Every bad decision and regret I have in my life can be traced back to a time when I held no belief in God. The only prayer I have for my son is that his faith never waivers. There is never a darker moment in a person’s life than when they allow themselves to have doubts and disbelief that distances yourself from Christ. You become lost. I was lost and I pray every day that never happens to my son. If he never becomes successful, by the worldly standards of materialism, but remains a strong and faithful Christian all his life, even through adversity, than I will consider my vocation as his mother complete.