Adam was an hermaphrodite.”

one of the many features of being a child in the eyes of lacan is that the child has no ability to determine the difference between its own gender and that of the other. for all intense purposes, the world is genderless. when the world takes on gender that it is when power, control, and colonialism begin to help identify how relationships should be treated. this is so interesting because christ seems to capitalized on the notion that to be a part of the kingdom, to participate in the perpetuation of this new reality, we must become like children. ultimately, genderless. but let’s be honest our society has quite a sordid history when it comes to the sexualization of gender. there have been periods in our history when women were marginalized, beaten and even killed at the hands of men simply because they did not fulfill an anticipated role.

religion has sadly played a role in perpetuating myths that should have never existed. i think the mythology of gender has only been enhanced by christian interpretations of god. for some, god refers to a being that inhabits the male psyche and claims his dominance over humanity through his gender. for others god is female and embraces all with her loving touch. (these are mere generalizations to make a point that we try to understand god the only way we have been taught to, through the sexualization of holy objects).

we attempt to understand that which is impossible to understand and by claiming that god holds a gender transforms god into nothing more than a subject submerged through category. when we dissect reality into categories and cannabilize existence into over-sexualized socially constructed roles we do nothing more than just that. we leave reality and enter into the constructs that have been created for us.

there is this one point where jesus is sitting with a woman in a room with some pharisees. the posture he was taking was one of extreme radicality, the implications were astounding, not to mention her role in that society and how others would have received her naturally. but jesus doesn’t seem to be caught up too much with the social mores or even categories. its not that he never addresses someone by their gender, but he doesn’t seem to let their gender dictate to him how they should be treated. paul** does the same later when he states that there is neither ‘male nor female’. he dissolves gender roles into the christ element.

now, one of the most controversial issues right now in christendom is the role of women in church and even society. when so much energy is spent on trying to define the role of a socially constructed signifier what happens is the myths are perpetuated and people are forgotten. in the moment that we allow our fictions to take control is the moment we begin to think we can be the only right one’s in the room. in the most perverse way when we agumentatively define gender roles we are violently participating in a form of slavery. and so ultimately to be a person who is inhabited by the christ nature is to liberate people from our need to over-sexualize our existence.

it is our addiction to definition that has drawn boundaries that should have never been there. it is in our pure intention to understand that we have come to misunderstand one another. the gospel seems the very object intent on rectifying that by promising a new kind of social redemption, the kind where people are people who have value regardless of social signifiers.

gender too easily falls into the dualistic interpretations of reality. good/bad. black/white. subject/object. gay/straight. and the list goes on and on. when we no longer decide to subscribe to the rhetoric of the day, namely male and female, we then begin participating in the scandalous thing referred to as existence. we get to revel in the art of our being rather than attempt to combine scientific rigour to the way we define roles and relationships which seem to be a destructive after-effect of enlightenment***.

the more time we spend on defining one another is time spent hiding from the anxiety of silence. we fear not knowing who we are. we have been made to believe that what is true of us from birth (i.e., we are male & female; we are sinners, we are ‘children’ – as true as the last one is, it is not the title that defines us, but it is merely a way to interpret our relationships).

this is why paul says what he says, he is trying to restore the mystical element to our existence that is hidden in the universal kernel he refers to as ‘christ’. all are hidden in this. all signifiers, all roles, all ways of being are redeemed in the christ element. no longer do they exist. i would also add to this list that there is neither homosexual nor heterosexual but all are hidden in the universal kernel of christ. it is not that we all lose distinction here, on the contrary, in christ we gain all of the distinction because it is in christ where all of these distinctions exist. this space is a radical one.

but, when we participate in socially colonizing gender roles we abuse & neglect one another. isn’t the orthodox gospel that thing that rescues us from our former oppression? wasn’t this the heart of passover, god rescuing people from those others that try to dictate to them their identity. if we readily accept labels and gender roles, it would be like asking for egypt again as the former jewish slaves occasionally did. but to chart new territory seems to be the role of hope, the impossible awaits us.

let’s use a simple example to see what i mean. modern chivalry. as well intentioned as this perspective it is, it rests on the notion that women must be in distress, a good book to read on the christianization of chivalry is by author John Eldredge in Wild at Heart, where he dedicates one whole chapter to the role of women as princesses who need to be rescued. the intention might be pure, but nonetheless demonstrates the destructive nature hiding behind binary oppositions.

** paul at times seems to deal with gender roles in some of his letters, but these letters do not seem to be congruent with the nature/person of paul as understood by current scholars, a good book to read would be Rediscovering Paul – follow this link: http://www.westarinstitute.org/Polebridge/rediscoveringpaul.html
***the enlightenment is not the first time that these roles erupted on the scene, but it is in the enlightenment where the science of knowledge became central to the way in which approach epistemology.

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