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<\/a>An organized household, office, car, and bank account\u00a0seem\u00a0unattainable\u00a0for people like me. People who not only have children and a full-time job, but also find right-brained, type-A sorts of tasks tantamount to learning Chinese\u2026meaning, it could be done, but life is too short.<\/p>\nHowever, I have learned time and again that being unorganized has its price. Much as I hate chores, errands, paper work and basically being a grown-up, letting these things go will ultimately amount to even MORE administrative unpleasantness\u2026For instance, you put off weeding the yard (because really, life is short) until you wind up with an HOA fine, and a yard that you could not possibly tackle in a single afternoon. So you pay the hoa fee AND a maintenance crew. Or you forget to pay the water bill because it got buried in the pile of paper that you were going to deal with eventually\u2013which means your water gets turned off, and you have to dash downtown and make payment IN PERSON before the end of the day, costing you an hour of your life and a $50 admin fee to get your service back\u00a0on the same day. (Both of these things have happened to me before. Maybe more than once). Or the everyday simple\u2026you don\u2019t match the socks when they come out of the laundry,\u00a0so you spend 10 minutes of every morning hunting down a matching pair. Some of you are nodding in understanding, while others (my brother) are cringing in horrified disbelief\u2013How do you LIVE like that???<\/em> he is saying right now.<\/p>\nSuffice it to say that, when my headlight burned out a few weeks ago, i had every intention of getting it replaced. But you know\u2026 it\u2019s one of those things you don\u2019t think about until after dark. At which time the places that sell such things are either closed or just out of the way home, and well, I\u2019ve been driving around for 2 weeks watching for those flashing blue lights to come up behind me.<\/p>\n
Today they did.<\/p>\n
Though i was fully prepared to show the officer that i had the replacement bulb in the car (i did) and just hadn\u2019t gotten around to putting it in yet, my first thought was damn\u2026wish i was wearing my clergy name tag right about now. <\/em>Closely followed by wait\u2013it is broad daylight. This is not about the headlight. <\/em><\/p>\n\u201cMa\u2019am, [i hate that \u201cma\u2019am\u201d business] do you know why i pulled you over?\u201d<\/p>\n
I honestly did not. Am i under arrest for smoking? Being smoking hot, that is.<\/p>\n
No, i didn\u2019t try that\u2026had the kids in the car. \u201cAre you aware that your tags are expired?\u201d<\/p>\n
Ah, the tags\u2026Changed the oil, fixed check engine light (about 4 times) ordered replacement gas cap (again), learned to live with a ding i got in a parking lot, hauled several trips of stuff to new house over the summer\u2026 no, the tags had not crossed my mind for a fraction of a second\u2013in over 5 months. I was in trouble.<\/p>\n
It would always be so much easier if the guys who pulled you over for this stuff were jerks. Not that it would get you out of trouble, but you could at least feel self-righteous about it. But no, this guy was super nice.<\/p>\n
Did i have my insurance card with me? Well you see, officer\u2026 i can picture exactly where it is, in the box of junk in the laundry room, on top of the dryer, stuck between an Elmo dvd and some old Christmas cards, and probably the camera charger i lost about 4 months ago\u2026Yes, that\u2019s where that charger is! I will look when i get home. Right after i clean the rest of the house, pay the bills, and clean out the laundry room. then i will charge the camera and upload the pictures from last Christmas, and order some prints for the grandparents\u2026 <\/em>Oh wait.<\/p>\n\u201cNo, I don\u2019t have my new card with me.\u201d<\/p>\n
Short story, i can take proof of insurance and my paid registration to the court house and get most, if not all of my fine waived. Which will probably take 2 hours of my life instead of the 2 clicks it would have taken, had i remembered in a timely fashion.<\/p>\n
I took my shaming like a big girl, because he was nice and i deserved it. But what i wanted to say was, do i not get some grace points for the happy, well-fed and (reasonably) clean children in the back seat? Children who are properly fastened in regulation 4-point harness car seats?? And who were just taken for their vaccinations less than a week after their birthdays? That i further have a car full of groceries, containing the perfect balance of\u00a0 ice cream and veggies (multi-colored and organic, or course) to render me the perfect parent?<\/p>\n
Do i not get further points for having breast fed both of those children for the first year of their respective lives, while working full time and getting back to pre-baby weight? And that in the meantime i run a church that feeds poor people and works to rid the world of homophobia?<\/p>\n
No? Did I mention that yesterday\u00a0i preached a sermon, made a hospital call, did 3 loads of laundry, AND spent time with my family? Alright, i\u2019ll stop. You get the point.<\/p>\n
Anyway, no bonus points there. When you come right down to it, i don\u2019t do any more good or bad in a day than anyone else. And we, all of us, have to still be grown-ups in the meantime. Let\u2019s be honest\u2013with or without kids, it can be utterly overwhelming.<\/p>\n
I think this must be the way lots of people feel about their spiritual lives. Between the bill paying, errand-running, child-rearing, wage-earning, yard-weeding and housekeeping, it falls through the cracks. Before you know it, it\u2019s been 6 weeks, 6 months, or 6 years since you prayed or thought about going to worship. Impossible to know where to start, how to carve it in, who to ask, what to say\u2026so it gets dropped in favor of yard work and soccer practice, and other things that call us with more urgency.<\/p>\n
Easy enough to let it happen, but what is the price you pay? I\u2019m not talking in a \u201cyou are busted by Jesus and you are sooooo going to hell\u201d kind of sense. I\u2019m talking about the costliness to your soul when there is no room left for community, for service to others, for the divine. We can fill that space with any number of tasks, chores, errands and activities, but nothing can take the place of seeking the holy. Nothing else will fill the void in us that longs to know our creator.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t have an easy answer for how to better order my life, time and space (other than to fly my brother out here and let him clean, organize, and take over the details\u2013indefinitely) but I do know there is a price to pay for piecing it together the way we all do when we get too busy. The key is to start somewhere\u2013ANYWHERE\u2013even if it feels like we\u2019re picking up a single blade of grass to mow the whole of the Kentucky Horse Park.<\/p>\n
For that holy longing\u2013the one that nags and pulls, sometimes as a still small voice, and sometimes an anguished cry in the wilderness\u2013start somewhere. ANYWHERE. Even if there are more questions than answers, even if you don\u2019t have time, even if it seems a blasted inconvenience to find a place or person to help you get going\u2026find that single blade of grass and start pulling somewhere. Once you\u2019ve started the forward motion, you may find that even the grass itself takes on the hue of the sacred. And from there, the rest is details.<\/p>\n
And you know what? It may not count for much at the courthouse, but i do plan to give myself some grace points. Because i baked my kids birthday cakes from scratch<\/em>\u00a0 last week, and still managed to save the world a little bit. And because, let\u2019s face it\u2026the rest is details, and life is short.<\/p>\n<\/a>from IMBA, via flickr<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"An organized household, office, car, and bank account\u00a0seem\u00a0unattainable\u00a0for people like me. People who not only have children and a full-time job, but also find right-brained, type-A sorts of tasks tantamount to learning Chinese\u2026meaning, it could be done, but life is too short. However, I have learned time and again that being unorganized has its price. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1154,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[65,5,6,1],"tags":[27,140,532,264,117,14,9,44,10],"class_list":["post-559","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-being-a-person","category-faith-and-community","category-marriage-and-family","category-uncategorized","tag-faith","tag-family","tag-moving-violation","tag-organization","tag-parenting","tag-phoenix","tag-progressive-christianity","tag-simplicity","tag-spirituality"],"yoast_head":"\n
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