{"id":707,"date":"2008-01-25T18:55:00","date_gmt":"2008-01-26T01:55:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/69.195.124.95\/~redletu4\/the-atheist-in-me\/"},"modified":"2008-01-25T18:55:00","modified_gmt":"2008-01-26T01:55:00","slug":"the-atheist-in-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/davidrupert\/the-atheist-in-me\/","title":{"rendered":"The atheist in me"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><div align=\"left\">It\u2019s easy to point out the sadness of the intolerant and pompous pronouncements of modern-day <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Category:Atheists\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">atheists<\/a> like <a href=\"http:\/\/www.thenation.com\/directory\/bios\/christopher_hitchens\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Christopher Hitchens<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/richarddawkins.net\/\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Richard Dawkins<\/a>, and <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Sam_Harris_%28author%29\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Sam Harris<\/a>. How do they shake the haunting emptiness in their soul? What do they fill it with? Learning? Materialism? Humanism? Hedonism? Selfishness? <a href=\"https:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/_Y6qRWSwMJs8\/R5qMtqq21GI\/AAAAAAAACGQ\/TryZOyWbiM8\/s1600-h\/Confusion.jpg\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/_Y6qRWSwMJs8\/R5qMtqq21GI\/AAAAAAAACGQ\/TryZOyWbiM8\/s320\/Confusion.jpg\" border=\"0\"><\/a>\n<\/div>\n<div align=\"left\"><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"left\">When they look at the stars at night, do they ever wonder \u201c<em>what is at the edge of space<\/em>?\u201d When they contemplate the bookends of our existence, do they ever think \u201c<em>when did time begin? And when will it end?\u201d<\/em> Do they ever wonder<em>, \u201cWho am I?\u201d<\/em>\n<\/div>\n<div align=\"left\"><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"left\">But, admittedly, my own world is filled with documented moments of doubt. <\/div>\n<div align=\"left\"><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"left\">Those times when I decide there is no God, not by my words, but by my actions. When I act as if there is only me and I pursue my own ends without regard to His purpose, then I act as an atheist. <\/div>\n<div align=\"left\"><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"left\">Those times when I ignore the souls of those around me and absorb myself in my own cares and pursuits. I am an atheist. <\/div>\n<div align=\"left\"><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"left\">Those times when i ignore the very clear clarion call of God. I act just like the atheist, for the God I claim I do not believe enough to obey.<\/div>\n<div align=\"left\"><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"left\">In those times, I should cry out, \u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/www.biblegateway.com\/passage\/?search=Mark%209:24;&amp;version=47;\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">I believe, but God, help my unbelief<\/a>!\u201d<\/div>\n<div>Please, share with a friend if you feel moved.<br>\nRead all past issues at http:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/davidrupert<\/div>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It\u2019s easy to point out the sadness of the intolerant and pompous pronouncements of modern-day atheists like Christopher Hitchens, Richard Dawkins, and Sam Harris. How do they shake the haunting emptiness in their soul? What do they fill it with? Learning? Materialism? Humanism? Hedonism? Selfishness? 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