souls going against the flow

sophia flow drawing by nakedpastor david hayward

Click on image for a print of Sophia “Flow”

I want you to know that I am taking reasonable offers on all my original Sophia drawings. Get one now while you can. This is only going to last a day or so and I won’t be giving them away so inexpensively in the future. In fact, I’m taking reasonable offers on all my original artwork. Now’s your chance! Just email me!

Some have asked, so I want to give a brief history of Sophia.

I have been an artist for years, usually painting serene, contemplative watercolor landscapes such as The Forest Large and Silent. But when I left the ministry and the church three years ago, something happened. Even though I continued painting landscapes, I also started to draw. I started to draw Sophia.

At the time, I didn’t realize what I was doing or why. I just felt compelled to draw her… sometimes a girl, sometimes a woman, sometimes clothed, sometimes nude. I thought I was drawing images that were meant to inspire and encourage women who were struggling for their own independence. But it was when I was drawing Cave that I realized I was drawing my own journey and that Sophia represented my inner self, my soul.

The first image that will appear in the future book is the painfully graphic Trapped. This shows Sophia trapped, chained, metaphorically, in an obviously oppressive and toxic religion and relationship. She makes her Escape. She dreams of taming rhinos, herding elephants, and lassoing sharks. She is on a journey to find herself, find her courage, find her own spirituality, find her own independence, find her own life. Eventually she discovers that she is so beautiful just as she is that she is almost ashamed. She is an Angel and is overwhelmed with the revelation that she is already perfect. One day she will walk into the Light a fully realized woman.

In the one shown here, she is so determined to get there that she realizes she must go deep and she must go against the flow.

I drew and drew Sophia for three years until I had over 50 images. It feels like I am finished drawing her… for now. My plan is to compile her drawings into a book and tell her story more fully.

(Speaking about women and independence, check out The Lasting Supper, where we talk about these issues in a non-confrontational environment. Today at 11am PST we’re video-conferencing about “Can I Be Feminist and Spiritual?”. Should be good!)

Have a great Sunday.

About David Hayward

David Hayward runs the blog nakedpastor as a graffiti artist on the walls of religion where he critiques religion… specifically Christianity and the church. He also runs the online community The Lasting Supper where people can help themselves discover, explore and live in spiritual freedom.


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