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I know, I kind of abandoned ship here for a while. I didn\u2019t mean to leave you hanging.<\/div>\n
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Katherine\u2019s death has taken me a lot longer to process than most things usually do. Maybe because it felt like a big final loss after a season of lots and lots of losses. Maybe because I have a tendency to want to see redemption here and now, to want to tie it all up in a neat little package, even though I know that His ways are not my ways and a \u201cgood ending\u201d is not always seen in this lifetime. Maybe because I feel that I should have some kind of understanding before I bear my heart to the world.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Friends, God is still good and God is still working. In a season of much loss and much hardship, He whispers, \u201cLook how far I have carried you. And still I go before you.\u201d<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
But trying to tell you where I am at right now feels a little like trying to serve grape juice as wine. Words on a screen feel like a cheap substitute, unable to capture the grace and the mercy that God has shown us during this season, unable to explain the nearness I have felt and the new ways the Father is revealing His heart to me.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
There is joy in this place. There is peace in this place. It is Jesus. He is very near to us. And I am writing it all down in hopes that one day soon I will again feel that it is time to share it with the world.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
But for now there is something very sacred about sharing my heart with Jesus only.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Thank you for those of you who continue to check in on us and who continue to pray. That you would sit before the Father on our behalf means more to me than I could ever tell you here. <\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Betty<\/a> is still living with us. She is a constant reminder of God\u2019s love to me. Health wise, she is recovering very slowly, but she knows the Savior and she is a fighter. She is full of joy, and it is our joy to care for her.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Simon<\/a> and his grandmother are also living with us while Simon gains weight and gets ready for another surgery. Simon\u2019s grandmother is darling and extremely devoted to caring for Simon. It is always a bit stretching to share our home with new people for an extended period of time, but I am thankful for the way the Father grows us in community, the way that He can turn strangers into family.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
The girls<\/a> are doing phenomenally well, growing like weeds and doing great in school. Watching them grow in their knowledge and love of the Lord is by far the best part of parenting. Without a doubt, parenting reveals to me more of my own depravity and more of my loving Father\u2019s heart than anything else ever could. I am humbled and grateful.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
To all who ask the question, \u201cAre you ok?\u201d The answer is a resounding \u201cYes.\u201d I am more in love with my Savior than I have ever been before. I pray that each day my love for Him would only grow. He is good to us, friends, and He doesn\u2019t ever, ever leave.<\/div>\n
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Thank you, again for your prayers and your love. I will be back soon. You can continue to keep up with Amazima here <\/a>in the mean time.<\/div>\n

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I know, I kind of abandoned ship here for a while. I didn’t mean to leave you hanging.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Katherine’s death has taken me a lot longer to process than most things usually do. Maybe because it felt like a big final loss after a season of lots and lots of losses. Maybe because I have a tendency to want to see redemption here and now, to want to tie it all up in a neat little package, even though I know that His ways are not my ways and a “good ending” is not always seen in this lifetime. Maybe because I feel that I should have some kind of understanding before I bear my heart to the world.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Friends, God is still good and God is still working. In a season of much loss and much hardship, He whispers, “Look how far I have carried you. And still I go before you.”<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
But trying to tell you where I am at right now feels a little like trying to serve grape juice as wine. Words on a screen feel like a cheap substitute, unable to capture the grace and the mercy that God has shown us during this season, unable to explain the nearness I have felt and the new ways the Father is revealing His heart to me.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
There is joy in this place. There is peace in this place. It is Jesus. He is very near to us. And I am writing it all down in hopes that one day soon I will again feel that it is time to share it with the world.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
But for now there is something very sacred about sharing my heart with Jesus only.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Thank you for those of you who continue to check in on us and who continue to pray. That you would sit before the Father on our behalf means more to me than I could ever tell you here. <\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Betty<\/a> is still living with us. She is a constant reminder of God’s love to me. Health wise, she is recovering very slowly, but she knows the Savior and she is a fighter. She is full of joy, and it is our joy to care for her.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Simon<\/a> and his grandmother are also living with us while Simon gains weight and gets ready for another surgery. Simon’s grandmother is darling and extremely devoted to caring for Simon. It is always a bit stretching to share our home with new people for an extended period of time, but I am thankful for the way the Father grows us in community, the way that He can turn strangers into family.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
The girls<\/a> are doing phenomenally well, growing like weeds and doing great in school. Watching them grow in their knowledge and love of the Lord is by far the best part of parenting. Without a doubt, parenting reveals to me more of my own depravity and more of my loving Father’s heart than anything else ever could. I am humbled and grateful.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
To all who ask the question, “Are you ok?” The answer is a resounding “Yes.” I am more in love with my Savior than I have ever been before. I pray that each day my love for Him would only grow. He is good to us, friends, and He doesn’t ever, ever leave.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Thank you, again for your prayers and your love. I will be back soon. You can continue to keep up with Amazima here <\/a>in the mean time.<\/div>\n

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I didn’t mean to leave you hanging.Katherine’s death has taken me a lot longer to process than most things usually do. Maybe because it felt like a big final loss after a season of lots and lots of losses. Maybe because I have a tendency to want to see redemption here and now, to want to tie it all up in a neat little package, even though I know that His ways are not my ways and a “good ending” is not always seen in this lifetime. Maybe because I feel that I should have some kind of understanding before I bear my heart to the world.Friends, God is still good and God is still working. In a season of much loss and much hardship, He whispers, “Look how far I have carried you. And still I go before you.”But trying to tell you where I am at right now feels a little like trying to serve grape juice as wine. Words on a screen feel like a cheap substitute, unable to capture the grace and the mercy that God has shown us during this season, unable to explain the nearness I have felt and the new ways the Father is revealing His heart to me.There is joy in this place. There is peace in this place. It is Jesus. He is very near to us. And I am writing it all down in hopes that one day soon I will again feel that it is time to share it with the world.But for now there is something very sacred about sharing my heart with Jesus only.Thank you for those of you who continue to check in on us and who continue to pray. That you would sit before the Father on our behalf means more to me than I could ever tell you here. Betty is still living with us. She is a constant reminder of God’s love to me. Health wise, she is recovering very slowly, but she knows the Savior and she is a fighter. She is full of joy, and it is our joy to care for her.Simon and his grandmother are also living with us while Simon gains weight and gets ready for another surgery. Simon’s grandmother is darling and extremely devoted to caring for Simon. It is always a bit stretching to share our home with new people for an extended period of time, but I am thankful for the way the Father grows us in community, the way that He can turn strangers into family.The girls are doing phenomenally well, growing like weeds and doing great in school. Watching them grow in their knowledge and love of the Lord is by far the best part of parenting. Without a doubt, parenting reveals to me more of my own depravity and more of my loving Father’s heart than anything else ever could. I am humbled and grateful.To all who ask the question, \"Are you ok?\" The answer is a resounding \"Yes.\" I am more in love with my Savior than I have ever been before. I pray that each day my love for Him would only grow. 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