Lord, I wouldn’t allow my child to go through what I am going through. So why have you let me? Why have you stopped answering my prayers? Where are you when I need you the most? Why do I feel so alone? Why has this happened to me? Christians often talk about trials or tests.  But we forget that we are not always going to pass the test.  In fact sometimes the whole point is to fail it, receive new grace and learn afresh what Jesus really wants from us.