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<\/a><\/p>\nIt\u2019s not something that I particularly wish to dwell upon.<\/p>\n
But it\u2019s unavoidable. It\u2019s pervasive.<\/p>\n
And it\u2019s real.<\/p>\n
It touches each of us in some way. Sometimes measured in smaller or larger degrees of connectedness to others, sometimes\u00a0reaching down and disemboweling\u00a0the remains of\u00a0our own lacerated core.<\/p>\n
This isn\u2019t at all about the ordinary sadness that we sometimes feel\u00a0when life disappoints, or when our emotions sometimes get away from us, seemingly infused with a life of their own.<\/p>\n
No.<\/p>\n
For some, there are always valleys but never mountains. One depression following closely upon the heels of the next.<\/p>\n
Morning carries with it no freedom.<\/p>\n
There will be no relief from the day\u2019s worries and anxieties. No relief even from the physical and mental exhaustion of simply waking up.<\/p>\n
Dawn\u2019s only promise is yet another day of bondage.<\/p>\n
The financially fortunate can sometimes find relief \u2013 therapy, meds, already in-place support systems.<\/p>\n
But those aren\u2019t enough, in and of themselves.<\/p>\n
Not by any stretch.<\/p>\n
Indeed, affluence or fame can often inflame the hopelessness while supplying easier access to the very means by which to end it. We have witnessed all too many youthful suicides recently: Sawyer Sweeten<\/a> (19)\u00a0and Peter Cronkite <\/a>(22) come easily to mind. But only God knows how many others. Others whose names we will never know. Souls whose suffering may have finally ended, but only with a cry that was smothered\u00a0by a raging silence.<\/p>\n Three things\u00a0have particularly brought\u00a0this dreaded topic to mind.<\/p>\n First, the excellent and moving post about depression entitled\u00a0The Cold Reboot of the Soul<\/a>\u00a0<\/em>at\u00a0God and the Machine <\/em><\/a>by fellow Patheos blogger Tom McDonald. If you haven\u2019t yet read it, I invite you to do so right now, even before you finish here. Also, my attention has been directed to this other, excellent post<\/a> by the same author\u00a0concerning a long-ago family suicide that reverberates even\u00a0today. It is poignant and compelling. Please don\u2019t miss it.<\/p>\n Second, this recent audio podcast<\/a>\u00a0heard on Relevant Radio\u2019s A Closer Look<\/a> with host Sheila Liaugminas. The topic was this book,<\/a> A Catholic Guide to Depression<\/em>, by Dr. Aaron Kheriaty. I\u2019m reading it now, but the linked podcast discussion is both excellent and well worth your time.\u00a0Dr. Kheriaty takes a common-sense approach to depression and its alleviation in the context of our Catholic faith. Some of that discussion directly sparked a few of the observations made here.<\/p>\n Third, and closer-to-home, personal reflections and observations over which many hours of intercessory prayer for relief have risen up, and which no doubt will continue for some time to come.<\/p>\n Now, whether that relief (should it ever\u00a0come to pass) ultimately makes earthly sense \u2013 or whether it will merely initiates another cycle of torment and doubt \u2013 I haven\u2019t a clue. But I will clutch at faith with two eager hands for as long as blood flows through them.<\/p>\n Here is the point of all this.<\/p>\n There\u00a0remains\u00a0much confusion about the Church\u2019s moral teaching on suicide and the fate of our loved ones. I aim to tackle that here, however briefly, by turning to the Catechism of the Catholic Church.<\/p>\n Many of those left behind, for example,\u00a0doubly grieve, once for the loss itself, and once again over the fear of an all but certain condemnation that awaits that poor, tortured soul.<\/p>\n But the Church \u2013 as it is on all\u00a0matters of life and death \u2013 is clear, concise, and<\/em> compassionate.<\/p>\n First, some clarity:<\/p>\n 2280 <\/strong>Everyone is responsible for his life before God who has given it to him. It is God who remains the sovereign Master of life. We are obliged to accept life gratefully and preserve it for his honor and the salvation of our souls. We are stewards, not owners, of the life God has entrusted to us. It is not ours to dispose of.<\/p>\n 2281 <\/strong>Suicide contradicts the natural inclination of the human being to preserve and perpetuate his life. It is gravely contrary to the just love of self.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n Suicide, by definition, is neither in accord with God\u2019s sovereignty, nor minimally cognizant of the preciousness of the gift bestowed.<\/p>\n Moreover:<\/p>\n 2282<\/a><\/b>\u00a0If suicide is committed with the intention of setting an example, especially to the young, it also takes on the gravity of scandal. Voluntary co-operation in suicide is contrary to the moral law.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n Much news has recently been made<\/a> surrounding the public suicides of certain young people, clearly undertaken as a way of setting an example<\/em> for others. The Church teaches that such an undertaking is itself contrary to the moral law.<\/p>\n But here\u2019s the key, one that I trust will offer those left behind some hope mixed with a huge infusion of renewed faith.<\/p>\n 2282<\/strong><\/a>\u00a0continues:<\/p>\n Grave psychological disturbances, anguish, or grave fear of hardship, suffering, or torture can diminish the responsibility of the one committing suicide.<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n Diminished capacity \u2013 a legal concept which one might be hard pressed to\u00a0not<\/em> find in such\u00a0circumstances \u2013 may well alleviate all of the tortured soul\u2019s\u00a0moral culpability<\/em>:<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n 2283<\/a><\/b>\u00a0We should not despair of the eternal salvation of persons who have taken their own lives. By ways known to him alone, God can provide the opportunity for salutary repentance. The Church prays for persons who have taken their own lives.<\/span><\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n We should not despair <\/em>for there is always hope, even when there is no longer life.<\/p>\n But now re-read and carefully\u00a0reflect upon these words, for they are essential to understanding who our God truly is \u2013 a God of innumerable chances, a God of love:<\/p>\n By ways known to him alone, God can provide the opportunity for salutary repentance.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n I dare say that those very words can provide an extraordinary amount of comfort.<\/p>\n Now whether the person taken from us has fallen by his own hand, or, more broadly, whether we grieve over any deceased spouse, child, or parent who might have rejected a lifetime of chances to turn away from the lures of this fallen world, we cannot know what ultimately touched their heart. Nor can we know\u00a0the many opportunities of grace offered them, including, especially, that final one.<\/p>\n Could anyone have ever foreseen the penitent criminal, crucified alongside Christ, thereafter crossing the threshold of eternal life enrobed as\u00a0Saint Dismas<\/a>?<\/p>\n It\u2019s foolish to second guess God\u2019s eternal plans.<\/p>\n It always is.<\/p>\n May God grant us freedom from ever experiencing the terror of a loved one\u2019s\u00a0suicide.<\/p>\n But trust that God does not easily give up on any one of us.<\/p>\n If you or a loved one are in grave despair, I urge you now to seek immediate assistance from a qualified practitioner. Pray and trust, but don\u2019t fail to act.<\/p>\n Finally, I pray that whatever amount of faith has been measured out to you is enough to overwhelm whatever despair surrounds you.<\/p>\n Peace<\/p>\n