Saturday Evening Post #13

Each month Elizabeth Esther invites us to share the latest and greatest from our blogs. I’ve written a lot this month! I’ve been writing my Courtship Story, and it’s almost finished now. It has been good fro me to write about it. I wrote a post on my Nightmare’s about God and I was shocked [...]

Quick Takes #33: Strange conversations at our house

1. In the car: Ms Drama: That was my fart. Me: You can say “Excuse me”. Ms Drama: Excuse me! Ms Action: You can still be a princess though. Even if you fart. Ms Drama: Yeah. Did you fart too? Ms Action: Yes. Excuse me! 2. During clean up time:  Ms Action: That little [...]

The God Nightmare

I’m running through a large dark house. I’m terrified, wanting so badly to leave. But for some reason I am driven by an invisible force, roaming from empty room to empty room, looking for paper notes from God. The notes are supposed to help, give me peace and answers. But instead they are making everything [...]

Not perfect, but (I hope) Beautiful Anyway

I recently read a post stressing the importance of the image we present to others as mothers and Christians, that we should at least make an attempt to look pulled together and happy when we are in public, so that we can be a good witness. I realize that some people may be able to read something like [...]

Discipline without Fear

We were at the grocery store, and it wasn’t the greatest day for Ms Drama. She did not want to sit in the cart, she wanted to walk. So she spent the entire time in the store hanging over the side of the cart and whining about how everything was wrong with the world. When [...]

Burnt out on the Spiritual Drug

It always started with a strange crawling sensation in my scalp. I would see colors and textures flashing in front of my eyes, and then I would hear the voices. I could never understand what they were saying, but they were always angry. Loud angry voices, screaming at me in my head. Sometimes they would [...]

I’m Pregnant, and that’s OK

Lately, almost every day I reach a point in the evening where I throw up my hands and wail in despair “I don’t know what’s wrong with me!” To which my husband replies “I do”, and points to my round protruding belly. Now that might sound like he’s being mean, but really he’s not. My [...]

Saturday Evening Post #12

Each month Elizabeth Esther invites us to share the latest and greatest from our blog in the last month. I am currently in the middle of my Courtship series, so I think I will share the first post from that series. Be sure to head over and read some of the other great posts from [...]

Reasons to Believe

Recently we were watching a movie depicting the story of a Jewish girl in Holland during the Holocaust. Over the course of the story, she lost her entire family as well as many friends, and became a resistance fighter herself. Experiencing loss after loss, toward the end of the movie she screamed “when will it [...]

Permission to Play

Adults have lots of things to juggle. Life can be complicated, filled with responsibility. We have to be able to keep the bills paid, the house clean, and everyone fed and clothed in order for life to keep going. Life is serious business, and it can feel like there is no time to waste doing [...]