{"id":147,"date":"2010-11-13T00:01:00","date_gmt":"2010-11-13T00:01:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/badcatholic\/2010\/11\/where-is-god-clue-its-edible\/"},"modified":"2011-11-18T12:19:19","modified_gmt":"2011-11-18T17:19:19","slug":"where-is-god-clue-its-edible","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/badcatholic\/2010\/11\/where-is-god-clue-its-edible.html","title":{"rendered":"Where is God? (clue &#8211; it&#8217;s edible)"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><p><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\">A<\/span><\/span>in\u2019t that the question? We hear it asked in the obligatory religious\/existential\/identity crisis episode of just about any TV series,\u00a0usually spewed by some stupid, emotional minor character who ends up settling for some vague, silly form of religion. We hear it asked by children and adults alike, only children have the sense to ask the real question, while adults waffle, asking things like \u201cWhat is the higher purpose of my life?\u201d or \u201chow can I be happy?\u201d Every now and then we hear it asked honestly, by a friend who has been abused, had a family member die, or has been diagnosed with disease. \u201cWhere is God?\u201d Interestingly enough, I\u2019ve often heard the question asked by our modern atheists. They\u2019ll deny his existence fervently while life is good, they\u2019ll laugh at his laws and continue having sex with their girlfriends, but when 9\/11 happens, when the Virginia Tech shootings happen, suddenly God exists enough to be accused. Where was God?<span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"> It seems that we can\u2019t stop looking, even when we don\u2019t believe there is anything to look for.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/upload.wikimedia.org\/wikipedia\/commons\/2\/27\/William_Holman_Hunt_-_The_Finding_of_the_Saviour_in_the_Temple.jpg\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft\" style=\"border: 0px initial initial;\" src=\"https:\/\/upload.wikimedia.org\/wikipedia\/commons\/2\/27\/William_Holman_Hunt_-_The_Finding_of_the_Saviour_in_the_Temple.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" width=\"400\" height=\"245\"><\/a>As Catholics, we are enormously privileged in regards to this oft-asked question. Think back to your rosaries, think back to the scripture of The Finding in the Temple. In a very real and tangible way, Mary and Joseph are asking; where is God? They left the Passover feasts, returning home to Nazareth to find that Jesus was no longer with them. Moving away from the literal interpretation of the passage and towards a more personal view, a beautiful truth is revealed. We to often go through periods of great feasting. We\u2019ve all had \u2013 and we all will have \u2013 moments of intimacy with the Lord. We\u2019ve periods of satisfying and\u00a0fulfilling\u00a0prayer. We\u2019ve had weeks, months, perhaps even years of our lives that we\u2019ve let our God guide and shape. We\u2019ve been on retreats, heard God, felt God. We\u2019ve lived well. But when we are walking away from that, when God asks us to turn back to our \u00a0home towns, our daily existence, we often are shocked. Suddenly God seems absent. Where is God? That peace that once filled us evaporates in the face of a sinful and convoluted world, and our ears close shut to the whisper of the Holy Spirit in fear of being deafened by the millions of throbbing distractions our lives and our culture offer us.<\/p>\n<p>And so, like Mary and Joseph, we freak out. Where are you Jesus? We go to our friends for help, but that can only do so much, our friends are not God, and are usually experiencing similar things.<br>\nThen, in the midst of our frantic searching, we stumble into Church. And, quietly and lovingly, God asks us the following: <span style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"> \u201cDid\u00a0you not know I would be at my father\u2019s house?\u201d (Luke 2:49)<\/span><\/span> For Catholics, this verse should rock our faces. \u00a0This verse should be so meaningful and so layered that our minds should explode.\u201dDid you not know I would be here in the tabernacle? Did you not know that I humbled myself to become bread and wine for this very purpose? Did you not know that I am here, physically present, no matter how distant you have made yourself to me? Did you not know, when you left you spiritual feasts, that the Most Holy Feast is here to give you strength every day? Did you not know? I told you! I told you, you must eat my Body and drink my Blood! I told you to pray to the Father for this Awesome and Daily Bread! I am here! Where is God? Where is God? Tell me, child, where on earth have YOU been?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>One of the hardest things about being Protestant \u2013 so I am told by various ex-Protestants \u2013 is the need for emotional and\u00a0spiritual affirmation. Of course this need isn\u2019t limited to Protestants. I depended on emotional affirmation for a while, and it almost wrecked my faith. I spoke a little of the thing in my post on Confession. At big moments in life, in prayer and in worship, there is the unspoken sense that you must experience some sort of feeling, some sort of spiritual gratification. How do you know you\u2019re forgiven? I feel forgiven. How do you know you are loved? I feel loved. But we are human creatures! We cannot possibly be that open all the time! We cannot possibly \u201cfeel\u201d all the time! In the words of the Avett Brothers:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>People, people, people, they make it sound so easy<br>\nThey say just do what your heart tells you to<br>\nBut sometimes you cannot feel it<br>\nSometimes you cannot hear it<br>\nSometimes it won\u2019t talk back to you<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>The Eucharist is God, there for us regardless of how we feel. So yes, all praise to Him, I can be in full union with God when I\u2019m filled with guilt over being such a bad Catholic. I can be in complete union with him when I feel like complete crap. But at the same time, it\u2019s important to realize that, just because God chooses to meet us on this physical level, it doesn\u2019t mean that there ISN\u2019T and spiritual and emotional gratification that comes with the Eucharist. There have been times when I have received the Eucharist, knelt down and wept, the grace of God was so tangible in my chest. I\u2019m going to be as honest as I can, the Eucharist is the only reason I give a damn about evangelization amongst other Christians. That might not be proper to say, but it expresses how I feel in adoration, that this, this, this is what I would die for. This is what I sell my soul for. This is redder than my blood and more real than reality itself. It\u2019s glory is so immense, so huge, that every argument against God fades in it\u2019s brilliant reality. It can only be fully expressed by, well:<\/p>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=xAdczSNxcAM?fs=1\">http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=xAdczSNxcAM?fs=1<\/a><\/div>\n<p>But the presence of God would be there regardless of how I feel. (How about you? Have you had any intense experiences with the Holy Eucharist?)<\/p>\n<p>So the next time a friend asks you \u201cWhere is God?\u201d for the love of all things holy, don\u2019t explain to him that God is in your heart, or that God is in the beautiful, sunny day outside. Take him to adoration, sit him down, point to the Eucharist and say \u201cThere He is.\u201d Because that\u2019s what Christ tells us. I think I shall write more on the Eucharist next, perhaps a stellar proof of it\u2019s reality.<\/p>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/tracker\/3060433030054060305-2375464535214640011?l=badcatholicblog.blogspot.com\" alt=\"\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"><\/div>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ain\u2019t that the question? We hear it asked in the obligatory religious\/existential\/identity crisis episode of just about any TV series,\u00a0usually spewed by some stupid, emotional minor character who ends up settling for some vague, silly form of religion. 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