Several people have told me that I looked sooooooooo tired and worn out in the photo I used with this post. It’s true ~ for years I was seriously exhausted and felt like it would be so easy to die ~ all I had to do was surrender to that feeling of being completely spent…
Now that I am “No Longer Quivering” ~ that’s all changed and I have my health back ~ Hooray.
I remember when I first realized that the horrendous stress I’d been under for so many years was mostly relieved and my nerves were beginning to recover.I was out at the mall with the children on a Saturday afternoon. Something about me just didn’t feel quite right. I wasn’t sick ~ or dizzy ~ What was I feeling? As we walked from store to store, I was so distracted with trying to figure out what was wrong with me. It didn’t actually feel “wrong” ~ just different ~ something totally new. Not exactly light-headed ~ just LIGHT.
Hmmmm … strange.
Then all of the sudden, I figured it out ~ that feeling … was ENERGY!
Wow ~ for the first time in I-can’t-even-remember-when, I didn’t feel like I could just collapse on the spot. I felt good. No aches. No pains. Not exhausted or even tired.
It was amazing!
I smiled and thought to myself, This is something I could get used to.