{"id":1693,"date":"2009-10-11T06:41:00","date_gmt":"2009-10-11T06:41:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/yimcatholic\/2009\/10\/because-i-ate-but-was-not-satisfied\/"},"modified":"2017-01-24T19:19:29","modified_gmt":"2017-01-25T00:19:29","slug":"because-i-ate-but-was-not-satisfied","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/yimcatholic\/2009\/10\/because-i-ate-but-was-not-satisfied.html","title":{"rendered":"Because I Ate But Was Not Satisfied"},"content":{"rendered":"<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC \"-\/\/W3C\/\/DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional\/\/EN\" \"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/TR\/REC-html40\/loose.dtd\">\n<html><head><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><meta http-equiv=\"content-type\" content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\"><\/head><body><p>\u201cWhat\u2019s Haggai to me, or me to Haggai?\u201d or so I thought until this morning, when I read the beginning of the Book of the Prophet Haggai in the day\u2019s Office. Haggai is a \u201cminor prophet,\u201d after all. As a convert coming late to the game, I don\u2019t have time for \u201cminor\u201d prophets. Do I?<\/p>\n<p>Then Haggai described exactly what I felt in the years before I was received into the Church:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/_dmDaLWNETzg\/StGvAc1sa_I\/AAAAAAAAAV4\/YvlYy2Rezfo\/s1600-h\/Haggai1\" class=\" decorated-link\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" src=\"https:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/_dmDaLWNETzg\/StGvAc1sa_I\/AAAAAAAAAV4\/YvlYy2Rezfo\/s200\/Haggai1\"><\/a><i>Now thus says the Lord of hosts:\u00a0<\/i><br><i>Consider your ways!<\/i><br><i>You have sown much, but have brought in little;<\/i><br><i>you have eaten, but have not been satisfied;<\/i><br><i>You have drunk, but have not been exhilarated;\u00a0<\/i><br><i>have clothed yourselves, but not been warmed;\u00a0<\/i><br><i>And he who earned wages<\/i><br><i>earned them for a bag with holes in it.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>When I was moving from high school into college, I was searching, as many people do at that age. I left the Episcopal Church and began an eastward journey, studying zen meditation, yoga, sufism\u2014which is to say non-Christian spiritual traditions. Finally, and through a sort of minor grace (since we\u2019re concerned today with a minor prophet), I encountered a way of being and doing in the world that I found deeply satisfying\u2014for a time. Without going into specifics, I can say that there came a period of disillusionment with this way, partly on philosophical grounds. And the experience felt just like this: eating without satisfaction, drinking without exhilaration, earning money and finding that it slipped through the holes in my bag. In other words, going through the motions. I imagine that many people find themselves in this situation.<\/p>\n<p>It was very hard to admit to myself that I was not satisfied, that nothing was sticking. I loved the people with whom I had entered into this way of life, I still do. And this way was for me an entire life, all-consuming, and as such it was the only way I knew or could imagine. I remained on this way for many years, partly through devotion to friends, partly through inertia, partly through fear of setting out in any other direction. <\/p>\n<p>Fortunately, I did not have to build a temple, as Haggai instructs. The temple was there in my path. It had been literally across the street from my office since I first arrived in town. The temple was called St. Mary Star of the Sea Church. However, I do understand, from Cyril of Alexandria\u2019s commentary on Haggai, which accompanies the prophet in today\u2019s Office, that a different kind of construction project is asked from all of us who call ourselves Catholics:<\/p>\n<p><i>Haggai, therefore, declares that peace will be given to all who build. One builds the Church either as a teacher of the sacred mysteries, as one set over the house of God, or as one who works for his own good by setting himself forth as a living and spiritual stone <\/i>in the holy temple, God\u2019s dwelling place in the Spirit. <i>The results of these efforts will profit such men so that each will be able to gain his own salvation without difficulty.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Construction in progress . . . The work goes slow, but it does satisfy.<\/p>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\" src=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/tracker\/6738513599344023043-8917583264084307895?l=yimcatholic.blogspot.com\" alt=\"\"><\/div>\n<\/body><\/html>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cWhat\u2019s Haggai to me, or me to Haggai?\u201d or so I thought until this morning, when I read the beginning of the Book of the Prophet Haggai in the day\u2019s Office. 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