Searching for St. Utopia's

What's the antidote? First of all, get your expectations right. Your church is filled with flawed people just like you. Expect more sinners than saints and you won't be disappointed. Expect your pastor to have blind spots, serious personality flaws and weaknesses. Expect him to have bad days, disappointments, communicate poorly, and be selfish. He's a work in progress too.

Secondly, don't expect your local church to be your everything. Get a life. It's great to worship every Sunday—indeed every day at Mass. It's great to say the Divine Office and the rosary and all the devotions you like, but then remember to get up and get out into the world. Religion is there to help you a shining witness in the world, not just a refuge from the world. If your church experience is too warm and cozy you might be tempted to stay there. Don't. Get out and get involved in the battle that is the truly spiritual life.

Thirdly, don't play weird psychological games with your pastor or anybody else. Don't imagine that he's going to solve your problems for you. Don't imagine that he is your Daddy who is going to give you all the love you need. Maybe he's a great preacher or a good confessor or a wonderful social worker. Great. He's not the only one. Look past him to Christ for whom he stands. Don't pretend that he is either better than he is or worse than he is. Accept him and put up with him as much as you can; after all, he's trying hard to accept you and put up with you, and if you have a pastor who seems like God's golden boy—don't believe it.

Fourthly, if all that sounds cynical and suspicious and mean-spirited, it isn't. It's just being realistic. Learn to love the church and her people warts and all—like God does. Be solid and steadfast. Be loyal and loving. Be reliable and responsible. Be mature and hard working. Be prayerful and powerful. Love and laugh and serve and sing. Be yourself. Live the gospel with joy.

Finally, if you have been on a search for St. Utopia's remember that "Utopia" was written by a martyr—St .Thomas More—and no one's more realistic than a martyr.  Thomas More knew that "Utopia" means "Nowhere." There is no St. Utopia's. There is no perfect church, and if you think you've found one you're under an illusion.

Soon after I became a Catholic someone asked me if I liked being a Catholic. I answered, "No. If I were choosing a church that I liked I'd still be an Anglican. I didn't choose the Catholic Church because I thought it was the perfect church, but because I thought it was the true Church."

So in your search for a church, choose truth—even if truth hurts.

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