{"id":5189,"date":"2016-08-24T18:17:56","date_gmt":"2016-08-24T23:17:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/admin.patheos.com\/blogs\/rhetoricraceandreligion\/?p=5189"},"modified":"2016-08-24T18:17:56","modified_gmt":"2016-08-24T23:17:56","slug":"hello-my-name-is-randall-and-i-am-a-racist","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/rhetoricraceandreligion\/2016\/08\/hello-my-name-is-randall-and-i-am-a-racist.html","title":{"rendered":"Hello, My Name is Randall and I am a Racist"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/543\/2015\/11\/racism.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-4312\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-4312\" src=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/543\/2015\/11\/racism-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"racism\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\"><\/a>by Randall Mullins<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">A friend of mine decided to begin a group to talk about racism in his church and modeled it after \u00a0Alcoholics Anonymous\/Twelve-Step \u00a0groups in which members begin meetings by saying \u201cmy name is ____ and I am an alcoholic.\u201d Twelve-step folks gather around common powerlessness, failures and heal by speaking the truth about their lives. In my friend\u2019s group people introduce themselves by saying \u201cmy name is ______ and I am a racist.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">At this time in my life I do not know one white person who wants to be known as a racist.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In my life one of the things I feel some pride about is the way in which I have tried over some decades now to practice racial understanding and racial integration. Although I was raised in an environment of overt racism, I have not felt myself to be a racist since about 1968 when I was in college in Memphis during the sanitation strike and the death of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. But since 2010 some new realizations have had a strong impact on me, especially after Ferguson, Cleveland, Charleston, Baton Rouge\u2026\u2026and all the rest.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I am not racist in the extreme sense of white supremacy movements who believe some races of people are superior to others. I consider myself to be a racist now in that I live in a society where systemic racism exists everywhere. I live within that system. As a white man I live with privilege that I seldom think of as privilege. I do not know what it is like to be black in America. I have been reminded a \u00a0of unconscious biases that I carry in this environment and I now assume the there are many more of which I remain unaware.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I am aware now of how much (mostly unconscious) effort I have given over the years to being sure to drop phrases or names in some situations to give evidence that I am not a racist. Sometimes I felt a special need for this when in the presence of African American friends. I have a few who have been willing to gently point out that this was not very authentic. My work on this goes on. I proceed with compassion for myself, a sense of humor and the liberating awareness that people can change. I also feel a growing sense of horror about the reality that<\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/sojo.net\/articles\/remembering-trayvon\/racism-americas-original-sin\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> \u201cthe United States of America was established as a white society, founded upon the genocide of another race and then the enslavement of yet another.\u201d<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> \u00a0It is now very clear to me that the domination that began with slavery has not ended but has simply taken on new forms in each generation until the present, such as massive incarceration of black Americans and the widespread violence against African Americans by many law enforcement officers.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I believe the words, \u201cyou shall know the truth and the truth will make you free.\u201d Naming and accepting the kind of racism that still live in my consciousness (and lack thereof) is liberating for me. I am aware of how much energy I have spent over the years trying to be sure that people knew I was not a racist. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">So, my name is Randall and I am a racist. White supremacy remains the soup in which our country swims and off of which white America continues to feed. I partake of that soup daily.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">There now, the truth is out. That wasn\u2019t so bad. Now I can move on with a lighter load. Now I can find good company and and good work to do with those who are also finding ways to tell the truth about racism in America.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Randall Mullins is the co-founder of the<\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/lynchingsitesmem\/?fref=ts\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> Lynching Sites Project<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> in Memphis, Tennessee<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><b>Donate to the Work of R3<\/b><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Like the work we do at Rhetoric Race and Religion? Please consider helping us continue to do this work. All donations are tax-deductible through Gifts of Life Ministries\/G\u2019Life Outreach, a 501(c)(3) tax exempt organization, and our fiscal sponsor. Any donation helps. 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