{"id":1586,"date":"2008-04-15T07:15:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-15T07:15:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/monkeymind\/2008\/04\/spontaneous-me\/"},"modified":"2011-11-01T15:13:18","modified_gmt":"2011-11-01T19:13:18","slug":"spontaneous-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/monkeymind\/2008\/04\/spontaneous-me.html","title":{"rendered":"Spontaneous Me"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><p><a href=\"https:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/_niPwTW3rBbU\/SASPItQPgjI\/AAAAAAAAA2w\/e8cm_RiS7Zw\/s1600-h\/WhitmanWalt.jpg\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px;float: right;cursor: pointer\" src=\"https:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/_niPwTW3rBbU\/SASPItQPgjI\/AAAAAAAAA2w\/e8cm_RiS7Zw\/s400\/WhitmanWalt.jpg\" alt=\"\" border=\"0\"><\/a><br><span style=\"font-size:130%\"><span style=\"font-weight: bold;font-style: italic\">Spontaneous Me  <br><\/span><\/span> <br><a href=\"http:\/\/www.whitmanarchive.org\/\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><span style=\"font-style: italic\">Walt Whitman<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Spontaneous me, Nature, <br>The loving day, the mounting sun, the friend I am happy with, <br>The arm of my friend hanging idly over my shoulder, <br>The hill-side whiten\u2019d with blossoms of the mountain ash, <br>The same, late in autumn\u2014the hues of red, yellow, drab, purple, and light and dark green,<br>The rich coverlid of the grass\u2014animals and birds\u2014the private untrimm\u2019d bank\u2014<br>    the primitive apples\u2014the pebble-stones, <br>Beautiful dripping fragments\u2014the negligent list of one after another, as I happen to call<br>    them to me, or think of them, <br>The real poems, (what we call poems being merely pictures,) <br>The poems of the privacy of the night, and of men like me, <br>This poem, drooping shy and unseen, that I always carry, and that all men carry,<br>(Know, once for all, avow\u2019d on purpose, wherever are men like me, are our lusty, lurking,<br>    masculine poems;) <br>Love-thoughts, love-juice, love-odor, love-yielding, love-climbers, and the climbing sap, <br>Arms and hands of love\u2014lips of love\u2014phallic thumb of love\u2014breasts of<br>    love\u2014bellies press\u2019d and glued together with love, <br>Earth of chaste love\u2014life that is only life after love, <br>The body of my love\u2014the body of the woman I love\u2014the body of the man\u2014the body of<br>    the earth,<br>Soft forenoon airs that blow from the south-west, <br>The hairy wild-bee that murmurs and hankers up and down\u2014that gripes the full-grown<br>    lady-flower, curves upon her with amorous firm legs, takes his will of her, and holds himself<br>    tremulous and tight till he is satisfied, <br>The wet of woods through the early hours, <br>Two sleepers at night lying close together as they sleep, one with an arm slanting down across<br>    and below the waist of the other, <br>The smell of apples, aromas from crush\u2019d sage-plant, mint, birch-bark,<br>The boy\u2019s longings, the glow and pressure as he confides to me what he was dreaming, <br>The dead leaf whirling its spiral whirl, and falling still and content to the ground, <br>The no-form\u2019d stings that sights, people, objects, sting me with, <br>The hubb\u2019d sting of myself, stinging me as much as it ever can any one, <br>The sensitive, orbic, underlapp\u2019d brothers, that only privileged feelers may be intimate where<br>they are,<br>The curious roamer, the hand, roaming all over the body\u2014the bashful withdrawing of flesh<br>    where the fingers soothingly pause and edge themselves, <br>The limpid liquid within the young man, <br>The vexed corrosion, so pensive and so painful, <br>The torment\u2014the irritable tide that will not be at rest, <br>The like of the same I feel\u2014the like of the same in others,<br>The young man that flushes and flushes, and the young woman that flushes and flushes, <br>The young man that wakes, deep at night, the hot hand seeking to repress what would master<br>    him; The mystic amorous night\u2014the strange half-welcome pangs, visions, sweats, <br>The pulse pounding through palms and trembling encircling fingers\u2014the young man all color\u2019d,<br>    red, ashamed, angry; <br>The souse upon me of my lover the sea, as I lie willing and naked,<br>The merriment of the twin-babes that crawl over the grass in the sun, the mother never turning<br>    her vigilant eyes from them, <br>The walnut-trunk, the walnut-husks, and the ripening or ripen\u2019d long-round walnuts; <br>The continence of vegetables, birds, animals, <br>The consequent meanness of me should I skulk or find myself indecent, while birds and animals<br>    never once skulk or find themselves indecent; <br>The great chastity of paternity, to match the great chastity of maternity,<br>The oath of procreation I have sworn\u2014my Adamic and fresh daughters, <br>The greed that eats me day and night with hungry gnaw, till I saturate what shall produce boys to<br>    fill my place when I am through, <br>The wholesome relief, repose, content; <br>And this bunch, pluck\u2019d at random from myself; <br>It has done its work\u2014I tossed it carelessly to fall where it may.<\/p>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\" src=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/tracker\/33904114-8640703853673350362?l=monkeymindonline.blogspot.com\" alt=\"\"><\/div>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Spontaneous Me Walt Whitman Spontaneous me, Nature, The loving day, the 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