{"id":4262,"date":"2014-06-13T14:42:52","date_gmt":"2014-06-13T18:42:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/badcatholic\/?p=4262"},"modified":"2014-06-13T14:42:52","modified_gmt":"2014-06-13T18:42:52","slug":"notes-regarding-sin-to-be-read-sharply-and-mockingly-to-myself-in-times-of-desolation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/badcatholic\/2014\/06\/notes-regarding-sin-to-be-read-sharply-and-mockingly-to-myself-in-times-of-desolation.html","title":{"rendered":"Notes Regarding Sin, to be Read Sharply and Mockingly to Myself in Times of Desolation"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><p>\u201cI cannot pray after so great a sin.\u201d<br>\nAnd are you too ill to see a doctor?<br>\nToo thirsty to drink?<br>\nToo dirty to take a shower?<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>It is better to risk being seen as a hypocrite by praying after sin<br>\nthan to risk growing cold in God\u2019s arms by refusing to.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>From the perspective of despair,<br>\nsin is the end of prayer.<br>\nFrom the perspective of hope,<br>\nsin is the beginning.<br>\nChrist stands on the side of hope<br>\nwhen he describes the just prayer:<br>\n\u201cGod, have mercy on me, a sinner.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>Effing up<br>\nis the precondition<br>\nfor being saved.<br>\nTherefore:<br>\nStop being such a pansy<br>\nin regards to the effing up.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>It is not remorse.<br>\nIt is not piety.<br>\nWhat keeps you from praying<br>\nimmediately after sin<br>\nis a secret love of sin.<br>\nYou do not pray<br>\nbecause you want to leave a space<br>\nfor sinning again \u2014<br>\nsometime later,<br>\nwhen the pain is less acute.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>You really want to undo the devil?<br>\nThank God for allowing you to sin.<br>\nYou now have a blindingly obvious opportunity<br>\nto call upon His mercy.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>You want to conquer sin?<br>\nRecognize this:<br>\nEvery sin is an opportunity to rejoice<br>\nin the marvelous grace of God,<br>\nwithout which you would have done<br>\nsomething far more miserable.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>Do you think Jesus lied:<br>\n\u201cThere will be more rejoicing in heaven<br>\nover one sinner who repents<br>\nthan over ninety-nine righteous persons<br>\nwho do not need to repent?\u201d<br>\nWhy, then, are you wrapping yourself<br>\nin layers of self-loathing?<br>\nYou have become the potential cause of song in Heaven,<br>\na song brighter and louder<br>\nthan if the entire world had never sinned \u2014<br>\nand here you lie in bed.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>Netflix is insufficient.<br>\nFeeling bad is insufficient.<br>\nDenying the existence of sin<br>\nis fun for about a week \u2014<br>\nthen abysmally insufficient.<br>\nChrist alone suffices.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>\u201cO Happy Fault,<br>\nO necessary sin of Adam,<br>\nthat won for us so great a Redeemer!\u201d<br>\nThe sin that cursed the whole world is called \u201chappy,\u201d<br>\nand you grow despondent over your own?<br>\nWhat strange powers are granted you \u2014<br>\nGod, who sings redemption<br>\nout of mankind\u2019s fall from grace,<br>\nis reduced to a mewling incompetent<br>\nover your idiotic sins.<br>\nBut this is what it means to refuse to pray after sin \u2014<br>\nto rate yourself as something infinitely darker<br>\nand beyond-help than Adam,<br>\na thing whose faults<br>\ncan never be happy faults.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>If there is beauty,<br>\nthere is redemption.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>Now then:<br>\nOh my God<br>\nI am heartily sorry<br>\nfor having offended Thee.<br>\nI detest<br>\nof all my sins<br>\nbecause of Thy just punishment.<br>\nBut most of all,<br>\nbecause it offends you,<br>\nMy God,<br>\nwho are all good<br>\nand deserving of all my love.<br>\nI firmly resolve<br>\nthrough the help of Thy grace<br>\nto sin no more<br>\nand to avoid the near occasion of sin.<\/p>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cI cannot pray after so great a sin.\u201d And are you too ill to see a doctor? 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