{"id":1394,"date":"2012-07-23T21:34:37","date_gmt":"2012-07-23T21:34:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/irreverin.com\/?p=1394"},"modified":"2012-07-23T21:34:37","modified_gmt":"2012-07-23T21:34:37","slug":"push-pause-to-start","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/irreverin\/2012\/07\/push-pause-to-start\/","title":{"rendered":"Push Pause to Start"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><p>It\u2019s been 2 months.<\/p>\n<p>That\u2019s 8 weeks of travel with young children; of shoe melting, hair frizzing heat and humidity; of trying to cram in a visit with every person i\u2019ve ever known; of meals on the road; of playing tetris with blocks of time; of waking up in the morning to briefly\u2013briefly\u2013wonder where i was that day; of suitcase living, and all the wardrobe crises that implies\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Yes, sabbatical is supposed to be a time of rest. But when you are\u00a0a parent of\u00a0young children, the reality is\u2013well, you can rest later. Whether you are travelling, working, or sitting around the house, there is always chocolate milk to be made, there are shoes to be bought, and stuffed \u201canimal pets\u201d to be found. There are band-aids to be applied and bedtime songs to be sung, wherever you may roam. And really, making, buying, finding, fixing and singing\u00a0at someone else\u2019s house is\u00a0no more work than doing all those things in the comfort of your home.<\/p>\n<p>Still, there is a weariness of the road that seems to multiply exponentially when the road has small children on it. For all the rest and renewal that\u00a0our trip brought, I somehow stayed wired into \u2018doing\u2019 mode. And at the end of it all, I skidded back into church, sort of breathless and maybe dreading, just a bit, what kinds of chaos might await. I mean,\u00a0were people still coming to worship? Was there money in the bank? Was the building even still standing?<\/p>\n<p>Who\u2019s been singing songs and putting on the band-aids around this place while i was gone?<\/p>\n<p>Not to mention\u2013who\u2019s been <em>talking <\/em>about it?? Because you know\u2026 I\u2019ve been off the grid. I haven\u2019t been around to articulate the world from the pulpit; to write about it in blog land; or to send 8,000 emails a day filled with words, words, words\u2026 I mean, Chic-fil-a went all out Mel Gibson\u00a0in the media\u00a0while i was gone. What would the world do without my commentary??<\/p>\n<p>Plenty, as it appears. I\u00a0was going to tackle the whole Dan Cathy\u00a0thing in my blog this week, but really, what hasn\u2019t already been said? Maybe later but\u2026 The Jesus Chicken is just symbolic of all the ways life went on without me. Songs got sung. Scripture got read. Excellent sermons came from this pulpit, in no way attached to me. New people came,\u00a0were welcomed and connected. Messes were made and cleaned up again.<\/p>\n<p>And folks\u2026it is summer time in PHOENIX, and this place was still full on Sunday. I didn\u2019t do that. I haven\u2019t been here doing it.<\/p>\n<p>But everybody else has. In the pause. In the blessed silence that I left in the wake of my usual chaos, the Spirit kept moving.<\/p>\n<p>So what i failed to learn on sabbatical about resting in the Spirit and letting go, I seem to be learning upon return. The clear evidence of ministry happening without my attempts at management; without my insight; and without my many, many WORDS to make sense of it all; the very life of this place seems to say, <em>you\u2019re not the boss of this. Relax<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Point taken, God. I\u2019m going back to work now, but with a fresh appreciation for the ministry of others, and hopefully, a little less dependence on my own ability to do\u2013or even say\u2013the right things.<\/p>\n<p>Truth is,\u00a0the art of learning to\u00a0\u2018be\u2019 is the journey of a lifetime, and\u00a0not the work of a few short weeks. And while I spent a great deal of my away time visiting, talking and doing, I did get to rest my preaching voice, my writing voice, and that part of my brain that keeps a running commentary of the world on random shuffle. For a moment, (or several of them) I could rest, and yes, just be.<\/p>\n<p>So, all told, it was 8 weeks; 8 weeks of travel and hurry, yes, but also 8 weeks of celebration; of connection; of good food from people\u2019s actual kitchens, and good wine from actual vineyards; of getting to worship as a guest and not a facilitator; 8 weeks of hospitality, and of pilgrimage; 8 weeks to be a whole person in the world; and yes, 8 full weeks to watch that world go by and not say much about it.<\/p>\n<p>Of course, now that I\u2019m back,\u00a0you might want to turn off your\u00a0phone for awhile. 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