{"id":869,"date":"2012-03-15T15:52:15","date_gmt":"2012-03-15T21:52:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/michellevanloon.com\/?p=869"},"modified":"2012-03-15T15:52:15","modified_gmt":"2012-03-15T21:52:15","slug":"falling-upward-chapter-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/pilgrimsroadtrip\/2012\/03\/falling-upward-chapter-6\/","title":{"rendered":"Falling Upward, Chapter 6"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<\/head>

I\u2019m blogging through Father Richard Rohr\u2019s Falling Upward: A Spirituality Through The Two Halves Of Life<\/a><\/strong>. Even if you haven\u2019t read the book, please stick around and join the conversation here if you\u2019re facing a mid-life transition. Father Rohr offers us all some meaty food for thought. <\/em><\/p>\n

Here are links to my previous posts in the series:\u00a0<\/em> Intro<\/a> \u2014 Chapter 1<\/a> \u2014 Chapter 2<\/a> \u2014 Chapter 3<\/a> \u2014Chapter 4<\/a><\/em> \u2013 Chapter 5<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n

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Chapter 6 is titled \u201cNecessary Suffering\u201d, and offers a discussion about the role suffering plays in our human development. \u201cIronically, this refusal of necessary pain of being human brings to the person ten times more suffering in the long run,\u201d Rohr writes. Suffering is a crucible that clarifies our inner lives. \u201cBefore the truth \u2018sets you free\u2019, it tends to make you miserable.\u201d<\/p>\n

He doesn\u2019t make a distinction between the kind of suffering that accompanies dying to oneself versus, say, suffering that accompanies injustice or illness. Perhaps it is because these kinds of suffering can do the same kind of work in our lives as the loss that comes with change. There can be a lot of overlap, but I think the chapter could use some discussion about the kinds of suffering that introduce us to the crucible in addition to the useful discussion Rohr does offer us about suffering\u2019s purpose in our lives.<\/p>\n

His own Catholic faith has been that crucible for Rohr. Though he\u2019s also been a vocal critic of his own faith family, he also realizes that his struggle with the Church has helped him to fully integrate and internalize the \u201cincarnational mysticism\u201d he\u2019s discovered at the core of the Catholic worldview.<\/p>\n

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\u201cThe pedestrian and everyday church has remained a cauldron of transformation for me by holding me inside both the dark and the light side of almost everything, and by teaching me nondualistic thinking to survive. It has also shown me that neither I nor the churches themselves really live much of the real Gospel \u2013 at least enough to actually change our present lifestystyles! It is just too big a message. Refusing to split and deny reality keeps me in regular touch with my own shadow self, and much more patient with the rather evident shadow of the church. I see the exact same patterns in every other group, so my own home base is as good a place to learn shadow boxing as anywhere else, and often better than most.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Nature portrays the process of \u201cnecessary suffering\u201d for us, if only we\u2019ll have eyes to see: death that accompanies a change of seasons, the number of seedlings launched into the wind that never become trees,\u00a0 Yet most people deny the necessary suffering that accompanies change. You can see this denial at work in both institutions and in individuals. Rohr notes that even if people say \u2018no\u2019 to the pain of change, he trust in the God who waits and empowers free will and a free \u2018yes\u2019. \u201cIn a certain but real sense, the church itself is the first cross that Jesus is crucified on, as we limit, mangle, and try to control the always too big message\u2026.I am without a doubt a microcosm of this universal church.\u201d<\/p>\n

Rohr shifts then to a discussion about what it means to hate our famil<\/a>y, and how this \u201chate\u201d relates to the Fourth Commandmen<\/a>t. This commandment is necessary for the first half of life, he notes, and it can be possible for the whole of our lives. However, in an interesting application of the inherent tension between these two Bible passages, Rohr explains that many people are restrained from growth in the second half of their lives by the \u201cpious, immature, or rigid expectations of their first-half-of-life family.\u201d<\/p>\n

It isn\u2019t just family that restrains us, Rohr notes. It is our peer group and our society. \u201cWithout very real inner work, most folks never move beyond it\u2026To move beyond family-of-origin stuff, local church stuff, cultural stuff, flag-and-country stuff is a path few of us follow and with integrity.\u201d Leaving home (the home of our first half), helps us find home.<\/p>\n

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\u201cYour false self is your role, title, and personal image that is largely a creation of your own mind and attachments. it will and must die in exact correlation to how much you want the Real.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

\"\"<\/a>Losing that false self is the reason for the necessary suffering so that we can find \u201c\u2018the pearl of great price\u2019 hidden inside this lovely but passing shell\u201d.<\/p>\n

Even if I am certain I\u2019ve left behind my family of origin, I am amazed at how some of my childhood story has bubbled to the surface in recent years. I can attribute some of this to the deaths of both of my parents. But I think there is something more than this, something that has more to do with the falling upward of the second half of life. Am I the person my childhood experiences told me I was?<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve been surprised to discover that some of what I\u2019d long discarded from those experiences as I entered my first adulthood needs to be welcomed into my second adulthood identity \u2013 but a whole lot more of that first adulthood needs to be honored, then left behind as a husk. A good counselor and a few prayerful friends have been a help in figuring out which is baby and which is bathwater, which is Real and which is only a shadow.<\/p>\n

I want the Real.<\/p>\n

Note: If you\u2019re enjoying this discussion, you might want to visit \u201cThe Rest Of The Story\u201d blog<\/a>, where Angie is also blogging her way through Falling Upward.<\/em><\/p>\n

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