{"id":1901,"date":"2016-12-23T08:12:44","date_gmt":"2016-12-23T15:12:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/admin.patheos.com\/blogs\/ahappymedium\/?p=1901"},"modified":"2016-12-23T08:20:50","modified_gmt":"2016-12-23T15:20:50","slug":"missingyouattheholiday","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/ahappymedium\/2016\/12\/missingyouattheholiday\/","title":{"rendered":"Missing You"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<\/head>

\"missingyouat\"<\/a>The commercials for the holidays seem to start earlier and earlier\u00a0and I\u2019m noticing from my sessions that so has the deep missing and depression that tags along during this time.<\/p>\n

Whether you\u2019ve experienced a divorce, the end of a friendship, or the loss of a loved one, the holidays can make the missing even more painful. Instead of feeling jolly, a pasted smile with a sense of dread and sadness is the norm. Those that have never encountered this type of a heart ache don\u2019t understand, but those that have, know that it can be debilitating. Whether the loss happened years ago or two weeks ago, the hurt is there, although it may dull over time, but in an often unexpected way the void is noticed and the sadness pours to cause the wound like vinegar on an open sore.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s normal to mourn even years later, especially during the holidays when it can be extra painful. \u00a0Friends and family may think that they are helping with suggestions like: \u201cOh, just come on out, you will feel better!\u201d, or \u201cIt\u2019s been so long ago, can\u2019t you just move on?\u201d and for those who\u2019ve lost someone to the Other Side, \u201cWell, they\u2019re \u00a0in a better place!\u201d but it seldom doesn\u2019t heal the situation. Although you can\u2019t return it back to the way that it was, you can heal, even if just slowly.<\/p>\n

I can still remember my mom crying every holiday, but especially at Christmas. She had lost both of her brothers, her mom and then her dad and she felt orphaned. Although she had my dad, me and my brother and sister, we could never take away her sadness, nor did she have any energy to work on healing it. When her family was alive, our Christmas Eve\u2019s were filled with laughter, family, good food and happiness \u2013 but the losses turned what had been such a fun and joyful day into one that felt contrived and forced. Mom\u2019s tears fell easily and her heart never did emotionally heal.<\/p>\n

After all these years, I still feel torn about Christmas. As a child I sorely wanted to feel the holiday magic, but I knew that the magic was dulled with losses and much sadness. \u00a0I tried to be the cheerleader, but it got tiring. And then when I experienced my own losses, my spark dulled too. But over the years, I\u2019ve taken the time to restore it. Not just for my family, but for me.<\/p>\n

This year, for us, have been filled with a lot of changes \u2013 good and bad, losses and gains. Some are communicated through my newsletters and social media, but most are private. I believe that honesty might not win you friends or clients, but it will make sure that the right ones are around you. So as I settled down to write about the cheer of the holidays, my cheer felt partly cloudy. Then I did some of my own soul-work and vision boarding. It doesn\u2019t mean that the\u00a0cloudiness won\u2019t come back, or the\u00a0sadness will completely evaporate \u2013 but I believe that making the strides, even the small ones, helps keep you from being under the storm. We each choose our attitude. We each choose our mood. We each choose to take steps forward (or backwards), even if tiny ones.<\/p>\n

\"missingsomeone\"<\/a>How to Celebrate when Missing Someone<\/b><\/p>\n

Set a Positive Trigger<\/b>
\nWhen you start feeling sad, have a happy go-to. It could be putting on a movie that always makes you laugh, playing a song that makes you smile, visiting a place that makes you feel good, etc.<\/p>\n

Pay It Forward<\/b>
\nWhen we help others, and see them smile back, it makes us feel good too. There are numerous ways to do this!<\/p>\n