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I grew up in a conservative homeschool family and religious community firmly ensconced in the Christian\u00a0Right. I was raised to be a culture warrior. I was raised to create change, to be a mover and a shaker. But only for the conservative side of things, of course, and there\u2019s the rub, because I\u2019m no longer conservative. My mother recently told me she thinks I should write historical children\u2019s books\u2014she\u2019s always suggesting\u00a0careers that she thinks\u00a0would allow me to work from\u00a0home and homeschool my children\u2014but she had a caveat. \u201cJust so long as you leave religion and politics out of them,\u201d she said. I almost laughed out loud.<\/p>\n

As a young teenager, I enjoyed writing fiction, including historical fiction. The story I developed most fully was set in the present. It was about a teenage boy who finds an island off the coast of the United States. In my story, this island is inhabited\u2014I\u2019m not even kidding\u2014by a community of large conservative Christian homeschooling families that fled the wickedness of the United States to establish a secret colony of sorts on an island that had somehow never landed on people\u2019s maps. I cringe when I think of the book, because its content consists primarily of painfully obvious religious and political platitudes.<\/p>\n

Still, there was a reason the book looked like that. I was raised to change the world<\/em>. I was explicitly taught that I, and my fellow Christian homeschoolers, had a mission to \u201cretake\u201d\u00a0the United States for Christ. I was taught (by Michael Farris of the Home School Legal Defense Association, among others) that our parents were the Moses generation, taking us out of Egypt and homeschooling us in the wilderness, and that we were the Joshua generation, tasked with retaking the promised land. When Farris founded Patrick Henry College, he strategically chose the majors he did so that we, the products of the Christian homeschool movement, could infiltrate and target\u00a0key areas of government and culture in our battle to remake the country in a Christian image.<\/p>\n

My parents were political as far back as I can remember. I walked in more parades than I can count, put up yard signs, worked the polls, attended rallies, and staffed phone banks. I spoke with reporters and we ran campaigns out of our home. My parents counted my work on various political campaigns for\u00a0high school government credit on my homeschool transcript. One year, I was a delegate at our\u00a0state convention for the Republican Party. Conservative officials at the state capital started referring to us as their local welcoming committee, because we were always there ready to show our support when they visited our area. I assumed I would always be in politics, most likely\u00a0as the wife of a political candidate.<\/p>\n

This was not accidental. My mother\u00a0sometimes told me that the reason she and my father\u00a0weren\u2019t out changing the world as missionaries, pastors, or politicians was that they were instead investing their time and energies in raising me and my burgeoning collection\u00a0of younger siblings to do those things. We<\/em> were to go out and change the world as missionaries, pastors, and politicians, with multiplied impact. But we had to be trained and prepared first, and that, of course, was why we were being homeschooled. Some of my siblings grumbled at this expectation, and checked out at an early age\u2014though they were still required to attend functions and participate in political activism. Me? I was excited. I was motivated. I was passionate.<\/p>\n

As a teen, I attended a number\u00a0of\u00a0conservative summer camps that touched on politics. I went to one anti-government summer camp<\/a> that consisted primarily of lectures\u00a0on the evils of environmentalism (a trumped up plot to control the world) and the failed socialism of programs\u00a0like Social Security. We used pebbles\u00a0to form\u00a0slogans like \u201cGet the U.S. out of the U.N.\u201d on the ground outside of our cabins to gain cabin inspection points. I also attended Constitutional Law Camp at Patrick Henry College. At one point during a session, Farris pointed to various sections of the room, waving his hands over us, and declared that those students over there would be Congressmen, someday, and those up in the front would be Supreme Court Justices, and so on. The messianic vision was strong and our mission was clear.<\/p>\n

It does something to you, when the weight of the world is put on your shoulders. You can no longer just stand back and let things happen. You feel responsible to fix injustice and actively work to make the world a better place.<\/p>\n

At this point, you can probably see why I almost laughed out loud when my mother suggested that I write historical children\u2019s books, but only if I\u00a0included no mention of religion or politics. She would never have suggested such a thing to me when I was a teen, nor would I have considered it if she had. I did think about writing, sometimes, even about writing historical fiction, but my writing would have been religious and political of necessity. I was taught, after all, that I was to use my talents and skills to change the world\u2014to win converts and to sway the public, to restore the United States to its (at least partially fictional) Christian, small-government past. To write a piece of fiction, especially historical fiction, without any mention of religion or politics would have been almost blasphemous.<\/p>\n

In 2008, the Obama campaign somehow ended up with my parents\u2019 home phone number. I was no longer living at home, but it\u2019s theoretically possible that I may have put that phone number on a form I filled out with them. I got a cell phone comparatively late, and was still in college at the time. And so it happened that the Obama campaign called my parents\u2019 home and asked for me. And that is how my parents learned that my politics had changed. In the eight years since then I\u2019ve become increasingly willing to voice my progressive politics\u00a0on social media, and, sometimes, in conversations with my parents. I\u2019ve also informed\u00a0my parents that I attend a Unitarian Universalist Church (I wouldn\u2019t have told them, except that they had<\/em> to keep asking about church attendance).<\/p>\n

It seems my parents\u2019 desire that I be a culture changer was conditional on my sharing their<\/em> view of what our culture should be. I\u2019m not surprised, really. Still, it\u2019s fascinating to see it laid out that way\u2014we know we raised you to be a culture changer, but now that you\u2019re all progressive and such, we\u2019d prefer that\u00a0you stay silent on religious and political issues,<\/em> thanks<\/em>. I\u2019m sorry, but it doesn\u2019t work that way.<\/p>\n

I still have the weight of the world on my shoulders. I still feel responsible to fix injustice and actively work to make the world a better place. I can\u2019t just turn that off.<\/p>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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