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Since we\u2019ve had a such an interesting discussion on hospitality<\/a> over the past few days, my mind is still stuck there. This morning, thanks to my watermelon head (horray for antibiotics! it will end soon!), I\u2019ve been awake since 4:30, reading Henri Nouwen\u2019s book, Lifesigns<\/em><\/a>.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m really comforted by Nouwen\u2019s description of the work done at L\u2019Arche, a network of small homes for mentally and physically handicapped people, in which nonhandicapped assistants spend their days caring for, loving, and living with those in need. Lifesigns<\/em> was born out of Nouwen\u2019s time at L\u2019Arche. \u00a0At the close of a chapter on \u201cIntimacy and Solidarity,\u201d Nouwen reflects on the thought that perhaps his friend Jean, who founded L\u2019Arche, and his coworkers could use their time (and really their lives) more efficiently by doing something else with their talents and education.<\/p>\n

The thought struck me because I\u2019ve struggled in the same way about my time home with August:\u00a0 Is it selfish,<\/em> I\u2019ve wondered, in a world of so much pain and brokenness, for me to give all my time to one person?<\/em><\/p>\n

As a Christian who believes we have all been called to sacrifice our time and use our talents toward bringing peace and justice and hope to those around us, it\u2019s a struggle to know the answer to that question. I know that having young children is really only a short season of life, but I fear that if I spend these years devoted only to them, I will become a mother unable to see a world outside of them.<\/p>\n

Here\u2019s what Nouwen says: \u201cWhile the needs of the world clamor for our attention, hundreds of capable, intelligent men and women spend their time, feeding broken people, helping them walk, just being with them, and giving them the small comfort of a loving word, a gentle touch, or an encouraging smile. To anyone trying to succeed in our society, which is oriented toward efficiency and control, these people are wasting their time. What they do is highly inefficient, unsuccessful, and even useless\u201d (36).<\/p>\n

Doesn\u2019t that sound like the same could be said of stay-at-home mothers? Loving, feeding, comforting? Doing a job that is \u201caccepted\u201d by our society but, for the most part, seen as a wasteful use of education, talents and opportunities? And, honestly, as much as I\u2019ve loved staying home with my son, I\u2019m afraid that\u2019s the view I\u2019ve often had of myself. I, like you, am someone with education and gifts. Have I viewed this time at home as inefficient?<\/p>\n

Nouwen adds, \u201cJean Vanier, however, believes that in this useless work for the poor the truth of God\u2019s perfect love for all people is revealed\u201d (36). It\u2019s all about perspective, right? For every grilled cheese I cut into bite sized pieces, every nasty diaper I change, every Erik Carle book I read for fifth time today, what I\u2019m doing is bigger than caring for a single person in a world of many needy people. What I\u2019m doing is revealing the truth of God\u2019s perfect love to August, to myself, and maybe to a world bigger than the two of us.<\/p>\n

So maybe my calling to hospitality takes place first in my home, when I sacrifice my education and my \u201cpotential\u201d for sake of making a home, \u201cwelcoming\u201d August into this world.<\/p>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"