{"id":188,"date":"2011-03-17T09:48:00","date_gmt":"2011-03-17T09:48:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/unequallyyoked\/2011\/03\/drinking-death-upon-yourself\/"},"modified":"2012-09-25T01:00:32","modified_gmt":"2012-09-25T05:00:32","slug":"drinking-death-upon-yourself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/unequallyyoked\/2011\/03\/drinking-death-upon-yourself.html","title":{"rendered":"Drinking Death Upon Yourself"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/lh5.googleusercontent.com\/-ZKp6KHZNB7s\/TYGmrwoIFbI\/AAAAAAAABUw\/-ufIF22zYF0\/s1600\/binge-drinking.jpg\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/lh5.googleusercontent.com\/-ZKp6KHZNB7s\/TYGmrwoIFbI\/AAAAAAAABUw\/-ufIF22zYF0\/s320\/binge-drinking.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"320\" height=\"240\" border=\"0\"><\/a><\/div>\n<p>Patrick had an interesting observation on the comment thread of my post on <a href=\"http:\/\/www.unequally-yoked.com\/2011\/03\/prayer-belief-and-more-jump.html\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">jump discontinuities in identity (whether induced by prayer or otherwise)<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>As for discontinuity of identity while asleep\u2026 I suffer that every night, and I suspect everyone else does too. I can\u2019t remember the moment of falling asleep. There is a period of time between laying down in bed and actually falling asleep that I experience every night, but which I am incapable of remembering. Likewise I have dreams but only remember some of them, and only partially. I don\u2019t think you can get more discontinuous than an amnesiac episode- anything you thought of during that time, any changes those thoughts had\u2026 kaput. I\u2019m pretty sure that discontinuity of identity is a continual aspect of being human.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Those discontinuities are strange and at least somewhat discomfiting. \u00a0I\u2019m less troubled by dreams, since I default towards the useful brain rest time\/interesting perspective on your issues school of thought, \u00a0(Tristyn had a\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/sublimitynow.blogspot.com\/2011\/03\/dreams-how-do-they-work.html\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">thought-provoking piece on dreams<\/a> recently. \u00a0I have a plenty of sympathy towards her position, even if I tend to apply it more to daydreams).\u00a0\u00a0But, no matter what, I am always suspicious of lost time.<\/p>\n<p>As a somewhat straight-laced college student, I feel most justified in my prissery when it comes to excessive drinking \u2014 specifically drinking to deliberately induce <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Blackout_(alcohol-related_amnesia)\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">blackout<\/a> and the next-day pride plenty of people have in achieving amnesia.<\/p>\n<p>To me, that behavior has always seemed like the deliberate, contemptuous\u00a0annihilation\u00a0of self. \u00a0Making the choice to drink to blackout seems like a choice to undergo possession, since heavy drinkers are not in control of the choices they make. \u00a0At its mildest, it seems like a decision <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/title\/tt0338013\/\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">to wipe your brain a la Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind<\/a>, but here the decision is made preemptively.<\/p>\n<p>As an atheist, I fear the end of life as a total obliteration. \u00a0I have no idea why anyone and other atheists in particular would decide that the best way to spend a weekend is aping death.<\/p>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/tracker\/4256452356987023523-1405685356788372532?l=www.unequally-yoked.com\" alt=\"\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"><\/div>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Patrick had an interesting observation on the comment thread of my post on jump discontinuities in identity (whether induced by prayer or otherwise): As for discontinuity of identity while asleep\u2026 I suffer that every night, and I suspect everyone else does too. 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