Ashley Fantz has a fascinating story up at CNN. She’s interviewing two of the survivors of the Branch Davidians, the sect once run by David Koresh in Waco, Texas. Their compound was attacked by the ATF in 1993, resulting in a fire that killed most of the members.
Fantz does a good job of making her two subjects – Sheila Martin and Clive Doyle – seem like just plain folk. Which, I suppose, they are. They’re just plain folk who got caught up into a cult of personality infused with religion. Here’s how Doyle explains his continued obedience to the memory of David Koresh:
There are three crucial points to understanding the Branch Davidian brand of religion.
First, God can appear in the flesh as a man. Second, that man doesn’t have to be a good person. Third, if you question whether that man is God, then you are questioning God. In other words, the devil is responsible for your doubt.
“Now,” Doyle asks, “are you going to give the devil control?”
That second part explains how they could remain members, even as Koresh slept with Doyle’s 14 year old daughter.
But the most heatbreaking part comes at the beginning, as Shelia Martin shops for memorial flowers:
Sheila Martin’s children burned alive. God, she says, wanted it that way.
“I don’t expect you to understand,” she says, leaning her bird-tiny frame against a full shopping cart in the nursery aisle at a Super Walmart. Her pink shirt, flats and purse match the lilies, hydrangeas and clusters of jasmine she’s buying.
The problem is, I think I do. If this isn’t part of God’s end times plan, then the children burned for nothing. That would mean they died because David Koresh was deluded and Martin and dozens of others got pulled into his delusions.
That doesn’t make Marin anything more or less than human, but it’s still a hell of a thing to face every day of your life. How much easier must it be to cling to those old beliefs, rather than admit that your mistake cost your children their lives?









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