Why I wish I lived in a commune.

I just rode home in the back seat of a Volkswagen with two seventeen year old girls manning the front seats, singing at the top of their lungs to Taylor Swift.  There are few things I love more in the world that singing to cheesy pop songs in the car with teenage girls.  Ahhhhh. Being home in Philadelphia is good.

I’m only here for a couple more days and will finally be back to real life and an actual schedule (which I’m craving!) and a home that I have the pleasure of caring for. (As much as it’s wonderful to be in all my parents’ homes, it will be nice to have my own kitchen.) But there are sweet, sweet things about being in the Philly-world, among so many dear people who love us and whom we always want to be in our lives. Today I had two of my dearest friends over for lunch. They each have two kids. When we last shared our lives together (a year and a half ago), they were moms of one kid. And these sweet babies don’t know me from any other stranger in their lives. That’s one of the most difficult things about moving: what might be a short time away (3 years?) is eternity for a little person. For August, San Francisco is the only home he’s ever known, no matter how many people loved him through his first year of life here on the East coast.

I keep thinking about that. What does it mean to live in community? There’s no way that I will ever be able to live my life among all the people I love. If I were in charge, I’d bring all my lovelies to some beautiful farm and build all our houses in a big a circle where we’d shoo our kids into their shared acre of play yard, and where I’d garden (I don’t even know how to garden) with all my besties in the warm sunshine everyday. It’s always our joke when we’re with our friends here that one day we’ll move back and start our commune, where all our friends will each use their specific skill sets. (My husband really thinks he could learn wood carving and make amazingly awesome wooden sunglasses.) We’d grow our own food and live together and watch each other’s kids and have an idealic community of support and joy and spiritual care. We laugh about it, but the truth is that we all really long for it.

One of the strange things about coming back to the suburbs from our life in the city is getting used to how long it takes to drive everywhere. People live so far away. When I lived here, I drove thirty minutes to friends’ houses on a regular basis. It was just how life was. Now I have no tolerance for my time in the car. And I can’t help but stare out my window at each of these houses separated from one another by yards and wonder if our society has it all wrong, if we were meant for something much richer than enclosing our families into our boxes of  3 bedroom/2 baths while longing for authentic relationships outside of those enclosures. I’m not just talking about the suburbs. The city may be closer together in space, but we’re just as individualized as the rest of our culture.

What’s the answer? I don’t know. But our houses seem lonely to me and I know that the longing I have for a friend-commune is coming from an authentic place. I long for my kids to be raised among people who love them and who aren’t just their parents. I long for them to have simple lives of playing outside and exploring and building friendships. And I wish we owned goats from which we could make amazing cheese(!). I know that I’m drawn to the monastic life because in some way, they are living the kind of simplicity I’ve always longed to live: communal living, working with their hands, praying and serving together, quietness, ritual. These are all things our culture is missing.

So what does it mean for us to pursue those ideals and still live in our homes, raising kids and going to Trader Joes? I don’t know. But I’d love your thoughts…

  • Leah

    Hey Micha, you guys should come to Liberti this sunday if you are still here! Also, are you guys going on the annual retreat in Feb? Our Pastor, Jared is the speaker that weekend.

    • http://mommymonk.wordpress.com Micha Boyett Hohorst

      Hi Leah. We won’t still be here but we would love to visit sometime! And we were super excited to hear that Jared is going to be our speaker that weekend. We’re planning on going!

  • Leah

    Hey Micha, you guys should come to Liberti this sunday if you are still here! Also, are you guys going on the annual retreat in Feb? Our Pastor, Jared is the speaker that weekend.

    • http://mommymonk.wordpress.com Micha Boyett Hohorst

      Hi Leah. We won’t still be here but we would love to visit sometime! And we were super excited to hear that Jared is going to be our speaker that weekend. We’re planning on going!

  • Clio

    My husband and I love to play “if we win the lottery.” We usually say we would stay in our current home. We live in a new urbanist neighborhood. The lots are small, the houses close together. There is a relatively small amount of personal green space, but lots of shared green space. We know all of our neighbors and a few of them are good friends. Everyone knows our kids, and we know the kids in the neighborhood. We all share clothes for the littles and it is fun to see little outfits that were special to me when my kids wore them appear on the street on someone else. Evern better when you see family portraits from different families with the same clothes :) But even so, lately I have had fantasies much like yours, Micah :) I want a farm where many of our friends and family could gather. We would raise chickens and goats and cows and grow most of our own food… Ahh… how fun! Since we probably won’t win the lottery, I am so glad for our little neighborhood. Sadly, apparently it isn’t really catching on. The developer ended up opening up a part of the neighborhood with “traditional” houses with the garages to the front. It is still nice, but it isn’t quite the same.

  • http://www.farrahknits.com Farrah

    My husband and I moved into a home with our best friends who are also part of our home fellowship of believers. We have only been living together three months and are easing into urban community life- starting to share meals, and plans for gardens in the backyard this summer. We love it, and can’t imagine raising the children we plan to adopt apart from our brother and sister in Christ. We hope to add more people to our home as soon as we are able to raise funds for an addition. We know that the way we live isn’t for everybody, or at all typical in the United States, but we have decided that our goal is to love Jesus, and love each other well.

    • http://mommymonk.wordpress.com Micha Boyett Hohorst

      Wow, Farrah. Thanks for sharing. That’s so brave and fascinating! I would love to know how the experience goes as you get more and more used to life together.

      • http://www.farrahknits.com Farrah

        Feel free to email anytime…. I also occasionally include it as a topic in my blog…..

  • http://www.sundayschoolrebel.typepad.com Sam

    I think you are so dead on with this longing. When we had our dear friends over for New Year’s – they stayed two nights – we all joked about having two houses that met in the middle so we could all help each other out. (A bit like the polygamist houses, or how the homes on Big Love all share a backyard…)Wouldn’t it be fun? We could have our own spaces when needed but have plenty of room otherwise. I think we were meant for more togetherness, especially in the days with little kids and a household to run.

  • http://www.sundayschoolrebel.typepad.com Sam

    I think you are so dead on with this longing. When we had our dear friends over for New Year’s – they stayed two nights – we all joked about having two houses that met in the middle so we could all help each other out. (A bit like the polygamist houses, or how the homes on Big Love all share a backyard…)Wouldn’t it be fun? We could have our own spaces when needed but have plenty of room otherwise. I think we were meant for more togetherness, especially in the days with little kids and a household to run.

  • http://www.farrahknits.com Farrah

    Feel free to email anytime…. I also occasionally include it as a topic in my blog…..


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