At Machu Picchu, Where the Veil is Thin

The mountains surrounding Machu Picchu are often wreathed in clouds. (Lori Erickson photo)

The mountains surrounding Machu Picchu are often wreathed in clouds. (Lori Erickson photo)

The ancient Celts of Ireland described holy sites as “thin places” where the veil between heaven and earth is transparent. In exploring spiritual destinations around the world, I’ve never come across a better description for why certain places simply feel different from other sites.

I think that’s why Machu Picchu, despite its exotic setting, seemed familiar to me in some ways. I felt something there that I’ve experienced at other holy sites, from Lourdes and Ephesus to Kyoto—a kind of frisson, that wonderful French word that describes a blend of physical and emotional responses, a sensation that sends a shiver of recognition through one’s soul.

Part of my reaction came from Machu Picchu itself, because this outpost in the clouds was likely created in part for spiritual purposes. But I had another reason for experiencing the thinness of the veil at Machu Picchu. I hope my experiences there may relate to your own journeys of the heart.

Shortly before I left for Peru, a dear friend of mine died after a nine-year battle with a rare form of sinus cancer. Rich Oberfoell was 46 and had been in the peak of health prior to his diagnosis. He was gregarious, full of life, and adventuresome, a person who laughed often and made friends easily.

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Rich Oberfoell

I got to know Rich just as he was starting his battle with cancer. During those years, he endured more surgeries, medical procedures and cancer treatments than anyone I’ve ever known. His determination to live was especially fierce because of his love for his young son, Xavier, and wife, Sun Hee. But in the end even his iron will wasn’t enough to sustain him.

A couple of weeks before he died, I visited Rich in the hospital. “Where are you going next?” he asked me. When he learned that I was making plans to visit Machu Picchu, his gaunt face lit up.

“I loved Machu Picchu!” he said, and proceeded to tell me of his visit there when he was teaching in Venezuela in his 20s. He described the rigors of hiking the Inca Trail and how moved he was when he finally came through the Sun Gate to see Machu Picchu for the first time. Then he said this: “When you go there, take me with you.”

I remember how his words hung in the air of the hospital room, for clearly there were no more trips in Rich’s future. But I told him that I would, and we both knew without saying that it would be in spirit only.

When I traveled in Peru, I kept in my backpack the card from Rich’s funeral. Its pictures showed a different Rich than the one battered by cancer. He was young, handsome, athletic. As I journeyed, I thought often of his travels in South America and how he had seen many of the sites in Cusco and Lima that I was enjoying.

Have you ever taken a trip with someone who was not present in body? It’s a curious thing, this intertwining of past and present, self and other. I think it’s a more common journey than many realize. There’s a kind of bifurcation of awareness that happens, as your travels evoke thoughts of their experiences. “I bet Rich loved this place,” I remember thinking as I walked the aisles of the market in Cusco, a dizzying blend of sights, smells, and sounds, from pig’s heads hanging from hooks to baskets overflowing with spices and fruits.

When I got to Machu Picchu, memories of Rich were especially strong. At first I did the standard tourist routine, listening to a guide, taking pictures, and exploring its twists and turns on my own. But I was looking for something all the while, a quiet spot where I could sit undisturbed. By the time I found it the rain had ended and sun was peeking out from behind the clouds. I settled into the out-of-the-way place overlooking the mountains, and I sat there for almost an hour, just looking, feeling the sun on my face, watching as the clouds swirled around the peaks and birds glided past, buoyed by updrafts from the valley below.

Sitting there, I came to suspect that the reason the Inca rulers had chosen this spot for a settlement was not because of its beauty alone. It was, perhaps, because the mountains demanded it. Something about them kept drawing my gaze. Maybe Machu Picchu was built at this spot simply to make it easy for people to sit as I was doing and gaze upon those mountains, mesmerized.

In Chinese Taoism, there’s a long tradition of painting such landscapes, for it is believed that contemplating mountains, both in nature and in art, nurtures the spirit. I love the ways in which humans are included in these paintings only as tiny figures at the base of the peaks. They provide a sense of scale, showing the vastness of the mountains in relation to humans, but there is also a kind of alchemy that is created between the high elevations and the traveler, as if the two need each other to fully express their true natures. Perhaps that was why the mountains here had demanded that Machu Picchu be built.

At Machu Picchu, I was reminded of traditional Chinese landscape paintings. (Wikimedia Commons image)

As I sat on the side of the mountain with Rich’s picture in my hand, I found myself thinking of one of the last walks we had taken through the palliative care unit of the hospital. I remembered how each step was a struggle for Rich and the laboriousness of his breathing. I realized that probably that short walk had required as much determination and strength as the entire Inca Trail had for him years before.

I had a visceral sense, sitting there, of how my own travels will cease one day. They may end swiftly through an accident, or slowly, as a result of illness or advanced age. It was now my turn to sit and bask in the sunlight at Machu Picchu, but eventually I would yield my spot at such places to other travelers.

While this probably sounds depressing, the overwhelming emotion I experienced was gratitude. For Rich’s life and all he had experienced. For the fact that when he was near death, he could still take great joy in his memories of places like this. And for my own experiences of beauty around the world.

And I realized that I had been present with Rich in another thin place: the palliative care unit in the hospital as he was dying. At birth and death we stand on holy ground as sacred as Jerusalem or Machu Picchu, peering into another world, yearning to see more clearly through the veil, humbled and awed by what we glimpse.

Before I left that spot, I took a photo of Rich and wedged it into a crack in the wall (which was hard to do, because those Inca masons were exceedingly good at their jobs). Then I stood for a long time with my hand over the opening, saying one last goodbye to my friend, bidding him to keep watch over those holy mountains. I think that part of Rich is there at Machu Picchu, gliding with those birds, released at last from the prison of his broken body.

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Machu Picchu, a thin place (Lori Erickson photo)

 

 

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  • Mississippi Pilgrim

    This is as moving a Holy Rover experience as you have ever shared. I am profoundly touched.

    Much of what you write offers meaning at several levels. And, there are particular passages that especially speak to me: “as if the two need each other to fully express their true natures.” “At birth and death we stand on holy ground…”

    I will carry you and your words forward this day. Thank you.

  • Mississippi Pilgrim

    This is as moving a Holy Rover experience as you have ever shared. I am profoundly touched.

    Much of what you write offers meaning at several levels. And, there are particular passages that especially speak to me: “as if the two need each other to fully express their true natures.” “At birth and death we stand on holy ground…”

    I will carry you and your words forward this day. Thank you.

  • Darcy

    Well, Holy Rover. You made me cry. Your last line made me suck in a breath so the tears could spring out. This is a truly beautiful posting and a fine tribute to a fine man who fought a noble battle.

    On St. Patrick’s Day, to go back to the Celts, a very Irish friend of mine posted that he is reminded every St. Paddy’s day to neither fear death nor to welcome it. Made me think of Rich. Made me think on my own life.

    And lastly, I must thank you for reminding me of the scale of things. We are just tiny little bundles of energy neath the mountains who stand solid and firm, timeless and changeless.

  • Darcy

    Well, Holy Rover. You made me cry. Your last line made me suck in a breath so the tears could spring out. This is a truly beautiful posting and a fine tribute to a fine man who fought a noble battle.

    On St. Patrick’s Day, to go back to the Celts, a very Irish friend of mine posted that he is reminded every St. Paddy’s day to neither fear death nor to welcome it. Made me think of Rich. Made me think on my own life.

    And lastly, I must thank you for reminding me of the scale of things. We are just tiny little bundles of energy neath the mountains who stand solid and firm, timeless and changeless.

  • Stephen Locher

    Your words and images brought Machu Pichu, Rich, and your pilgrim self right into this present moment, and made me feel for a little while like a fellow pilgrim sitting in with you and Rich in the misty heart of that great grand mountain. Marvelous!

  • Stephen Locher

    Your words and images brought Machu Pichu, Rich, and your pilgrim self right into this present moment, and made me feel for a little while like a fellow pilgrim sitting in with you and Rich in the misty heart of that great grand mountain. Marvelous!

  • http://livingtruetoyourself.blogspot.com/ Jeff Peters

    Congratulations! This post transcended “moving around” travel and elevated you higher than Machu Pichu to traveling a spiritual journey made real by your experience with your friend. A true journey need not necessarily take one step. Powerful. Thank you.

  • http://livingtruetoyourself.blogspot.com/ Jeff Peters

    Congratulations! This post transcended “moving around” travel and elevated you higher than Machu Pichu to traveling a spiritual journey made real by your experience with your friend. A true journey need not necessarily take one step. Powerful. Thank you.

  • Anne Tanner

    Just thinking of Rich has moved me to tears recently. I’m so glad you left his image there, in a place that moved him so much.

    For those who didn’t know him, a conversation we had the last time he came to church. I was trying to get a coffee hour refreshment table laid out. Rich said, “Hey, Anne, need some help?”

    “Sure,” I said. “Make some coffee.”

    “I don’t approve of coffee.”

    “Well, OK, would you put these grapes in the bowl?”

    “Grapes come from Chile in this season. I don’t approve of that.”

    “Would you put the gluten-free crackers on a plate, then?” Ha, I thought, I’ve got him.

    “No, they taste like cardboard.” And both of us cracked up. Fortunately, Xavier came out of children’s chapel and rescued both of us!

    He was such a dear person and I never could get enough of that sense of humor. I miss him.

    • Chris

      LOVE this memory of Rich, Anne. You capture him to a “T.”

    • lori

      This is so Rich! Opinionated and funny, even under very trying circumstances. I know his family will appreciate hearing this story as well. Thank you, Anne, for sharing it.

  • Anne Tanner

    Just thinking of Rich has moved me to tears recently. I’m so glad you left his image there, in a place that moved him so much.

    For those who didn’t know him, a conversation we had the last time he came to church. I was trying to get a coffee hour refreshment table laid out. Rich said, “Hey, Anne, need some help?”

    “Sure,” I said. “Make some coffee.”

    “I don’t approve of coffee.”

    “Well, OK, would you put these grapes in the bowl?”

    “Grapes come from Chile in this season. I don’t approve of that.”

    “Would you put the gluten-free crackers on a plate, then?” Ha, I thought, I’ve got him.

    “No, they taste like cardboard.” And both of us cracked up. Fortunately, Xavier came out of children’s chapel and rescued both of us!

    He was such a dear person and I never could get enough of that sense of humor. I miss him.

    • Chris

      LOVE this memory of Rich, Anne. You capture him to a “T.”

    • lori

      This is so Rich! Opinionated and funny, even under very trying circumstances. I know his family will appreciate hearing this story as well. Thank you, Anne, for sharing it.

  • Chris

    I have anticipated this entry and it exceeds my expectations, just as Rich always exceeded every limit he faced. Thank you, Holy Rover, for creating this extraordinary experience. I do believe you have succeeded in bringing your readers along with you, as well as Rich, our cherished friend. In this beautiful piece, you have made a “thin place” of the World Wide Web.

    • Anne Tanner

      Excellent thought, Chris.

  • Chris

    I have anticipated this entry and it exceeds my expectations, just as Rich always exceeded every limit he faced. Thank you, Holy Rover, for creating this extraordinary experience. I do believe you have succeeded in bringing your readers along with you, as well as Rich, our cherished friend. In this beautiful piece, you have made a “thin place” of the World Wide Web.

    • Anne Tanner

      Excellent thought, Chris.

  • Sue

    Crying, once again, at your words.

  • Sue

    Crying, once again, at your words.

  • annechien dik

    A thin place as a place where birth and death meet. I also cried. I clearly remember

    you, Lori, and me sitting on your bench as I wrote you before and how we were united

    experiencing the fragility of life and the personal tragedy of this wonderful friend of

    yours to have to leave his loved ones so early. Thank you all for your sharing. This,

    sharing our expreriences, also creates a “thin place”. What a wonderful photo, your

    friend is so present, radiant, alive! It brings me to a very special lecture I attended

    last week by Govert Bach (family, yes..) about the Johannes Passion. It was all about

    transformation, the mystery of Jesus death and resurrection. This can be understood

    on various levels and the awe inspiring music of the Johannes Passion (try to hear it

    once, so rich and overwhelming) made me cry. As I said so as Govert asked

    what we felt at a certain part of the passion, he said that this is a special gift: the gift

    of tears. Those were the words of a saint Catharina von Schengen. The gift of tears…

    Dear Lori you have touched us all deeply with your story of love and friendship and

    presence. You made us experience this gift in the “thin place” of this blog. Thank you….

  • annechien dik

    A thin place as a place where birth and death meet. I also cried. I clearly remember

    you, Lori, and me sitting on your bench as I wrote you before and how we were united

    experiencing the fragility of life and the personal tragedy of this wonderful friend of

    yours to have to leave his loved ones so early. Thank you all for your sharing. This,

    sharing our expreriences, also creates a “thin place”. What a wonderful photo, your

    friend is so present, radiant, alive! It brings me to a very special lecture I attended

    last week by Govert Bach (family, yes..) about the Johannes Passion. It was all about

    transformation, the mystery of Jesus death and resurrection. This can be understood

    on various levels and the awe inspiring music of the Johannes Passion (try to hear it

    once, so rich and overwhelming) made me cry. As I said so as Govert asked

    what we felt at a certain part of the passion, he said that this is a special gift: the gift

    of tears. Those were the words of a saint Catharina von Schengen. The gift of tears…

    Dear Lori you have touched us all deeply with your story of love and friendship and

    presence. You made us experience this gift in the “thin place” of this blog. Thank you….