{"id":1830,"date":"2013-03-28T23:15:47","date_gmt":"2013-03-29T05:15:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wrestlingwithyourself\/?p=1830"},"modified":"2013-03-28T23:15:47","modified_gmt":"2013-03-29T05:15:47","slug":"there-is-nothing-to-find","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wrestlingwithyourself\/2013\/03\/there-is-nothing-to-find\/","title":{"rendered":"There Is Nothing To Find"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<\/head>

There Is Nothing To Find<\/p>\n

By The Beloved<\/p>\n

In the oasis of our minds,<\/p>\n

We thirst-<\/p>\n

The search begins, seeking, this and that-<\/p>\n

Yet always here<\/p>\n

We throw away our love<\/p>\n

For money- it lets us down<\/p>\n

Yet always here<\/p>\n

Thoughts form a veil<\/p>\n

We can not see<\/p>\n

Do to this strange thing called \u201cme\u201d<\/p>\n

Yet we are always here<\/p>\n

Joke is on us-<\/p>\n

Our questions make us feel good-<\/p>\n

More knowledge-<\/p>\n

No real learning-<\/p>\n

Just words thirsting for the answer, some relief<\/p>\n

From the oasis, some hope, anything<\/p>\n

Yet always here<\/p>\n

Confined, depressed, worried<\/p>\n

Projecting nightmares on the wall<\/p>\n

Scaring ourselves to stay dead<\/p>\n

\u201cDead man walking\u201d<\/p>\n

Yet here<\/p>\n

Give up, hands in air, \u201d don\u2019t know\u201d<\/p>\n

Smile<\/p>\n

Laughing<\/p>\n

Here<\/p>\n

Silence<\/p>\n

Amen<\/p>\n

$\"\"$ <\/a><\/p>\n

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There Is Nothing To Find By The Beloved In the oasis of our minds, We thirst- The search begins, seeking, this and that- Yet always here We throw away our love For money- it lets us down Yet always here Thoughts form a veil We can not see Do to this strange thing called \u201cme\u201d […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1107,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[1257,840,40,118,983,336,406,1256,1254,1255,681,725],"class_list":["post-1830","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-2013-facebook","tag-amen","tag-answers","tag-christ","tag-here","tag-jesus","tag-mary","tag-oasis","tag-there-is-nothing-to-find","tag-this","tag-understanding","tag-wrestling-with-yourself"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wrestlingwithyourself\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1830","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wrestlingwithyourself\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wrestlingwithyourself\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wrestlingwithyourself\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1107"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wrestlingwithyourself\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1830"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wrestlingwithyourself\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1830\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wrestlingwithyourself\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1830"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wrestlingwithyourself\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1830"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wrestlingwithyourself\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1830"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}