{"id":2012,"date":"2006-10-07T11:59:00","date_gmt":"2006-10-07T11:59:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/monkeymind\/2006\/10\/rumination-of-a-bad-back\/"},"modified":"2011-11-01T15:16:23","modified_gmt":"2011-11-01T19:16:23","slug":"rumination-of-a-bad-back","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/monkeymind\/2006\/10\/rumination-of-a-bad-back.html","title":{"rendered":"Rumination of a bad back"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><p>As those who have to hear me go on know I have a \u201cbad back.\u201d I suffer from a variety of things which include degenerative disc disease and arthritis. It makes me wish there were a personal divinity as I have lots to complain about \u2013 and the human back being fairly high on that list.<\/p>\n<p>For the last several weeks I\u2019ve been enveloped in a condition I call \u201cwonky,\u201d where there\u2019s a deep chronic pain, probably at least in part an inflamation that\u2019s a pre-condition for what I call \u201cgoing out.\u201d Going out being a time when I cannot move without excruciating pain. It passes with bed rest. (There was the time I suffered a herniation \u2013 but I love to tell that one in too great detail, so I\u2019ll let it pass for the nonce\u2026)<\/p>\n<p>I know the condition is aggrevated by my being overweight and sedentary. So, there\u2019s a bit of guilt mixed in with self-pity at these times. But currently, mainly I\u2019m just deeply annoyed.<\/p>\n<p>I was supposed to attend a North American <a href=\"http:\/\/www.szba.org\/\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Soto Zen Buddhist<\/a> conference where a paper I had a hand in writing was being discussed.<\/p>\n<p>But my condition precluded the flight from Chicago not to mention the drive to Zen Mountain Monastery where the conference was being held.<\/p>\n<p>On the other hand my inforced non-action has been leading to some delicious moments of reading. I\u2019ve just completed re-reading Carl Bielefeldt\u2019s <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ucpress.edu\/books\/pages\/2199.html\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\">Dogen\u2019s Manuals of Zen Meditation<\/a>. (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.thezensite.com\/ZenBookReviews\/DogenManualofZen.htm\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">here\u2019s a good review<\/a>) I know from the dogearing and the marginal notes I\u2019d read it before. But it seemed a whole new book this time around. For those interested in the niceties of Zen meditation it is an astonishing resource. I\u2019m following up right now (well, as soon as I end this check in) with Steven Heine\u2019s <a href=\"http:\/\/www.us.oup.com\/us\/catalog\/general\/subject\/ReligionTheology\/Buddhism\/?view=usa&amp;ci=9780195305920\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Did Dogen Go to China?<\/a> It looks to cover some of the same ground but from Heine\u2019s distinctive perspective. I have little doubt I\u2019ll enjoy it\u2026<\/p>\n<p>That and NPR and flipping through the channels of the apartment\u2019s TV seem to be destined to be my major occupations for the weekend.<\/p>\n<p>Ah, sabbatical!<\/p>\n<p>(as that wise person said, the only problem with privilege is that everyone doesn\u2019t get it\u2026)<\/p>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\" src=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/tracker\/33904114-116023801874902930?l=monkeymindonline.blogspot.com\" alt=\"\"><\/div>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As those who have to hear me go on know I have a \u201cbad back.\u201d I suffer from a variety of things which include degenerative disc disease and arthritis. 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