{"id":760,"date":"1982-12-04T16:56:38","date_gmt":"1982-12-04T21:56:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tmatt.client.activelamp.com\/?page_id=760"},"modified":"2013-03-07T11:59:28","modified_gmt":"2013-03-07T16:59:28","slug":"why-i-am-no-longer-a-southern-baptist","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/tmatt\/terry-mattinglys-magazine-freelance-archives\/why-i-am-no-longer-a-southern-baptist\/","title":{"rendered":"Why I Am No Longer A Southern Baptist (1982)"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><p><em>Giving the Saints the Right to Vote<\/em><\/p>\n<p>By Anonymous<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"dropcap\">S<\/span>everal weeks ago, I burned a bridge in my head<br>\nand in my heart. I made a decision that only sounds simple. I have decided that<br>\nI will never join another Southern Baptist church.<\/p>\n<p>Being a Southern Baptist has always been a major part \u2014 perhaps the major<br>\npart \u2014 of my sense of identity. I am a Southern Baptist preacher\u2019s kid. I am a<br>\ngraduate of the world\u2019s largest Southern Baptist university. I was ordained a<br>\ndeacon in a Southern Baptist church while in my mid-20s.<\/p>\n<p>Not long ago, I returned to Baylor University in Waco, Texas. While walking<br>\naround the campus, I felt like I might as well have been at Brigham Young<br>\nUniversity.<\/p>\n<p>In the years since I left Waco, I have changed and Baylor has changed. I<br>\nexpected that. But, during my short visit, another set of feelings washed over<br>\nme. By Southern Baptist standards, Baylor is an open \u2014 and to use an SBC buzz<br>\nword \u2014 \u201cmoderate\u201d campus.<\/p>\n<p>What I was feelings was stronger than the musings of a disenchanted graduate<br>\nwishing for a return to the good old days. I realized that if I was rejecting<br>\nBaylor, and Baylor rejecting me, then I was much further out of the mainstream<br>\nof Southern Baptist life than I had ever dreamed. I asked myself, \u201cIf<br>\nBaylor is left of center in the SBC, where does that leave me?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I began to try to fit my thoughts and feelings into some kind of mental and<br>\nemotional structure.<\/p>\n<p>What was I really feeling? What is \u2014 what will always be \u2014 most important<br>\nto me as a Christian? At some point could my struggles against the majority in<br>\nthe Southern Baptist Convention hinder me, or warp me, as a Christian?<\/p>\n<p>First of all, I have decided that there are a number of religious and social<br>\ncauses that will always be important to me: the equality of women and men,<br>\ncivil rights, hunger in the United States and abroad, the environment, a<br>\nconcept of economics that does not worship capitalism as a god, a view of<br>\nchurch-state relations that accepts religious liberty as a given, a bilateral<br>\nfreeze on nuclear weapons, free speech. I am on the opposite side of the front<br>\nfrom the vast majority of Southern Baptists on these issues.<\/p>\n<p>I love the arts and feel uncomfortable in a denomination that distrusts<br>\nartistic people because their messages are often subtle.<\/p>\n<p>In the past decade, I have been influenced the most by great Christian<br>\nwriters such as C.S. Lewis, Garry Wills, Martin E. Marty, Frederich Buechner,<br>\nAndrew M. Greeley, Madeleine L\u2019Engle, J.R.R. Tolkein, Charles Williams and<br>\nDorothy Day. There are no Southern Baptists in that list.<\/p>\n<p>Many of the Baptists I most admire are people who were, or are, happy being<br>\nrenegades. Many are no ex-Baptists.<\/p>\n<p>I am tired of being in a proud, defiant, rejected minority of people who<br>\nbelieve they are the \u201conly true Baptists left.\u201d I want to be in a<br>\nchurch in which I fit in, in which I can focus on the positive.<\/p>\n<p>And maybe I\u2019m not even a \u201ctrue Baptist.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I am wedded for life to liturgical worship \u2014 both in music and in the<br>\nliturgy, itself. I see worship as praise to God and a source of spiritual<br>\nstrength that leads to personal evangelism, behavior based on a Christian<br>\nconcept of living unselfishly for others and the creation of that strange web<br>\nof lives that we call the church.<\/p>\n<p>Spiritual pep rallies turn me off. I get angry when I hear the kind of<br>\npulpit evangelism that crushes personalities and emotions under a steamroller<br>\nof jargon. Emotion plays a valid role in faith and in conversion, but does it<br>\nalways have to be linked to simplistic, high-volume sermons? I don\u2019t think<br>\nso.<\/p>\n<p>I also have to admit that I am no longer happiest when worshipping in<br>\n\u201cmoderate\u201d Southern Baptist churches, where religious symbolism and<br>\ncenturies of church tradition are kind of hinted at during festive parts of the<br>\nchurch year \u2014 just touched lightly, like a frying pan that is too hot to<br>\nreally grab and hold.<\/p>\n<p>On top of that, I have begun to doubt the radical individualism that is at<br>\nthe heart of Baptist thought \u2014 fundamentalist, conservative and moderate. I do<br>\nnot love freedom for its own sake. Knowing that I can believe whatever I want<br>\nto believe and not be kicked out of the Southern Baptist Convention is no<br>\nlonger enough for me.<\/p>\n<p>Let me be clear. The concept of the \u201cpriesthood of every believer\u201d<br>\nis very important to me. However, I have decided that Baptists\u2019 historical fear<br>\nof church tradition and creeds has had at least one bad side effect. Since<br>\nBaptists have few, if any, accepted or articulated tenets, there are few<br>\ntraditions to discuss, interpret and defend.<\/p>\n<p>When SBC moderates protested efforts to promote mandated prayers in public<br>\nschools or to slap controls on seminaries, there were few \u2014 if any \u2014 defenses<br>\nto fall back on.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSouthern Baptists have always believed like I believe,\u201d rings<br>\nhollow. Moderates were on the same thin ice that the fundamentalists were on<br>\nwhen they claimed that the \u201cmajority of Southern Baptists have always<br>\nbelieved in the inerrancy of the Bible.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Says who?<\/p>\n<p>What authority do those statements have?<\/p>\n<p>Southern Baptists are left with a kind of informal, sociological creed.<\/p>\n<p>This creed of \u201cwhat is or isn\u2019t done\u201d can become a kind of baptism<br>\nof the lowest common denominator. Southern Baptist church tradition is usually<br>\nwhatever is popular at the moment in the nation\u2019s biggest SBC churches.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe Church\u201d ends up being viewed in terms of American,<br>\nupper-middle-class, usually white suburban norms. With very few exceptions, the<br>\nmembers of the SBC\u2019s denominational \u201ccloud of witnesses\u201d have been<br>\ninformally canonized in post-1950s America.<\/p>\n<p>In a denomination based on a casual form of majority rule, the saints do not<br>\nhave the right to vote.<\/p>\n<p>Thus, Southern Baptist life has become dominated by the latest charts on<br>\nstatistical growth. A simple truth has emerged: it is impossible to out-baptize<br>\nhuge churches based on a glossed- over view of the recent past that puts the<br>\nGood News in the hands of an authoritarian minister who claims God has told him<br>\nhow to solve all of his church members\u2019 problems.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut,\u201d I hear myself saying again and again, \u201cI have been a<br>\nmember of SBC churches that were not like that!\u201d And that is true.<br>\nIndividual congregations can do many wonderful things. They can also be cut off<br>\nfrom the flow of Baptist life.<\/p>\n<p>Many moderate Baptists have encouraged me to stand and fight for change. The<br>\nfew liberal Baptists I know have told me not to care so much about what the<br>\ndenomination does. Baptist congregations are absolutely free, they stress.<br>\n\u201cForget what those yahoos do at the national convention,\u201d they<br>\nsay.<\/p>\n<p>I know that in the future, some SBC congregations and individuals will<br>\nchoose to remain free and will be happy doing so. However, with the continuing<br>\nrapid growth of the SBC in the more conservative parts of the Southwest, I am<br>\nconvinced that the swing to the right that started in the Houston and St. Louis<br>\nconventions will continue and have lasting effects on the national, state and<br>\nmaybe even associational levels.<\/p>\n<p>If I am going to be in a church that has a creed, I would rather have the<br>\nNicene Creed than one written in Del City, Okla.<\/p>\n<p>Also, I have to be honest and admit that I do not believe in the inerrancy<br>\nof the Bible, at least as that term is defined by today\u2019s Southern Baptist<br>\nleaders. The Bible is a book that is both human and divine, carrying a message<br>\nthat is both inspired and authoritative. But the words in the Bible are not the<br>\nWord. Jesus Christ is the incarnation, not the Bible. The words of the Bible<br>\nare like waves moving out from that event \u2014 tied to it, part of it, but not to<br>\nbe confused with the event itself.<\/p>\n<p>So I have grown tired of the current infighting in the SBC.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes, no, most of the time, I feel as if the Southern Baptist<br>\nConvention has cut itself off from the rest of Christ\u2019s Church. Year after<br>\nyear, SBC leaders make thinly-veiled (or in the case of Bailey Smith, obvious)<br>\nattacks on the worship and traditions of other denominations. There is no sense<br>\nof humility in these attacks. There is no sense that if the SBC can teach other<br>\nchurches lessons on evangelism and church growth, then perhaps other churches<br>\ncan teach the SBC about social justice, prayer or beauty in worship.<\/p>\n<p>I feel it is time to move to a church I can celebrate. I know I cannot<br>\nexpect to find a perfect tradition or denomination. I don\u2019t think that I\u2019m<br>\nbeing naive.<\/p>\n<p>Still, I feel the need to move on. It is my response to a Christ that I<br>\nbelieve wants me to get on with the business of worship, service and witness. I<br>\nam very, very tired of fighting.<\/p>\n<hr noshade>\n<p>The author, a life-long Southern Baptist, requested anonymity for the sake<br>\nof family.<\/p>\n<h3>A 1995 POSTLUDE: For online friends<\/h3>\n<p>This article was written in spring of 1983, about the time that my wife,<br>\nDebra, and I left the Myers Park Baptist Church in Charlotte, N.C., one of the<br>\nfew Baptist congregations in the world that can accurately be called<br>\n\u201cliberal,\u201d and began attending St. Mark\u2019s Episcopal Church. We left<br>\nMyers Baptist Baptist, in large part, due to a conflict over the church\u2019s<br>\nproclamation of universalism.<\/p>\n<p>It really took me back, typing this text into my computer this morning. Many<br>\nsections are stunningly ironic, in light of recent years in the Episcopal<br>\nChurch. \u201cI am very, very tired of fighting,\u201d indeed.<\/p>\n<p>I have chosen to change two references in this article, for the sake of<br>\nclarity.<\/p>\n<p>In the original text, the list of social causes in the ninth paragraph began<br>\nwith the word \u201cfeminism.\u201d Why did I change this? At that time, I had<br>\nno idea about the various schools of feminism \u2014 gender vs. economic vs.<br>\nwhatever. At no point in my life could I have been considered a gender feminist<br>\nand the same is true of Debra. By the way, it was in 1980 or so that my views<br>\non abortion began to change, as I was exposed to the views of conservative<br>\nliturgical Christians and to the views of the pro-life left.<\/p>\n<p>Also, note this sentence near the end: \u201cI have to be honest and admit<br>\nthat I do not believe in the inerrancy of the Bible, at least as that term is<br>\ndefined by today\u2019s Southern Baptist leaders.\u201d The second half of this<br>\nsentence is new.<\/p>\n<p>Why? At the time I wrote this article, I had only heard the term<br>\n\u201cbiblical inerrancy\u201d defined by leaders on the right and left wings<br>\nof SBC life, in clashes that focused on issues of history and science. Since<br>\nthen, I have been exposed to the views of many others \u2014 such as Dr. Kenneth<br>\nKantzer, or the Anglican theologian J.I. Packer \u2014 who use different<br>\ndefinitions of biblical inerrancy that stress doctrine and context. I felt I<br>\nmust clarify this sentence, since I didn\u2019t know enough about what I was talking<br>\nabout, at that time.<\/p>\n<p>One final note: It is very ironic that my upbringing in Southern Baptist<br>\nlife had left me cut off from mainstream evangelical life and thought, as well<br>\nas that in historic churches. In the past, Southern Baptists have been pretty<br>\nmuch a kingdom unto themselves \u2014 cut off from everyone. This is changing. In<br>\nthe years since writing this, I have found numerous evangelical writers whose<br>\nnames I would quickly add to the list of those who have most influenced me.<br>\nStill, C.S. 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