{"id":6302,"date":"2017-04-18T04:00:22","date_gmt":"2017-04-18T10:00:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/admin.patheos.com\/blogs\/johnbeckett\/?p=6302"},"modified":"2017-04-05T15:32:13","modified_gmt":"2017-04-05T21:32:13","slug":"monsters-live-depths","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/johnbeckett\/2017\/04\/monsters-live-depths.html","title":{"rendered":"The Monsters that Live in the Depths"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><p>I\u2019ve been talking a lot about <a href=\"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/johnbeckett\/2017\/03\/making-deep-paganism-public-time.html\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\">deep practice<\/a> and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/johnbeckett\/2017\/03\/dont-respectable-authentic.html\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\">dark practice<\/a> lately. One of the points I keep making over and over again is that these things aren\u2019t for everyone. That\u2019s OK \u2013 there\u2019s a place in our many Pagan and polytheist religions for people at all levels of interest and commitment. Not everyone has to be a priest or a mystic or a magician. Our communities also need people who are accountants and engineers.<\/p>\n<p>Some people simply aren\u2019t interested in deep practice. Some are committed to a worldview that does not allow for things like Gods, spirits, and fae. Some are at the very early stages of their Pagan practice and aren\u2019t yet ready for deeper practice. If you\u2019re in one of those groups, this post isn\u2019t about you.<\/p>\n<p>This post is for those who feel the call to deeper and darker practices, but who are afraid of them. It\u2019s for those who\u2019ve experienced something that was more real than they expected and now are leery of continuing.<\/p>\n<p>And it\u2019s also for those who are rushing into dealings with spiritual beings with all the caution of a college student leaving a party with a blood alcohol content of 0.15 and insisting he can drive himself home just fine.<\/p>\n<p>Fear isn\u2019t always a bad thing. Humans have an innate fear of snakes \u2013 <a href=\"http:\/\/www.npr.org\/sections\/health-shots\/2013\/10\/29\/241370496\/eeek-snake-your-brain-has-a-special-corner-just-for-them\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">so do other primates<\/a>. That helps us avoid dying painful deaths after being bitten by a venomous snake. Problems arise when reasonable fears become unreasonable\u2026 and when reasonable fears cannot be avoided.<\/p>\n<div style=\"position: relative; height: 0; padding-bottom: 75.0%;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" style=\"position: absolute; width: 100%; height: 100%; left: 0;\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/aHzZRUikvaw?rel=0?ecver=2\" width=\"480\" height=\"360\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>There are things in the depths that can harm us. There are also treasures in the depths. Feri co-founder Victor Anderson said \u201canything worthwhile is dangerous.\u201d Our job is to evaluate the risks calmly and accurately. This will allow us to avoid risks that carry little reward, mitigate risks that are necessary, and be prepared for risks that play out in ways that are difficult or harmful.<\/p>\n<h1>The fear of the unknown<\/h1>\n<p>In <em>Danse Macabre<\/em>, horror master Stephen King explained how not showing the monster is scarier than letting it be seen:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>After mounting apprehension about the fear we are about to confront, somebody eventually has to respond to the scratching sound at the door and throw it open \u2014 only to reveal, before our terrified eyes \u2026 a ten-foot-bug!<\/p>\n<p>And no sooner do we register that fear \u2013 hairs standing erect on our necks, gooseflesh crawling up our arms \u2013 than we begin assessing and processing it; in an instant, an equal-and-opposite reaction sets in, tinged with disappointment: \u201cOh,\u201d we think. \u201cA ten-foot bug. That I can deal with. I was afraid it was going to be a hundred-foot bug!\u201d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>If we grew up in a society where concepts like animism, polytheism, and magic were part of the culture, deep practice wouldn\u2019t be so scary. Like our ancestors, we would learn from birth how to approach the Gods, how to interact with the fae, and how to work spells and charms.<\/p>\n<p>Sadly, we don\u2019t live in that society. Most of our neighbors ignore such concepts and beings, while those of us who are drawn to them are left trying to figure out where the boundaries are, what\u2019s a real risk, and what\u2019s a hundred-foot bug manufactured by our imagination.<\/p>\n<p>The best way to combat the fear of the unknown is to make it known. Read, study, and practice. Working in a group means you have other resources at hand \u2013 someone to say \u201cI don\u2019t think that bug is a hundred feet tall.\u201d If you can work with an experienced person, you\u2019ve got someone who can say \u201cI\u2019ve never seen a hundred-foot bug and the ten-foot bugs only hang out in certain areas that are easily avoided.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>But if you never open the door, you\u2019ll never know.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/243\/2017\/04\/08-094-Skara-Brae-600x300.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6304\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-6304\" src=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/243\/2017\/04\/08-094-Skara-Brae-600x300.jpg\" alt=\"08 094 Skara Brae 600x300\" width=\"600\" height=\"300\"><\/a><\/p>\n<h1>The monsters within<\/h1>\n<p>I believe the Gods and spirits are real, distinct, individual beings. Attempts to understand them in purely psychological terms are insufficient to explain my experiences and the experiences of many others. But that doesn\u2019t mean the psychological explanations of spirits and magic are completely wrong \u2013 they aren\u2019t.<\/p>\n<p>There are metaphorical monsters living inside each and every one of us. As much as we like to think we\u2019re good, compassionate, non-violent people, each of us has the capacity to do great evil \u2013 particularly <a href=\"http:\/\/www.baltimoresun.com\/news\/opinion\/oped\/bs-airport-inhumanity-20170206-story.html\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">when an authority figure tells us to do it<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Mostly we don\u2019t think about these things, and that\u2019s mostly a good idea. The New Age concept that what we dwell on we will manifest is more true than not. But like most everything else we don\u2019t like, ignoring them won\u2019t make them go away.<\/p>\n<p>In order to do deep spiritual work you must first know yourself. This is one of the reasons so many magical orders focus on self-discovery and self-development. Too many people never get past the emphasis on the self, but that\u2019s another rant for another day. When you examine your inner self, your deep self, you are likely to find monsters \u2013 and monsters are scary.<\/p>\n<p>Some people refuse to ever open that door. Some slam the door shut and go back to pretending they\u2019re made of nothing but light and love.<\/p>\n<p>I want to know what\u2019s living inside me. I want to know just what these monsters are. Some are my evolutionary heritage from <a href=\"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/johnbeckett\/2015\/01\/who-are-our-ancestors.html\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\">ancestors most ancient<\/a>. Some are the product of my upbringing and early childhood experiences. Some\u2026 some I don\u2019t know where they come from, I just know they\u2019re there.<\/p>\n<p>Some of these monsters can be reasoned with. Some can be healed. Some can be constrained with prayers and magic. With wise and diligent practice, we can keep our monsters from harming ourselves and others.<\/p>\n<p>And some I prefer to keep around. As much as we try to make the world a kinder, gentler place, it often isn\u2019t. There are times when monsters are necessary.<\/p>\n<p>But I can do none of that if I\u2019m afraid to take a cold hard look at the monsters within.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/243\/2017\/04\/10-170-Tomb-of-the-Eagles-600x300.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6305\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-6305\" src=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/243\/2017\/04\/10-170-Tomb-of-the-Eagles-600x300.jpg\" alt=\"10 170 Tomb of the Eagles 600x300\" width=\"600\" height=\"300\"><\/a><\/p>\n<h1>The monsters without<\/h1>\n<p>Some of the scary things we encounter in deeper practice are parts of ourselves. Some aren\u2019t.<\/p>\n<p>Over the past couple of years, I\u2019ve had first-hand encounters with Gods, ancestors, fae, spirits, and things I can\u2019t classify and won\u2019t try. I\u2019ve worked magic for a very long time\u00a0(even if I wouldn\u2019t have called it that at first) and I\u2019ve seen results I can\u2019t deny. I\u2019m to the point where it\u2019s easier to just go with it than try to rationalize it away\u2026 and I like it better that way anyway.<\/p>\n<p>But not all these experiences have been positive. Some have been rather unpleasant. Practice deeply enough for long enough and you come to the realization that where ever humans are in the grand scheme of things, it\u2019s not at the top. Even if the Gods are virtuous (and They are) They aren\u2019t particularly interested in your comfort and security.<\/p>\n<p>And there are plenty of beings out there that aren\u2019t nearly as virtuous as the Gods.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve done a lot of hiking over the course of my life. Some of it has been in relatively safe places, but some has been <a href=\"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/johnbeckett\/2016\/08\/the-magic-of-wild-places.html\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\">in wild places<\/a> where large and\/or carnivorous wild animals live. It can be dangerous wandering into bear or cougar territory.<\/p>\n<p>But these are also some of the most beautiful and magical places on Earth.<\/p>\n<p>If you know a bit about wild animals and you show them some respect, they\u2019ll mostly leave you alone. They won\u2019t be your teachers and they certainly won\u2019t be your servants, but they\u2019ll allow you to pass unmolested through their territory to do what you came to do.<\/p>\n<p>Some of the monsters without are like wild animals. Others are more like your next door neighbor who yells when your leaves blow into his yard, but who was quite friendly the time you brought him an apple pie. And others defy comparison.<\/p>\n<p>As with all relationships, our dealings with Otherworldly beings must be grounded in respect, reciprocity, and honor. Be impeccable with your word, and do not offer or promise what you cannot or will not do.<\/p>\n<p>If you practice deeply enough for long enough, you will encounter beings whose very presence will scare you. Let your fear teach you how to be a good explorer, not how to stay on the couch.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/243\/2017\/04\/GCG-2017-56-600x300.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6306\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-6306\" src=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/243\/2017\/04\/GCG-2017-56-600x300.jpg\" alt=\"GCG 2017 56 600x300\" width=\"600\" height=\"300\"><\/a><\/p>\n<h1>Here is the door<\/h1>\n<p>Another world is out there. If you\u2019ve read this far, you\u2019ve probably encountered it a time or two. Or perhaps you\u2019re starting to see an opening where there used to be a solid wall.<\/p>\n<p>There are scary things on the other side of that wall. There are also beautiful, powerful, and magical things\u2026 things that once seen cannot be unseen\u2026 things that will permanently change your ideas about the world and how it works.<\/p>\n<p>I cannot tell you to open the door. Some of you aren\u2019t interested in deeper practice. Some of you aren\u2019t ready for it\u2026 but when are any of us really ready for an Otherworldly experience? And some of you are afraid of the monsters that live in the depths. Your fears may be overblown, but they aren\u2019t groundless.<\/p>\n<p>But here is the door, waiting to be opened.<\/p>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Some aren\u2019t interested in deeper practice. 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