{"id":175,"date":"2011-12-15T19:46:00","date_gmt":"2011-12-15T19:46:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/johnbeckett\/2011\/12\/a-foot-in-both-worlds\/"},"modified":"2011-12-15T19:46:00","modified_gmt":"2011-12-15T19:46:00","slug":"a-foot-in-both-worlds","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/johnbeckett\/2011\/12\/a-foot-in-both-worlds.html","title":{"rendered":"A Foot in Both Worlds"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both;text-align: center\"><a href=\"https:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/-q7XvY1fuMks\/TuqitpN7BUI\/AAAAAAAAAvs\/THo3d0B0Nn8\/s1600\/two+worlds+3.jpg\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"233\" src=\"https:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/-q7XvY1fuMks\/TuqitpN7BUI\/AAAAAAAAAvs\/THo3d0B0Nn8\/s400\/two+worlds+3.jpg\" width=\"400\"><\/a><\/div>\n<p>I live with one foot in the world of science and the other in the world of magic.  I am an engineer and a Druid, a corporate manager and a priest.  It is not the easiest path to walk\u2026 though I think most of us who are Pagans in the 21st century West walk this path to one degree or another.  <\/p>\n<p>Sometimes the tension between these two worlds produces conflicts that are difficult to resolve.  If we are to live both fully and with integrity we must learn to deal with this tension.  I\u2019ve been in one of those conflicts the past couple of days.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large\"><b>I<\/b><span style=\"font-size: small\">.<\/span><\/span> <a href=\"http:\/\/walkingthehedge.net\/blog\/2011\/12\/defence-against-the-dark-arts-or-being-locked-out-of-the-circle\/\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"> It started with this blog by Juniper<\/a> who tells the story of a young woman who had been harassed by a \u201cnasty spirit\u201d and the trouble the woman had in finding someone to help her get rid of it.  It\u2019s very good and worth your time to read, but stay with me here for now.<\/p>\n<p>The woman asked Juniper why no one in a rather large Pagan community would help her.  Juniper offered several possibilities, first among them that some Pagans simply don\u2019t believe in \u201cthe woo stuff.\u201d  She\u2019s right \u2013 some don\u2019t\u2026 and it\u2019s pretty hard to banish a nasty spirit when you don\u2019t believe nasty spirits really exist.  <\/p>\n<p>Could I have helped this woman?  I\u2019ve done some cleansing and shielding but I\u2019ve never tackled anything quite like this.  It may very well be beyond my skill level.  I could make a couple phone calls and bring in some people I\u2019d trust to take on pretty much anything, but until the occasion arises I\u2019ll never know for sure.  <\/p>\n<p>And Juniper\u2019s question remains \u2013 do I really believe?  If I have doubts, could they keep me from working magic \u2013 or from even trying?  Is this something that requires both feet in the same world?<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large\"><b>II<\/b><\/span>.  Then I had a comment on my <a href=\"http:\/\/nature.pagannewswirecollective.com\/\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><i>No Unsacred Place<\/i><\/a> essay \u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/nature.pagannewswirecollective.com\/2011\/11\/16\/meeting-the-spirits-of-the-land\/#comment-1322\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Meeting the Spirits of the Land<\/a>\u201d that challenged the reality of my experiences.  The commenter asked \u201cYou have any actual evidence these creatures exist?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I think I gave a pretty good answer, basically telling him this is <a href=\"http:\/\/johnfranc.blogspot.com\/2011\/08\/unverified-personal-gnosis.html\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">unverified personal gnosis<\/a>.  My experiences of \u201cthe woo stuff\u201d are meaningful and helpful so I order my life as though they are real, even though I can never be sure.  And since I can\u2019t be sure I don\u2019t go around insisting that others take my experiences at face value.  If you want to interpret them metaphorically or psychologically I won\u2019t argue with you. You might be right.<\/p>\n<p>That\u2019s an answer both the Druid and the engineer in me can speak with integrity.  <\/p>\n<p><b><span style=\"font-size: large\">III<\/span><\/b>.  Yesterday I came across this <a href=\"http:\/\/www.albertmohler.com\/2011\/12\/14\/must-we-believe-in-the-virgin-birth\/\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">essay by Southern Baptist theologian Rev. Al Mohler<\/a> where he insists all Christians must believe in the virgin birth of Jesus.  I\u2019m not going to get into why Mohler is wrong from a Christian viewpoint \u2013 if you\u2019re interested, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.religioustolerance.org\/virgin_b1.htm\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">here\u2019s a link to an excellent article<\/a> on the subject by ReligiousTolerance.org.  <\/p>\n<p>When I read this the tension between science and magic popped up again.  How can I accept Juniper\u2019s story of nasty spirits at face value but dismiss Mohler\u2019s story of a virgin birth?  <\/p>\n<p>Both stories make supernatural claims and neither story can be objectively verified.  But when you look at them more closely you see they\u2019re very different stories told for very different purposes and making very different claims to truth.  <\/p>\n<p>The Pagan story relates a personal experience to tell us we should be respectful of other people\u2019s beliefs \u2013 this woman believed she was being harassed by a spirit and she didn\u2019t get relief until she found someone who took her seriously.  This story understands that unverified personal gnosis can be very meaningful but it cannot be used as a basis for universal Truth.  While some people may have similar experiences, some do not and others have contradictory experiences, none of which can be objectively confirmed or rejected.  <\/p>\n<p>The Calvinist (I refuse to lump conscientious followers of Jesus in with fundamentalist Bible-worshippers) story relates a mythical experience and tells us we must believe it happened literally, not because the evidence for it is so strong but because if it did not happen literally then the whole doctrine on which Calvinist Christianity is based will come crashing down.  It claims a literal certainty it cannot support and threatens its hearers with eternal damnation if they don\u2019t believe it anyway.  <\/p>\n<p>It is not the story of the virgin birth of Jesus I reject or even its possibility.  It is the certainty of a literal virgin birth I cannot accept.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large\"><b>IV<\/b><\/span>.  These incidents illustrate a major challenge for Pagans living in the 21st century West.  We understand the difference between literal truth and mythical truth.  We understand unverified personal gnosis \u2013 its meanings and its limitations.  We walk easily with one foot in the world of science and the other in the world of magic.  <\/p>\n<p>But when we step into the circle or when we invoke our gods and goddesses or when we are called on to banish a troublesome spirit we must have both feet in the same world.  For that time outside of time in that place not a place we must have the confidence that everything we see and hear and do and say is absolutely real.  <\/p>\n<p>During an invocation is not the time to debate whether our deities are individuals or aspects or archetypes \u2013 at that time they simply ARE.  During a working is not the time to debate whether a spell is directed energy or divine intercession or psychological programming or all of the above \u2013 at that time it simply IS.  <\/p>\n<p>Don\u2019t try to banish your doubts and don\u2019t try to pretend you don\u2019t have them.  Go down that route and you\u2019ll end up believing that if a virgin didn\u2019t give birth your whole religion is worthless.  Simply set your doubts aside while you\u2019re in the circle.  For that time take a hint from the Buddhists:  just be, just do, just experience.  Don\u2019t judge and don\u2019t evaluate.  Commune with your gods and ancestors.  Journey to other worlds.  Work magic.  <\/p>\n<p>After the circle, pick up your doubts and put one foot back in the world of science.  You had the experiences \u2013 that makes them real.  Contemplate them and decide what interpretation is most meaningful and helpful for you.  <\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large\"><b>V<\/b><\/span>.  Some people can\u2019t set foot in the world of magic.  If there\u2019s no objective, verifiable evidence then they can\u2019t believe it.  That\u2019s fine \u2013 not everyone is called to this path.  We don\u2019t judge people by their beliefs but by how they live their lives.<\/p>\n<p>Some people can\u2019t step out of the world of magic.  If everything they believe isn\u2019t literally true then they lose their faith.  Again, if that\u2019s their calling so be it.  We don\u2019t judge people by their beliefs but by how they live their lives.<\/p>\n<p>As for me, I\u2019m called to walk in both worlds.  <\/p>\n<p>And so I do.<\/p>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I live with one foot in the world of science and the other in the world of magic. I am an engineer and a Druid, a corporate manager and a priest. 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