{"id":1167,"date":"2013-01-08T09:00:22","date_gmt":"2013-01-08T17:00:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/myownashram.com\/?p=1167"},"modified":"2013-01-08T09:00:22","modified_gmt":"2013-01-08T17:00:22","slug":"collaging-the-year-part-two-2013","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/awitchsashram\/2013\/01\/08\/collaging-the-year-part-two-2013\/","title":{"rendered":"Collaging the year, part two: 2013"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<\/head>

Yesterday I posted about my 2012 collage, what came to pass and what did not (click here to read that post<\/a>).<\/p>\n

For 2013 I did a tarot reading. I used the Mary-El tarot<\/a>. I drew the 9 of Swords, the King of Disks, the Devil reversed, the 2 of Swords reversed, the Moon, and the Hanged Man. Basically, I have yet another <\/em>intense year ahead of me. (What I\u2019d like to do is take a moment to whine about how intense and challenging everything has been for the last few years and how I\u2019d really love it if the Universe would cut me a break, but hey \u2013 I seem hard-wired for intense. I basically sign up for Challenging and Intense whenever I see it. I\u2019ve done this to myself.)<\/p>\n

Instead of feeling overwhelmed and depressed by my reading, I decided to collage what I wanted out of my year, using the reading as my guide. Here\u2019s what I created:<\/p>\n

\"Collage<\/a>
Collage 2013<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

The Olympia and 13 are self-explanatory, I hope.<\/p>\n

First, we have the 9 of Swords: pressure, passing through challenges, the hero\u2019s journey, facing fears, attending to business, dodging challenges with skill. Yet pressure creates diamonds. Facing challenges makes us stronger. Attending to business gets things done. I decided to use this period to focus on my work, with reminders to endure. To that end I have a picture of a study with lots of books \u2013 a reminder to read and write and think! A picture of an altar to Durga. I believe that picture of the naked lady and the owl is an advertisement for a band. It says \u2018Tiger! Tiger! Cut them where they bleed.\u2019 I like the art and love the contrast of wisdom, nakedness and passive posture with such aggressive language. That feels right and good at this time. Going radical speaks for itself\u2026 although I think I\u2019ve already done that! It never hurts to have another reminder.<\/p>\n

Next up is the King of Disks: the master of pleasure and his physical environment. The card in the Mary-El deck has a faun eating of Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil \u2013 and liking it! I get a sense of \u2018having one\u2019s cake and eating it too.\u2019 This is a reminder to enjoy the physical delights of life. Sex, for sure, as well as the bounty of this land \u2013 hence, the 5 oysters (maybe that\u2019s my unconscious choice for a third child right there!). There\u2019s a picture of a lake in Washington. The word \u2018vacation\u2019 is important here, because my husband and I have had only one vacation in our 9.5 years together. We desperately need another one.<\/p>\n

With the Devil and the 2 of Swords, both reversed, I see me dealing with boundaries, demons, unresolved issues, and issues of identity. I don\u2019t see this as necessarily negative. Dealing with these things can lead to more freedom and healing. The Economist (one of my favorite magazines) had an article on the history of Hell<\/a> in its holiday double issue. I got the pictures of the demons from there. Why not have some explicit pictures of what I\u2019m up against! I also wanted an image of strength, representing overcoming such demons, and that\u2019s what the picture of Pussy Riot<\/a> demonstrating in an Orthodox church represents for me. (It also never hurts to have bad ass feminists on display.)<\/p>\n

As for identity, I love the photo of Audrey Hepburn laughing. She embodies grace. In this picture she looks like she might be in her 30s (appropriate) and I choose to face my challenges with as much grace and joy as possible. Also, \u2018never hide\u2019 \u2013 a reminder that while I don\u2019t need to be all up in anyone\u2019s face, I need never hide either.<\/p>\n

After struggles of identity and demons, I have the Moon<\/a> and the Hanged Man<\/a> to look forward to. The Moon can be a time of instability, of dreams, of the un\/subconscious bubbling up, taboos. It\u2019s also a deeply feminine card, one of mystery, and can represent cycles. I wonder if this might coincide with an autumn birth? Or perhaps after dealing with my demons and identity and the inevitable challenge to taboos those things entail, I\u2019ll just want some rest.<\/p>\n

The Hanged Man is a card of chosen self-sacrifice. I would like to be more like Odin, who sacrificed himself to himself for the sake of wisdom, rather than like Jesus, who martyred himself to himself.<\/p>\n

Both of the final cards indicate a need for retreat, rest, and contemplation. I could certainly use more rest. I\u2019ve got a big picture of fresh, clean bed and a person meditating in a beautiful, serene spot.<\/p>\n

There are other images: I think \u2018wake up!\u2019 shouts its meaning loud and clear; there is a person singing love into her surroundings (and I promised Kali I would sing<\/a>); the hands releasing fire\/magic; the altar image of Om and Ganesh is always an auspicious addition to any sacred art; the image of the Taj Mahal represents India and my possible trip there this year; the peaceful priestess.<\/p>\n

What\u2019s not on this collage? I don\u2019t have anything overtly representing another child, nor anything regarding the possibility of buying a house this year. Adam and I are hoping to buy a house \u2013 maybe that big king-sized bed is a nice home waiting for us at the end of the year!<\/p>\n

I do have other goals for 2013. I want to learn to wild harvest nettles and devils club. I want to get back to my yoga practice. I want to learn to make a variety of Asian cuisines.<\/p>\n

Overall, that tarot reading for the year ahead makes me want to collapse on the floor and yell out \u2018you win, Universe! Uncle!\u2019 But my collage brings me joy and I feel inspired to tackle what comes.<\/p>\n

What do you think your year holds for you?<\/p>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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