{"id":33135,"date":"2024-10-29T06:00:48","date_gmt":"2024-10-29T10:00:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/freelancechristianity\/?p=33135"},"modified":"2024-10-29T06:34:30","modified_gmt":"2024-10-29T10:34:30","slug":"broken-windows","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/freelancechristianity\/broken-windows\/","title":{"rendered":"Broken Windows and Empty Hallways"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<\/head>

Broken windows and empty hallways, a pale dead moon and a sky streaked with gray.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Human kindness is overflowing, and I think it\u2019s going to rain today. <\/em><\/strong>Randy Newman<\/p>\n

One week from today is Election Day, although people have been voting for more than a couple of weeks already (Jeanne and I put our ballots in the mail a few days ago) and chances are it will be a fes days (at the very least) after next Tuesday before we have a declared winner. Who knows what the future holds after that. How are you feeling? :-\\<\/p>\n

I heard on \u201cFresh Air\u201d the other day that a biography of Randy Newman was just published. I\u2019ve never been a huge Randy Newman fan, but \u201cI Think It\u2019s Going to Rain Today\u201d has always gotten to me. This poignant, sad\u00a0 song has been recorded by many artists over the years, from Newman himself to Judy Collins, Bette Midler, Peter Gabriel, Nina Simone, Barbra Streisand and Dusty Springfield. Here\u2019s a recent, lovely rendition from Norah Jones:<\/p>\n

<\/iframe><\/p>\n\u201cScarecrows dressed in the latest styles, with frozen smiles to keep love away. Human kindness is overflowing, and I think it\u2019s going to rain today.\u201d Wow. I don\u2019t consider myself to be a dark person. Frequently ironic, sometimes sarcastic, often introspective, always introverted (except when I am getting paid to be extroverted in the classroom)\u2014yes. <a href=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/766\/2015\/02\/tin-can.jpg\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-6499\" src=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/766\/2015\/02\/tin-can.jpg\" alt=\"tin can\" width=\"259\" height=\"194\"><\/a>But not dark. But as just about everyone else, avoiding at least occasional darkness has been more and more difficult as the election approaches.<\/p>\nI have never been able to hear \u201cI Think It\u2019s Going to Rain Today\u201d dry-eyed. As a young teen I thought my emotions directly challenged my manhood-to-be; now I just think it\u2019s because I\u2019m a human being resonating with a beautiful, artistic expression of the sadness and loneliness that is just beneath everyone\u2019s surface.<\/p>\nI have long believed that if the faith I profess is going to mean anything, it has to directly touch this sadness in the human heart. And the gospels are clear that it must. But I was raised in a very different version of Christianity, one that <a href=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/766\/2015\/02\/bbt.jpg\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-6500\" src=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/766\/2015\/02\/bbt.jpg\" alt=\"bbt\" width=\"200\" height=\"154\"><\/a>Barbara Brown Taylor accurately describes as \u201cfull solar spirituality,\u201d which<\/p>\nFocuses on staying in the light of God around the clock, both absorbing and reflecting the sunny side of faith. You can usually recognize a full solar church by its emphasis on the benefits of faith, which include a sure sense of God\u2019s presence, certainty of belief, divine guidance in all things, and reliable answers to prayer.<\/strong><\/p>\nThe fact that our fervent prayers often went unanswered and the presence of the divine was often undetectable didn\u2019t matter\u2014we were urged to live out a religious version of \u201cFake it \u2018til you make it\u201d because, after all, how can you not be happy when you have everything right and God is on your side?<\/p>\nUnfortunately I was not gifted with a full solar personality\u2014I guess my resonance with tunes like \u201cI Think It\u2019s Going to Rain Today\u201d is direct proof. I am more of a lunar than solar person, preferring the reflected light of Artemis and the moon to the solar splendor of her twin brother Apollo. <a href=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/766\/2015\/02\/galadriel.jpg\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-6501\" src=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/766\/2015\/02\/galadriel.jpg\" alt=\"galadriel\" width=\"142\" height=\"200\"><\/a>Tolkien\u2019s lunar elven queen Galadriel is my favorite character in The Lord of the Rings. <\/em>And I found in Barbara Brown Taylor\u2019s description of her own spiritual orientation something very familiar.<\/p>\nI have been given the gift of lunar spirituality, in which the divine light available to me waxes and wanes with the season. . . . All in all, the moon is a truer mirror for my soul than the sun that looks the same way every day.<\/strong><\/p>\nOn the eve of the conclave that would elect him as the next Pope, then Cardinal Jorge Mario Bergoglio urged his fellow cardinals to remember that Christians should live by the light of the moon rather than of the sun. Followers of Christ should reflect the source of light rather than acting as if they are the source. With regard to the hierarchy of the religious structure he would soon be elected to lead, <a href=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/766\/2015\/02\/pope.jpg\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-6502\" src=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/766\/2015\/02\/pope-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"pope\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\"><\/a>he said that the church exists to reflect Christ\u2014as soon as it believes it itself is the light, disaster occurs and the church becomes an idol. Preach it, Francis.<\/p>\nWhile there might be many reasons to fear the dark, times of darkness are part of being human and spiritual darkness is central to a search for the divine. The way many persons of faith talk about darkness, you would think that it came from a whole different deity, but as Barbara Brown Taylor reminds us, \u201cto be human is to live by sunlight and moonlight, with anxiety and delight, admitting limits and transcending them, falling down and rising up.\u201d The final lines of Randy Newman\u2019s lyrics shine a pale light into an often dark world: \u201cRight before me, the signs implore me\u2014Help the needy and show them the way. 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