If you worry that maybe you are the worst sinner in the world, that is itself a sign you are not abandoned by God.  People who think they are sinners are ready for Jesus to save them.  People who think they have never sinned, assume they do not need saving. Are you lying awake at 3am worrying that you are the greatest sinner who has ever lived?  Are you wracked with guilt and shame? Are you afraid that if anybody knew what you were really like they would hate you?

Do you believe that you could never be forgiven? Are you worried that you are going to hell? Do you fear you might have committed the unforgivable sin? You are not alone. If you worry that maybe you are the worst sinner in the world, that is itself a sign you are not abandoned by God.  People who think they are sinners are ready for Jesus to save them.  People who think they have never sinned, assume they do not need saving.