Several people have told me that I looked sooooooooo tired and worn out in the photo I used with this post. It’s true ~ for years I was seriously exhausted and felt like it would be so easy to die ~ all I had to do was surrender to that feeling of being completely spent…
Now that I am “No Longer Quivering” ~ that’s all changed and I have my health back ~ Hooray.
I remember when I first realized that the horrendous stress I’d been under for so many years was mostly relieved and my nerves were beginning to recover.
I was out at the mall with the children on a Saturday afternoon. Something about me just didn’t feel quite right. I wasn’t sick ~ or dizzy ~ What was I feeling? As we walked from store to store, I was so distracted with trying to figure out what was wrong with me. It didn’t actually feel “wrong” ~ just different ~ something totally new. Not exactly light-headed ~ just LIGHT.
Hmmmm … strange.
Then all of the sudden, I figured it out ~ that feeling … was ENERGY!
Wow ~ for the first time in I-can’t-even-remember-when, I didn’t feel like I could just collapse on the spot. I felt good. No aches. No pains. Not exhausted or even tired.
It was amazing!
I smiled and thought to myself, This is something I could get used to.