{"id":251,"date":"2011-08-29T05:48:00","date_gmt":"2011-08-29T11:48:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/69.195.124.95\/~redletu4\/if-only-i-had-just-a-little-more\/"},"modified":"2011-08-29T05:48:00","modified_gmt":"2011-08-29T11:48:00","slug":"if-only-i-had-just-a-little-more","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/davidrupert\/if-only-i-had-just-a-little-more\/","title":{"rendered":"If only I had just a little more . . ."},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><p>If only I had a little more money, <br>\u00a0 I could make a difference.<br>If only I had a little more talent, <br>\u00a0 I could really write things that would impact lives.<br>If only I had a little more time, <br>\u00a0 I could spend more time with the hurting.<br>If only I had better looks, <br>\u00a0 I could be more confident.<br>If only I lived in a different location, I<br>\u00a0 could be involved in my community.<\/p>\n<div><em>If only\u2026<\/em><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I\u2019ve used them all. All the \u201cif onlys\u201d in the book. It seems\u00a0I never have enough to the things that need to be done. Excuses thrown against the wall.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><a href=\"https:\/\/farm1.static.flickr.com\/201\/486299176_d1352f8d86.jpg\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"268px\" src=\"https:\/\/farm1.static.flickr.com\/201\/486299176_d1352f8d86.jpg\" width=\"400px\"><\/a><\/div>\n<div>\n<em>\u201cIf only I had more, think of what I could do.\u201d<\/em>\u00a0 But since I don\u2019t, I quit, or give of myself half-heartedly, convinced that I don\u2019t have what it takes. And the latent resentment that builds, thinking I\u2019ve been ripped off, thinking of all I\u00a0don\u2019t have, \u00a0instead of what I do.<\/div>\n<p>The talented awe me. They sing effortlessly, write flawlessly, speak convincingly. <strong>If only<\/strong> I had that talent.\u00a0 I\u2019m like the sap who just had a single talent and\u00a0buried it in his yard, afraid it would be lost or stolen. Instead, it went unused which is a worse crime.<\/p>\n<p>How much time do I spend, thinking about what I could do, <strong>if only<\/strong>? What if my energies were\u00a0 spent appreciating, cultivating and using what meager abilities I have.<\/p>\n<p>Do I really want my unspoken epitaph to be, \u201c<strong>he was afraid<\/strong>?\u201d Or do I want it to be, \u201c<em>well done, good and faithful servant. You\u2019ve been faithful with a few things, so I will put you in charge of many<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><strong>Could it be, the reason I don\u2019t have more is because I haven\u2019t been content with less?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em><span>Joining up with <\/span><\/em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.michellederusha.com\/2011\/08\/hear-it-on-sunday-use-it-on-monday_28.html\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><em><span>Graceful, Heard it On Sunday, Use it On Monday<\/span><\/em><\/a><em><span>. See the others who have posted<\/span><\/em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.michellederusha.com\/2011\/08\/hear-it-on-sunday-use-it-on-monday_28.html\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><em><span> here.<\/span><\/em><\/a><\/p>\n<div>Please, share with a friend if you feel moved.<br>\nRead all past issues at http:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/davidrupert<\/div>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>If only I had a little more money, \u00a0 I could make a difference.If only I had a little more talent, \u00a0 I could really write things that would impact lives.If only I had a little more time, \u00a0 I could spend more time with the hurting.If only I had better looks, \u00a0 I could [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2375,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,289,576,932],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-251","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-be-content","category-finding-contentment","category-never-satisfied","category-using-your-talents"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v21.1 - 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