Wrestling with yourself is geared toward discovering the bigger truth. In order to discover you, you must ask the right questions. You are on a QUEST FOR FREEDOM from everything, and so by asking the right questions in your quest to be free, you open up to more possibilities. The grail you are looking for is within you and within your grasp. But like all quests you have to face the dragon, which in this case is the mind. Everyone must do this. Jesus faced the same thing in the wilderness with the devil for 40 days and 40 nights. The wilderness is the mind and the devil is the crazy thinking. When you can over come the crazy thinking you will be free. Buddha did this through renouncing the world and the conditions, same concept. The dream is the crazy thinking (Devil).
In order to overcome the crazy thoughts you must inquire into them, question them, see them for what they are. Your sword is in the doubt, the questioning, the seeing, the stillness, the witness, the observer, and there in lies the grail (gold).
What if everything you believe, judge, criticize, condemn, was wrong? Can you accept the opposite of what you are resisting? Can you see that both points of view are opposites of the same coin. That they are both right and wrong. Are you ready to stop and be with it all. It up to you.
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