{"id":541,"date":"2012-03-31T12:39:58","date_gmt":"2012-03-31T04:39:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mothermaryswords.wordpress.com\/2012\/03\/31\/what-you-seek-seeks-you-34\/"},"modified":"2012-03-31T12:39:58","modified_gmt":"2012-03-31T04:39:58","slug":"what-you-seek-seeks-you-34","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/wrestlingwithyourself\/2012\/03\/what-you-seek-seeks-you-34\/","title":{"rendered":"What You Seek, Seeks You"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<\/head>

Since there is only light and light is energy, then light seeks more of itself. It has no limits or lack. \u00a0When we seek something, more then likely, we are ready to blast off into the unknown. \u00a0Something deep \u00a0inside you is willing to be willing to blast off and explore the far reaches of the light. \u00a0When we see light, and really look at it, we may say,\u201d If this light is me, where is the past? future? and myself?\u201d all things in which we hold so tightly too. \u00a0Well they simply don\u2019t exist or some call them illusions, but big deal right? Because a teacher can only lead the student so far and then the student must find out what all the fuss is about. \u00a0Either there is only light or there isn\u2019t. \u00a0The way in which we discover this is through seeking. \u00a0<\/p>\n

For example, I had a conversation with someone who wanted to be a film maker. \u00a0He was excited too a make films and had a big vision. \u00a0Then came all the reasons in which that wasn\u2019t possible. He told me about age, money, circumstance, life, etc\u2026then I asked him, \u201cHave you considered that this is already done?\u201d He was baffled my question. So he explained his reasoning to me, this time much more literally and slowly as though I missed the story. \u00a0He said, \u201cDavid I would love to be a filmmaker, but i missed the ship. I am old, my money situation sucks, still living in an apartment, and blah, blah.\u201d \u00a0So I asked again,\u201dHave you considered that this is already done?\u201d \u00a0And then we both sat there in silence as he huffed and puffed. \u00a0<\/p>\n

So I explained, here is light, as I pointed to a lamp in the room, \u201cDo you see the light? Do you see it?\u201d He shook his head yes. \u201cOkay, this light is you. Explain where the problem is. You have told me with great excitement that you are old. And yet I am asking you to just breath and see the light. Not as some spiritual thing, just see it. Science and quantum physics have suggested that we are energy; if that is the case then this light is who we are. But we only see the physical, right? We aren\u2019t conditioned to dwell in the light. We are conditioned to dwell in the senses and only see the physical world as real. Good.\u201d<\/p>\n

He sat there and I sat there for some time. \u00a0Then a burst of energy came out, \u201cOkay, lets play your game. I am light lets say, this light, this light has no past, future, self, it is full as it is. \u00a0Now this light wants to experience being a filmmaker, and the light doesn\u2019t know any problems, any past story, future, whatever, right David?\u201d<\/p>\n

I shook my head in agreement, \u201cOkay. So this light is seeking to be a filmmaker, but its seeking to be it by going through the story of what it knows to discover what it doesn\u2019t know. \u00a0So what it is seeking me right now? \u00a0Would be being a filmmaker. \u00a0So I am a filmmaker already. That makes sense and yet my find is like WHAT THE BEEP?\u201d<\/p>\n

I acknowledged his progress, \u201cGood now you are seeing correctly.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYes but what about the obstacles, struggle, stuff\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYour desire is a desire from the heart. The heart already knows that it is a filmmaker. That is why it is coming up now. You have everything you need to manifest it. Your mind will follow the hearts lead quicker. If the mind takes the lead then it has no foundation because the heart may not support it, do you see? We are not conditioned to follow our true desire, we are told desires are bad and to suppress them. As we suppress the desire, it manifests in other areas of our life.\u201d<\/p>\n

He then added, \u201cSo just act like it.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNope that is not what I am suggesting. \u00a0What I am suggesting to you is that the mind acts, and acts up. \u00a0Little tantrums. \u00a0So the mind says, I will act like a filmmaker. The hearts desire only stands in I AM. I am a filmmaker. The \u00a0heart is affirmative, the mind when it wants something builds up fantasies about it and how much people will love it and fame will follow. The mind is only concerned with getting and building itself up. \u00a0The heart works in the complete opposite way, because it wants to play. It works from inspiration. So it is done in the heart already. \u00a0I AM A FILMMAKER. \u00a0Affirmative action or Truth action. This is the will of the universe, of God. Becoming one.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI believe it. It feels freeing to be a filmmaker, in fact a list of people who I can talk to have come to mind.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cPerfect. Do you see how what you were seeking was seeking you? And that \u201ca list of people came to your mind\u201d, your heart feeds the mind. The heart thinks in intuition. So intuitively it knows who to see without all kinds of effort. \u00a0So yes you will run into to obstacles, but you will be able to manage them because it is your hearts calling. \u00a0We all have a heart calling. When you find it, affirm it, then you are it. And you become unstoppable. The heart can handle anything. Anything.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYES that is awesome.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cCool.\u201d<\/p>\n

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