{"id":1439,"date":"2014-06-06T09:51:39","date_gmt":"2014-06-06T15:51:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/whiskeypreacher\/?p=1439"},"modified":"2014-06-06T09:51:39","modified_gmt":"2014-06-06T15:51:39","slug":"journal-of-a-postmodern-prophet-the-face-of-a-clown","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/whiskeypreacher\/2014\/06\/journal-of-a-postmodern-prophet-the-face-of-a-clown\/","title":{"rendered":"Journal Of A Postmodern Prophet (The Face of a Clown)"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><p><strong>WARNING:<\/strong> If you suffer from <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Coulrophobia\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Coulrophobia<\/a>, which is the fear of clowns (no I am not joking even though I think it\u2019s funny as hell) \u2026this post is safe for you to read. Many years ago when I was in seminary I was asked to submit an assignment \u2013 creating a collection of my writings chronicling my faith journey over the years. With strong encouragement from my community, the Journal Of A Postmodern Prophet was created. Interestingly enough, it was my professors who came up with the journal\u2019s title\u2026possibly for all the shit stirring I caused over the years. I will warn you in advance that some of the language is still somewhat evangelical in places, since some of these writings were pulled from a span of writings I did between the ages of 18 \u2013 25\u2026so please have some grace with me. Even though my own seminary, <a title=\"Truettt\" href=\"http:\/\/www.baylor.edu\/truett\/\" target=\"_blank\" class=\" decorated-link\">Truett Seminary<\/a> at Baylor University where I graduated from and from which this project was birthed, will not have much to do with me theses days; however, I am thankful for my time there and for pushing me to become whom I am today\u2026The <a title=\"Phil's wevsite\" href=\"http:\/\/philshepherd.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" class=\" decorated-link\" rel=\"nofollow\">Whiskey Preacher!<\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/237\/2014\/06\/sadclown.jpg\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1441\" title=\"sadclown\" src=\"https:\/\/wp-media.patheos.com\/blogs\/sites\/237\/2014\/06\/sadclown.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"467\" height=\"342\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>The Face of a Clown<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">As the face of a clown once again smiles<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">The depth of my hypocrisy runs through<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">My veins<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">An unwed mother<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Is crushed by the blows of<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Self-righteousness<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">In the circle of shame she stands<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">One finger after another shackles her to her<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Torment<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">At the alter of grace leys her refuge<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Held back by the tongue of Christianity<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Will love prevail to the healing hand of<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Forgiveness?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">\n<\/p><\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>WARNING: If you suffer from Coulrophobia, which is the fear of clowns (no I am not joking even though I think it\u2019s funny as hell) \u2026this post is safe for you to read. 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