Buddha Crosses the Flood

 

 

 

 

 

 

In Vine of Obstacles practice meetings, a passage from The Connected Discourses of the Buddha has been coming up for me frequently as I meet with Viner students. After stumbling to find the right quote in my unreliable memory, I finally did a search to find a deity of stunning beauty questioning the Buddha like this:

“How, dear sir, did you cross the flood?”

“By not halting, friend, and by not straining I crossed the flood.”

“But how is it, dear sir, that by not halting and by not straining you crossed the flood?”

“When I came to a standstill, friend, then I sank; but when I struggled, then I got swept away. It is in this way, friend, that by not halting and by not straining, I crossed the flood.”

For one thing, the interaction says a lot about the teacher’s role in the teacher-student relationship. “Hey, swimmer, looks like you’re halting.” Or “Hey, swimmer, looks like you’re straining.”

And in recovery from “minor” surgery, it speaks to me about how to heal – without halting and without straining.

And how do we find what’s halting and what’s straining?

Halting and straining.

So back to the couch.

Tossing Out the True Teacher and Bringing in the Barely Good Enough

In the Vine of Obstacles: Support for Online Zen Training, the first focus for study practice is Dogen’s “Guidelines for Practicing the Way.” Dogen makes ten points here, starting with the importance of clear intention, practicing for the sake of buddhadharma, and the importance of studying with a “true” teacher.

Click here for a Wild Fox blog post about following a teacher, practicing yourself, following yourself from a couple years ago.

In the Vine work, several people have gotten “true” teacher caught in their craw while working through this point. Understandably – so I want to address the issue of a “true” teacher here.

Dogen defines “true teacher” like this:

“Regardless of age or experience, a true teacher is simply one who has apprehended the true teaching and attained the authentic teacher’s seal of realization. S/he does not put texts first or understanding first, but her/his capacity is outside any framework and her/his spirit freely penetrates the nodes in bamboo. S/he is not concerned with self-views and does not stagnate in emotional feelings. Thus, practice and understanding are in mutual accord. This is a true master.”

I’m reminded of the surveys that ask people what qualities they expect in a President – brave, clean, reverent, heroic, brilliant, loving, etc.

I think Dogen errs here in suggesting that anybody can be what he describes at all times to all people. Maybe every clause could be qualified with “In a really excellent moment…her/his capacity is outside any framework,” etc.

We’re verbs not nouns. We’re all bozos on the bus.

Because of that, I propose that we toss out the “true” teacher construction from our nontraditional Zen work. After all, the expectation has led to a lot of inflation, projection, and intoxication by both teachers (speaking from experience) and students in our scene today.

In its place, I propose that students aspire to find a “good enough teacher” (following Winnecott, I believe) and that teachers too aspire to be “good enough” or better, barely good enough.

Good enough for what? To collaborate with students in their practice-enlightenment project.

Why “barely?” A Zen teacher buddy (thanks, Dae An) recently sent me this from Norman Fischer:

“…the ‘best’ teachers are often the worst teachers; the more brilliant the teacher, the more exciting, the more enlightened, the worse it is for the student. The student ends up lusting after time with the teacher, hanging on her every word, and forgetting that this is about him or her, the student, not the teacher.”

In my case, I started with Katagiri Roshi when I was 21 and quite naive and angry too. It took several years before I was confident that I was with the right guy. I did put him on a pedestal for a while but fortunately he kept falling off and I finally got that he was a regular person like me. Turns out that it really helped our relationship. He seemed much more at ease with me when I didn’t expect him to be a great man and I found that I could actually learn from him. He may not have been the most enlightened, pure Zen master of the 20th Century.

He was good enough.

And in the Zen tradition we aim at going beyond our teachers. So come hell or high water, I vow to be barely good enough, leaving “just barely good enough” for the next generation.

What Good is Zen?

What good is Zen? What can we expect from our practice? Is Zen about transformation?

We do expect a lot, of course, and that’s normal and healthy. When we tie ourselves up in knots of pseudo-no-gain, hiding our gaining ideas even from ourselves, we betray our simple humanity.

Our gaining ideas are dreams, or course, and are equally the real deal. As are all the sights, sounds, smell, tastes and touches of this dream life.

Yes, dream life. Sometimes even on a sunny day, it inexplicably rains so hard we still need an umbrella.

Clearly, life doesn’t always fit our ideas and awakening seems quite happy to follow suit. We might expect our great enlightenment to be a shattering “Ah-ha!” but it comes instead as a quiet, loving “ahhhhhh.”

The in-the-flesh Wild Fox group concluded our study of “Expressing a Dream within a Dream” on Monday night. The passage that we returned to again and again, the passage that seems to summarize the whole chapter, is this little Dogen nugget:

“The dream state and the waking state are respectively the real nature: no largeness or smallness, no superiority or inferiority applies to them.”

Now that’s something that we can sit quietly with for a long time.

Vine of Obstacles Update: What Would the Old Guys Say?

Online Zen training? What would the old guys say about that?

I don’t know.

The “Zen Center” model, though, is less than sixty years old, so I hope the innovators of that model – especially the guys in the front row (priests left to right, Katagiri, not sure who, Suzuki, Maezumi, and  probably Chino) – would see online Zen as a natural extension of what they were trying to do, making Zen accessible to those interested and capable.

The Vine of Obstacles: Online Support for Zen Training is about six weeks old (click here for the previous update) and as we’ve gone along, the brave trail-blazing practitioners that jumped on board (the early adopters, as they say) have come up with great ideas for developing what is available and have helped me clarify the work.

This post is another update in our meandering efforts.

Zazen, study, and engagement continue, of course, to be the three focal points of Vine of Obstacles training. Study is particularly (and perhaps unusually) important in how I teach Zen, following Katagiri Roshi’s style of being a scholar-monk.

Study gives the heartmind something to chew on as we do our sitting and engagement, putting, pushing, prodding, and pulling the whole process more and more in line with the buddhadharma.

Luckily, one of the virtues of the cyber world is the possibilities it offers for study. So we’ve launched a Vine Moodle site that has become the living room of our practice place. It is the Vine Moodle that I’ll be discussing in the rest of this post.

In the Vine Moodle, we have several courses and a forum. I’ll describe the forum first.

“Engaging the Way through the World” is a place where practitioners can post practice-enlightenment success stories, engage with other practitioners about the Vine process, and also ask me dharma questions. For ethically navigating our relationships together, we have a “What is said in the Moodle, stays in the Moodle” guideline.

“Zazen Workshop: Getting Started Where You Are” is a resource for zazen and includes a range of materials from basic instructions to more advanced topics like translations of the classic zazen manuals, and some short essays on the more subtle considerations in shikantaza and koan work. We’ve also started a “Zazen Workshop” where practitioners can send in photos of their zazen and ask for an online posture adjustment.

“Guidelines for Studying the Way” is a ten topic course based on the Dogen text of the same name that serves as the in-depth orientation. I encourage practitioners to work through the entire course at their own pace and to make one at least one Vine Moodle contribution each week. In this course, students have the opportunity to clarify their intention for practice, wrestle with Dogen’s opinions about the teacher-student relationship, and develop a solid basis for either koan or shikantaza. And establish a working relationship with me.

“Genjokoan: What is Realized in the Issue at Hand?” is almost ready for roll-out. I’m excited and even enthusiastic about the possibilities for this course. I’ve integrated koan work with the text and used the best of my educational training for an outcome-based learning experience.

In terms of dharma pedagogy, the online method of learning may well prove to be more effective than the one-way lecture style because it requires active engagement from students, allows for more detailed and precise feedback, and promotes more frequent multiple-way communication than is possible in the old model (going to a Zen Center once a week or so and listening to a dharma talk, enjoying some private feelings about it, then moving on).

Next up is to develop a “Buddha Nature” course and to include more in-the-flesh students in the nonsegmentation of cyber and noncyber worlds. In my view, presenting dharma offerings that erase the gap between those two worlds, seamlessly integrating the possibilities of online learning and practice enlightenment, is an exciting and challenging new frontier for teaching and practicing Zen.

Your thoughts welcome.

Oh, also there are a few more student spaces available in the Vine of Obstacles, so if you’re interested in getting more information, let me know at wildfoxzen@gmail.com.