Agnus Dei (by Francisco de Zurbaran)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/p>Is feeling nothing<\/p>\n
the same as<\/p>\n
SHOUTING?<\/p>\n
Numbness sharp<\/p>\n
as nails<\/p>\n
making this day<\/p>\n
the same<\/p>\n
as any other<\/p>\n
Friday.<\/p>\n
It doesn\u2019t feel<\/p>\n
Good.<\/p>\n
You can\u2019t force<\/p>\n
Feelings.<\/p>\n
Thank God Love<\/p>\n
is not just<\/p>\n
about feelings.<\/p>\n
We\u2019d all be screwed<\/p>\n
or nailed.<\/p>\n
Still,<\/p>\n
I\u2019ll go<\/p>\n
through<\/p>\n
and wear the motions<\/p>\n
like a habit<\/p>\n
of shouting<\/p>\n
numbly, quietly<\/p>\n
CRUCIFY HIM.<\/p>\n
And during<\/p>\n
this Hollow Triduum<\/p>\n
of Hollow Week<\/p>\n
I\u2019ll go through<\/p>\n
the motions<\/p>\n
of waiting.<\/p>\n
Then<\/p>\n
of being elated<\/p>\n
of receiving<\/p>\n
Forgiveness<\/p>\n
and pretending<\/p>\n
to understand<\/p>\n
its<\/p>\n
depth.<\/p>\n
\u00a9Enuma Okoro, 2012
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