i have lost faith in christianity, but that does not mean i have lost faith in god.

I lost my faith.

Is god real? does prayer work? I use to believe, but i’m not sure if i believe anymore?

i have no idea what to do with my life. Every path seems to offer a tradeoff between money and happiness.

I don’t understand romance or sex, but I still want a family. People seem to understand this even less than I understand them, and care even less.

I am dying with cirrhosis and I will do it with out medical help. I do it as a present to Jesus for dying on the Cross.

I may be ‘hopeless’ right now, but i still in the deepest darkest depths of my soul, BELIEVE! I want nothing more than to finally be at peace.

I have always cared about the world, i always chose to see the good in others. but now i sit here alone. my best friend died and i have NO HOPE left

l-o-v-e is the mystery thing in my life