{"id":434,"date":"2008-12-24T10:04:00","date_gmt":"2008-12-24T10:04:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wildfoxzen\/2008\/12\/shaking-the-self\/"},"modified":"2008-12-24T10:04:00","modified_gmt":"2008-12-24T10:04:00","slug":"shaking-the-self","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wildfoxzen\/2008\/12\/shaking-the-self.html","title":{"rendered":"Shaking the Self"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><p><a href=\"https:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/_0uPSljNE9f4\/SVJgdB2BU8I\/AAAAAAAAAMM\/SB6dDHVmwVw\/s1600-h\/101_0349.JPG\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt;float: left;cursor: pointer;width: 320px;height: 240px\" src=\"https:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/_0uPSljNE9f4\/SVJgdB2BU8I\/AAAAAAAAAMM\/SB6dDHVmwVw\/s320\/101_0349.JPG\" alt=\"\" border=\"0\"><\/a><\/p>\n<div><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"border-collapse: collapse;font-family:arial;font-size:13\">\n<div><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family:georgia\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\">\n<p>As the year comes to an end, I\u2019ve found myself reflecting on the year past and the year ahead. Late last night, I pulled <\/p><\/span><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-style: italic\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Awesome-Nightfall-Times-Poetry-Saigyo\/dp\/0861713222\/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&amp;s=books&amp;qid=1230134925&amp;sr=8-1\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\">Awesome Nightfall<\/span><\/a><\/span><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\"> off the shelf and began reading in earnest, surprised to find similar struggles in Saigyo. \u201cLeaving the world\u201d (as priest ordination is called), yet still very much pulled toward the world and by it. Here\u2019s one poem.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family:georgia\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\"><br><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family:georgia\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-style: italic\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\">Shaking the bell<\/span><\/span><\/span><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-style: italic\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\"><br><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family:georgia\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-style: italic\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\">on this mountain, am I loosened from<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family:georgia\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-style: italic\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\">the world now?<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family:georgia\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-style: italic\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\">Can I shake my self enough<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family:georgia\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-style: italic\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\">to know what lies ahead for me?<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family:georgia\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\">\u2013 <\/span><a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Awesome-Nightfall-Times-Poetry-Saigyo\/dp\/0861713222\/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&amp;s=books&amp;qid=1230134925&amp;sr=8-1\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\">Saigyo<\/span><\/a><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size:medium\"> <\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<p><\/p><\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\" src=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/tracker\/4330911338438640912-8822206253868748804?l=wildfoxzen.blogspot.com\" alt=\"\"><\/div>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As the year comes to an end, I\u2019ve found myself reflecting on the year past and the year ahead. 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