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Untamed Grace


(Bonus) Shirts and Skins: When Grace Refuses to Take Sides SEASON 1

Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail We love our sides. Teams, tribes, doctrines, denominationslines in the sand that give us a sense of belonging, but also someone to fight against. From childhood football games of shirts versus skins to the way churches police communion tables, we learn to divide the world into us and them. But heres the scandal of grace: God doesnt play for our team. In Jesus, God kept crossing the lines we defendeating with sinners, healing enemies, and telling stories where outsiders were the heroes. Grace, by her very nature, is disloyal to our factions. She crawls under fences, sneaks into enemy camps, and embraces those wed rather exclude. In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy wrestles with his own history of drawing hard lines and the freedom that comes when those lines dissolve. What if God has already taken everyones side? What if grace insists on showing up at both tablesours, and theirs? If youve ever been wearied by division, or longed for a love bigger than sides, this conversation is for you. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

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Slutty Grace. A new podcast...Coming soon.
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Im Jeromy, and this is Slutty Grace. Why call it that? Because grace refuses to behave. She doesnt ask if youve been good, she doesnt wait for permission, she doesnt play by religious rules. She gives herself awaypromiscuously, shamelessly, to people who dont deserve it. The respectable have always hated this. They called it wasteful. Dangerous. Scandalous. And yetgrace, she keeps showing up. In short episodes were going to sit with that scandal together. So stay tuned the first few episodes drop soon. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
(Bonus) Grace for Charlie Kirk and for his killer?
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail A bonus episode, this is my raw, initial thoughts and reactions to the shooting of Charlie Kirk. Does God give his love and grace to Charlie? What about the person who pulled the trigger? This puts the radical, expansive, universal, untamed grace of God to the test. This is when it counts. If not now and to these two people, then when? _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Why No Christian Tradition Sees the Whole Picture
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail What if you lived your whole life in one room, with only one window to the world? That limited view would become your entire realityuntil one day, the door opened, and you discovered more rooms, more windows, more perspectives than you ever imagined. In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy Johnson shares a story of discoveryan analogy for the Christian journey, where each tradition, each perspective, and each expression of faith reveals more of Gods truth. Together, they form a fuller picture of Gods reality. And one day, when the windows fall away completely, we will see Gods love in its fullness. Until then, grace invites us to keep exploring. _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Untamed GraceThe Evolution of Slutty Grace
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail After a lot of reflection, thought, and honestly a bit of mourning Slutty Grace is entering a new chapter. In this special standalone episode, Jeromy shares the deeply personal story behind the podcasts evolution into Untamed Grace why the name is changing, why the heart of the show isnt, and how the deeper voice of the podcast slowly emerged over the past year. What began as a conversation about Gods radical grace expanded into something broader and deeper: freedom from fear-based faith, healing from shame, learning to trust our inner voice again, and creating space for honest questions, awakening, reconstruction, and spiritual freedom. This episode is less about rebranding and more about evolution. Its about grace that refuses to stay controlled. Grace that keeps escaping the fences. Grace that still looks a lot like Jesus. Because honestly once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. And while the front door may have been repainted the music inside is still loud. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 1
Why I Originally Called This Podcast Slutty Grace
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail The title might make you squirmand thats the point. Grace isnt polite religion. Its not tidy, respectable, or safe. Grace doesnt wait for the worthy. She doesnt check your credentials. She pours herself outrecklessly, promiscuously, without apologyon saints and screw-ups alike. In this opening episode, Jeromy wrestles with the elephant in the room: the name. Why take a word dripping with shame and pair it with a word dripping with Gods love? Why risk offense? Because divine grace has always been scandalous. It trespasses boundaries, offends categories, and provokes the keepers of religious rules. This is the heart of the podcast: short conversations and honest reflections on the untamed, unsettling, radically inclusive love of God. Together, well sit with the mystery. Slutty Grace. Let it make you uncomfortable. Let it make you wonder. _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 2
The War Is Over: Why God is not your enemy.
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail In 1974, Japanese soldier Hiroo Onoda finally stepped out of the Philippine jungle29 years after World War II had ended. For nearly three decades he refused to believe the leaflets that told him the fighting was finished. He lived as if peace was a lie. Many of us do the same with God. Jesus declared, It is finished. The war is over. But we still live like fugitives, clutching our weapons, suspicious that God is hunting us down. This episode of Slutty Grace explores the power of belief: how our refusalor our willingnessto trust the good news shapes the way we live. What happens when we finally accept that God is not our enemy, that peace has been declared, and that love has already won? _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 3
Let's Talk About Hell: Raw and unscripted
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail This weeks episode is different. No studio, no scriptjust Jeromy, sitting in his car between appointments, hitting record, and speaking honestly about one of the heaviest doctrines he grew up with: hell. Not the cartoon fire and pitchforks, but the teaching that most of humanity will be tortured forever. For years he felt like he wasnt even allowed to question it. But the truth is, many of us wonder: Does this make sense? Is this love? Is this even God? Naming the absurdity might be the first act of grace. In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy wrestles out loud with the traditional view of hell, why it has never sat right, and how maybejust maybethe courage to ask these questions is itself holy. If youve ever carried these doubts in silence, this ones for you. _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 4
Creation Was Good, Not Perfect: A new look at Genesis and The Fall
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Weve been told the story starts with perfectionparadise lost in a single catastrophic moment. But what if thats not how it happened? In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy revisits the opening pages of Genesis and the story of The Fall. Instead of a flawless world shattered by sin, well explore a different picture: creation as good, but never perfect. Humanitys choicesours and theirshave shaped the world not through one great fall, but through generations of ripples. And in the middle of it all, one thing never changed: Gods love has been quietly, relentlessly present from the beginning. Not against us, not waiting for us to earn it backbut always here, calling us home. If youve ever wondered whether you were supposed to be perfect, or why life feels like a long decline from something better, this conversation might reframe everything. _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 6
Love Wins in the End: Why I Stand on Grace for All
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Belief is never neat. It is both anchor and sail, holding us steady, yet carrying us into uncharted waters. In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy lays down his flag, not with arrogance, but with humility, on one central conviction: Gods love and grace are for all. From wrestling with our human limitations, to reimagining forgiveness as Gods gift (not our trigger), to rejecting the picture of an eternal hell of tormentJeromy invites listeners into a hope-filled vision of a God whose mercy has no boundaries, not even death. With echoes of Luthers Here I stand and Bunyans unwavering conscience, this episode isnt about final answers, but about choosing where to standeven if it means erring on the side of grace. If youve ever wondered whether love truly wins in the end this ones for you. _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 7
Cheating Our Way Into Heaven, with Jonathan Brink
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Today, Jeromy welcomes a guest who feels less like an interview and more like a reunion. Jonathan Brink and Jeromy have known each other for decadestheyve asked the dangerous questions together, laughed hard, wept at communion tables, and wrestled with a God who never seems to fit inside our boxes. Jonathans journey has taken him through deep wounds, psychedelic awakenings, theological deconstruction, and a relentless pursuit of what grace actually means when it collides with real life. Hes wrestled with belonging, with shame, with love, and with discovering along the way that maybe grace was never out of reach. In this conversation, we talk about how unbalanced masculinity has shaped the church, how feminine energy is resurfacing, and even how AI might push us into a new way of imagining community and trust. So whether youre a skeptic, a seeker, or someone still healing from old narratives, this one invites you into the dangerous, boundary-breaking possibility that Gods grace is for all. _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 8
Life Beyond Religious Exhaustion: Breathing in the freedom of grace.
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Have you ever felt like faith and religion was just exhausting? Like you were carrying the weight of everyone elses soul? Managing their beliefs, and your own? Living under endless rules and shoulds that always seemed to shift? In this episode, Jeromy Johnson shares how evangelicalism left him spiritually tiredlike sleep apnea for the soul. And how discovering the scandalous generosity of Gods grace became like oxygen: steady, freeing, life-giving. This is a story about trading exhaustion for freedom. About learning that grace doesnt demand we manage souls, police beliefs, or obey every shifting cultural law. Grace simply invites us to breathe, to rest, to live. If youve ever been worn out by religion, suffocated by expectations, or burdened by the pressure to believe just rightthis conversation is for you. Because religion exhausts. But grace? Grace breathes. _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 9
Gray Hair Is BeautifulAging and death are not our enemies (Jacob Kendall)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy Johnson sits down with Jacob Kendalla scholar with backgrounds in theology, social work, public health, and gerontology, as well as an entrepreneur and survivor of two open-heart surgeries. Jacobs journey is deeply interdisciplinary, blending science, faith, and lived experience to confront some of lifes biggest questions: What does it mean to age with dignity? How do we dismantle ageism in a culture that worships youth? And what does grace have to say about mortality, suffering, and the limits of the human body? This conversation touches on theology, health, caregiving, and the power of community, offering a vision of grace that is practical, embodied, and radically inclusive. _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 11
Everyone Gets SomeThe grace everyone deserves and no one earns (Chris Jorgensen)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail If Gods love truly includes everyone, what does that say about how we live, forgive, and belong? In this conversation, Jeromy Johnson and Pastor Chris Jorgensen step into the deep waters of progressive Christianity and Christian universalismthe belief that divine love leaves no one out. Together they wrestle with fear, faith, justice, and the mystery of divine abundancewhy grace feels unfair to those who think theyve earned it, and liberating to those who know they cant. Because maybe Gods justice looks nothing like ours, and thats good news for everyone. This isnt a debate; its an exploration of the radical inclusivity of God, where mercy and mystery meet. Because when love stops keeping score, everyone gets some. So wherever you are on the pathquestioning, curious, or clinging to hoperemember: the table is still set. Grace has room for you, and for them, and for us all. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 12
Evangelicalism vs. Universalism: Part 1Rethinking Hell and the heart of the Gospel, with David Artman
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail What if everything we were taught about hell was wrongor at least incomplete? What if judgment wasnt about eternal torment, but transformation? And what if grace is bigger, wider, and wilder than any of our doctrines can hold? In this first part of a two-episode conversation, Jeromy sits down with David Artman , author of Grace Saves All and host of the Grace Saves All Podcast , to explore how he came to believe in Christian universalismthe hope that Gods love will, one day, restore everything and everyone. Together they trace his story from evangelical roots to a faith shaped by progressive Christianity, the early church fathers, and a vision of grace that refuses to end at the gates of hell. This is the invitation to rethink what salvation really meansand what the Gospel might sound like if love, not fear, had the final word. David's Podcast, Grace Saves All. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 13
Evangelicalism vs. Universalism: Part 2Progressive Christianity and the hope that Love Wins, with David Artman
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Can a good God condemn forever? Can love and justice truly coexist? And if the Gospel is good news, shouldnt it be good for everyone? In Part 2 of Evangelicalism vs. Universalism , Jeromy and David Artman dive head-on into the debate: hell, judgment, free will, and the moral logic of universal salvation. Its a passionate, respectful clash between evangelical theology and the expanding hope of Christian universalism a faith that insists every knee will bow, every heart will heal, and love will, in the end, win. Because if grace is real, it cant stop halfway. It has to save us all. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 14
Becoming the Mom I NeededParenting beyond fear and religion (Nadyia Horning)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail How do you raise children with love when you were raised with fear? In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy Johnson talks with Nadyia Horning a mother, advocate, and survivor of fundamentalist religionabout what it means to break the generational chains of fear and raise children with love instead of control. Nadyia shares her story of growing up in an Independent Fundamental Baptist home marked by performance, punishment, and perfectionismand how shes rewriting that story through gentleness, connection, and grace. Together they explore parenting after religious trauma, reparenting the child within, and learning to trust the voice inside that says love doesnt have to hurt to be holy. If youve ever struggled to parent differently than you were raised, or to believe that grace belongs in the messiest parts of family life, this conversation will remind you that healing is possibleand that the story can begin again with you. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 15
Hell is Choosing the Porch Over the PartyLoving God yet hating His generosity.
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail What if hell isnt Gods punishmentbut our protest? In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy Johnson asks whether hell might simply be the porch outside the partythe place where the good and the religious stand, too offended by mercy to step into grace. Through the story of the prodigal sons older brother, and other moments when Jesus flipped religious expectations, Jeromy explores what happens when divine love feels too inclusive. Its a raw reflection on Christian deconstruction, faith reconstruction, and the scandal of universalism the belief that Gods love is for everyone, even those wed rather keep out. After the monologue, Jeromy is joined by Jonathan Brink for an honest, heart-level conversation about heaven, hell, forgiveness, resentment, and theologyand what it means to follow a God whose grace doesnt play favorites. If youve ever wrestled with faith, questioned religions gatekeeping, or wondered whether grace could really be that wild, this episode invites you to open the door and walk inside. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 16
Being Held by GraceIts all going to work out for good (Bob Hildreth)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail From war zones to church pews, Bob found one truth: grace never stops reaching. In this episode of Slutty Grace, Jeromy Johnson sits down with Bob Hildretha pastor, storyteller, and spiritual wanderer whos walked with both the holy and the hurting. Bob shares his story of religious trauma, healing, and the surprising discovery that grace is far biggerand far messierthan he was ever told. Together they talk about the difference between a transactional God and a transformative one, how fear-based religion taught us to wear masks, and what happens when we finally stop trying to earn divine love and let ourselves be embraced by it. From psych wards to war zones, from theology to therapy, Bobs story reminds us that grace is not polite, clean, or predictableits relentless. If youve ever wrestled with deconstruction, church hurt, or the fear of being too far gone, this conversation will meet you where you are. Because maybe the real tragedy isnt loving Godits refusing to believe He could love everyone else just as much. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 17
Religious DeconstructionLosing your religion to find your soul (Michael Camp)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Sometimes losing your religion is how you finally find your soul. In this episode of Slutty Grace, Jeromy Johnson sits down with Michael Camp former missionary, Bible teacher, and author of Faith Funk: How to Break Free from Toxic Religion and Reboot a Healthy Spirituality. Michaels story is a roadmap for anyone leaving fear-based faith behind. Together they talk about deconstruction as discovery what it means to question the beliefs that broke you, to heal from the shame that shaped you, and to rebuild a spirituality grounded in love instead of control. This episode explores how losing your religion doesnt mean losing your soulits how you find it again. From rethinking hell and unlearning fear to rediscovering compassion, this conversation invites you to trade certainty for curiosity, and fear for freedom. If youve ever wondered whether your doubts could be holy, or if God could survive your questions, this ones for you. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 19
Too Human for ChurchA former pastors story of failure, deconstruction, and unconditional love (Steve White)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Sometimes the ones who preached grace the loudest are the ones who have to learn it the hardest. In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy Johnson talks with Steve White, a former pastor and seminary-trained worship leader who lost everything, including his ministry, but found grace waiting in the wreckage. Steves story is one of failure, exile, and redemptionproof that Gods love doesnt stop where religion does. Together they talk about what happens when youre too human for church, when your brokenness gets you cast out, and how grace keeps showing up in the very places you were told it wouldnt. Its the story of the long road toward self-forgiveness, and the discovery that grace doesnt just forgive, it rebuilds. If youve ever wondered whether deconstruction, forgiveness, and unconditional love can coexist, this conversation might just restore your faith in grace itself. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 20
From Survivor to HereticLeslie Nease's journey from fear to freedom.
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Leslie Nease , a former evangelical and Survivor China contestant, opens up about the moment her fear-based faith cracked and the grace that finally brought her home. From Survivor to Heretic is Leslies raw, courageous story of what happens when a lifetime of evangelical certainty begins to crack. Her journey didnt unravel because of scandalor famebut because she finally slowed down enough to listen. To Buddhists. To Mormons. To gay flight attendants. To the very people her fear-based faith had warned her about. Their kindness undid something in her. Their humanity sparked questions she had never been allowed to ask. And the God she discovered as a result didnt match the God she had been taught to fear. In this episode, Jeromy Johnson and Leslie walk through the tender terrain of deconstruction, religious trauma, evangelicalism, Christian nationalism, and the long, slow unlearning that leads toward spiritual healing and progressive Christianity. This isnt a story about losing faith, its the story of coming home to a God who was never threatened by doubt, curiosity, or a widening circle of love. If youre navigating your own journey out of fear and into freedom, this conversation offers companionship, compassion, and a reminder that youre not alone. There are more of us out here than you think. Jim Carrey Rhino Birth Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 21
A Hope in HellEternal-torment theology, judgment, and Biblical Universalism (Benji McNair Scott)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail What if the scariest doctrine in Christianity was never true in the first place? In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy Johnson sits down with Benji McNair Scotttheologian, author of Hope in Hell , and one of the most compelling voices challenging the traditional doctrine of eternal conscious torment. Benjis journey takes us from his evangelical roots through academic study, historical theology, early-church perspectives, and the breathtaking possibility that Gods love truly has no limits. Together, Jeromy and Benji explore the real origins of hell theology, how fear became a tool of control, the psychological and spiritual damage caused by eternal-torment preaching, and why the earliest Christians held a shockingly different view. They talk universal reconciliation, restorative justice, the character of God, and what it means to believe in a love that doesnt quiteven beyond death. Whether youre a deconstructing Christian, a curious skeptic, a burned-out evangelical, or someone quietly wondering, Could God actually save everyone? this conversation offers depth, honesty, and a fierce kind of hopeall in a British accent. This is the gospel before fear got added. This is hope without a countdown clock. This is grace wide enough to hold the whole human story. Benji's Book: A Hope In Hell Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 22
You Dont Deserve LoveThe lie that shaped me, and the God who never agreed.
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail What if the most damaging lie we inherited from religion was that we dont deserve love? In this episode, Jeromy and Religious Trauma Coach Kristi Williams unravel how shame-based theology shaped us, and how grace tells a different story. First, Jeromy unravels the theology that taught us we were born depraved, unworthy, and in need of fixing before love could find us. Through the lens of grace, Jesus encounters with the undeserving, and the wounds left by shame-based religion, this episode reframes our worth from the ground up. This episode unpacks how shame-based Christianity, original sin theology, and fear-based definitions of grace shape our identity, attachment, and mental health. Then, Religious Trauma Coach Kristi Williams joins Jeromy for a raw, off-the-cuff reaction to the episode, sharing her own experience growing up Seventh-day Adventist, how doctrines of sin and judgment shaped her attachment style, and why trauma, neurobiology, and faith deconstruction often collide in powerful ways. She explores how beliefs like you dont deserve love fracture the psyche, activate the amygdala, and disconnect us from intuition, compassion, and connection. If youve ever wrestled with religious trauma, Christian deconstruction, or the question of whether you are worthy of lovethis episode offers a new, healing story. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 23
God is Not BalancedRadical love, unapologetic grace, and the God Jesus revealed.
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Most of us picture God as balanceda careful blend of wrath and mercy, justice and love. Thats the God we think we can live with: predictable, measured, safe. But the God Jesus revealed wasnt safe or predictable at all. He was excessive, extreme, even unreasonable in the ways he poured out love and forgiveness. A father who ran wild to embrace a son whod squandered everything. A shepherd who abandoned ninety-nine sheep just to chase one. A king who canceled debts so massive they could never be repaid. None of it was balanced. None of it was fair. And yet all of it was love. In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy Johnson explores the radical, boundary-breaking nature of Gods reckless love. What happens when we realize God is not the careful moderator of our moral categories, but a parent who lavishes grace beyond measure? And if thats truewhat does it mean not just for us, but for the people wed rather exclude? Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 24
God Refuses to Give UpHope and restoration in the Hebrew narrative (R.A. Sweeney)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail What if the Bible is far more playful, hopeful, and grace-soaked than we were ever told? In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy Johnson sits down with R.A. Sweeney (Reed), a Hebrew scholar and author whose deep immersion in the original biblical languages reveals a God overflowing with love, humor, and relentless grace. Reed shares how learning Hebrew and Greek cracked open the text, uncovering layers of meaning, wordplay, and divine character that often get flattened in English translation. Together, they explore free will, the Kingdom of God, judgment, and the afterlife, gently but boldly challenging fear-based interpretations of Scripture. Reed reframes hell, exile, and judgment not as God walking away, but as part of a larger story of restoration, healing, and universal reconciliation. At the heart of it all is a God who refuses to abandon creation and who invites us to experience the life of the Kingdom here and now, not just someday after death. This conversation is for anyone navigating deconstruction, wrestling with hell theology, or longing for a faith rooted in grace over fear, relationship over rules, and hope over condemnation. Its biblical scholarship without the threats. Theology with a sense of humor. And a vision of God thats far biggerand far kinderthan the one many of us inherited. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 25
Unlike Grace, Seasons EndThat's a wrap for season one!
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Twenty-five episodes. Four months. Hundreds of stories of grace unfolding. In this Season One Wrap-Up of Slutty Grace , host Jeromy Johnson pauses to reflect on the journey so far: from launching a podcast rooted in radical grace and Christian deconstruction, to the unexpected conversations, guest stories, and listener responses that shaped the first season. Jeromy shares how Slutty Grace came to life, why universal grace became the heart of the show, and how a provocative title became a permission slip for honest conversations about faith, doubt, healing, and belonging. This episode revisits highlights from Season One, reflects on what happens when fear-based theology loosens its grip, and celebrates the community forming around a God who is not distant, disappointed, or against us. Youll hear reflections on the creative process behind the podcast, meaningful listener messages from around the world, and an honest look at why grace matters most where its been missing. Jeromy also offers a glimpse into whats aheadfuture guests, deeper conversations, and the beginnings of a new series exploring those the church has often pushed aside. This wrap up ends with a audio montage featuring every guest from Season One! If youre navigating faith shifts, religious trauma, progressive Christianity, or simply longing for a spirituality rooted in love instead of fear, this wrap-up invites you to pause, breathe, and remember: youre not alone, and grace is still finding you. Season One ends herebut grace is far from over. We will return Mid January 2026. Until then...Walk in grace, and if you can, share that grace. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 26
The Death of Pastor DaveFrom religious burnout, shame, and addiction to beloved son (Dave Everly)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail What happens when everything you thought you were, suddenly vanishes? In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy sits down with his close friend Dave Everly for an honest, unfiltered, and, at times, humorous conversation about faith collapse, Christian deconstruction, and what happens when identity unravels alongside belief. Dave shares his journey through pastoral burnout, religious trauma, shame, addiction, a pastoral affair, and the quiet dismantling of the religious framework that once held his life together. What emerges isnt a tidy redemption story, but a deeply human oneabout grief, honesty, and discovering belovedness beyond performance, productivity, or church roles. Along the way, Dave speaks candidly about loss, including the suicide of his father, and how grief reshaped his understanding of God, grace, faith, and his own worth. Listener discretion is encouraged, and care is invited as you listen. This conversation is for anyone navigating deconstruction, church hurt, or life after ministryfor those who feel exhausted by religion, lost inside people-pleasing roles, or unsure whether unconditional love and grace still apply after everything falls apart. Its a story about healing from religious burnout, becoming human again, and letting old identities die so something truer, freer, and more alive can live. The Respite at Halibut Cove Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 27
Love Will Never FailChristian Universalism (Jason Clark and David Artman)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy Johnson is joined by Jason Clark and David Artman , two of the most influential and trusted voices in the contemporary Christian universalism and universal reconciliation conversation. Jason Clark is a pastor, theologian, and host of Rethinking God with Tacos , a podcast known for thoughtful, accessible conversations about faith, doubt, and the character of God. With a pastoral heart and a sharp theological mind, Jason has helped thousands rethink inherited beliefs about hell, judgment, and salvationalways centering the discussion on the goodness and coherence of God revealed in Jesus. David Artman is a theologian, author, and host of Grace Saves All , a podcast dedicated to exploring biblical universalism, early church theology, and the historical roots of universal reconciliation. Davids work bridges scholarship and storytelling, drawing from Scripture, church history, and moral reasoning to ask a simple but profound question: If God is love, what must that mean for everyone? Together, Jason and David explore why Christian universalism isnt a fringe idea but a deeply biblical, historically grounded vision of salvationone where grace finishes what it starts , justice heals instead of harms , and love never fails. They wrestle honestly with hell, free will, judgment, and restoration, offering a vision of faith that doesnt rely on fear, threats, or exclusion to make sense. This conversation is for anyone navigating faith deconstruction, questioning eternal conscious torment, or longing for a theology that reflects a God who refuses to abandon creation. Its a thoughtful, hopeful, and intellectually serious discussionwithout losing warmth, humor, or humanity. If youve ever wondered whether Gods love really gets the final word, this episode invites you to imagine what faith looks like when the answer is yes. Jason Clark: https://jasonclarkis.com/ David Artman: https://www.davidartman.net/ Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 28
Poking the BloatReligion, Trumpism, and American Christianity (Stuart Delony)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail What happens when you take Jesus seriouslybut cant take American Christianity at face value anymore? In this episode, Jeromy sits down with Stuart Delony pastor-turned-satirist, writer, and host of Snarky Faith for a conversation thats as honest as it is disarming. Together, they explore faith deconstruction not as a phase to survive, but as an ongoing human process that invites humility, curiosity, and compassion. Stuart brings sharp insight and humor to the table as they unpack why certainty can be more dangerous than doubt, how American Christianity often traded empathy for control, and why satire might be one of the most faithful responses left. This conversation holds space for grief, laughter, and the tension of loving Jesus while questioning the systems built in his name. Recorded before recent events that continue to shape our political and religious landscape, this episode stands as a reminder that the deeper questions of faithabout power, truth, and graceare always timely. If youve ever felt too human for church , If your questions were treated like threats, If you suspect Jesus wouldnt be welcome in many modern congregations This conversation is for you. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 29
Did I Fail as a Youth Pastor? Listening to a former youth deconstruct evangelicalism (Autumn Lindsey)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail What happens when a former youth pastor sits downnot to defend his pastbut to listen? In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy Johnson reconnects with Autumn Lindsey , a former middle-school student from his youth ministry who has since deconstructed evangelical Christianity and now identifies as a None someone no longer affiliated with organized religion. What unfolds is not an argument, a conversion attempt, or a tidy testimony, but an honest, compassionate conversation shaped by curiosity, accountability, and grace. Together, they explore what it was like to grow up in evangelical youth group culture, how inherited beliefs around fear, certainty, and belonging quietly formedand fracturedfaith, and what it means to step away without shame. Jeromy names the uncomfortable question many leaders avoid: Did I fail? Autumn responds with clarity, nuance, and generosity, offering insight into what helped, what harmed, and what healing looks like now. This episode centers faith deconstruction, not as rebellion or loss, but as a developmental and deeply human process. It examines power dynamics in youth ministry, the cost of certainty, and the quiet courage it takes to leave systems that no longer feel true. Most of all, it models what repair can look like when listening replaces defensiveness. If youve ever questioned your upbringing in church, wondered whether leaving evangelicalism means losing yourselfor asked hard questions about the impact of faith leadershipthis conversation offers space to breathe. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 30
God Embraces LGBTQ+ PeopleUncontrolling love and queer inclusion (Thomas Jay Oord)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail If love is the measure of theology, what does that mean for LGBTQ+ people in the Church? In this powerful episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy Johnson sits down with renowned theologian Dr. Thomas Jay Oord to confront one of the most urgent questions facing Christianity today: Are LGBTQ+ people fully embraced by Godand should they be fully included in the Church? Drawing from his groundbreaking work on uncontrolling love, Oord explains why Gods love is never coercive, never second-class, and never withdrawn. Together, they explore the so-called clobber passages, the phrase love the sinner, hate the sin, and the real-world consequences of non-affirming theology for queer Christians and their families Oord shares his personal journey from conservative evangelicalism to full LGBTQ+ affirmation, including the denominational trials that ultimately led to his removal for advocating inclusion. This isnt abstract theologyits about people, flourishing, trauma, and whether our understanding of Scripture produces love or harm. They also dive into: Biblical interpretation and hermeneutics The theology of yuck and cultural bias Relational theology and why God cannot coerce Healing spiritual trauma Hope beyond fear-based faith For those who have deconstructed over this issue, for parents wrestling with what theyve been taught, and for LGBTQ+ listeners wondering if God truly welcomes themthis conversation is an invitation to rediscover a God whose love does not control, does not shame, and does not give up. Because if God is love, then love must be the final word. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 31
A Workplace Death Changed My LifeFinding God in the aftermath of tragedy (Chris Jones)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail What if God isnt changing your circumstances because Hes changing you? In this deeply personal episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy sits down with Chris Jones, host of the podcast Spiritual Hot Sauce , for a raw conversation about suffering, pride, fear-based faith, and spiritual transformation. What begins as a discussion about fear-based religion and confusing church with God quickly becomes something much more intimate. Chris shares the story of a traumatic workplace tragedy that shattered his career trajectory, identity, and sense of control. What followed were years of striving, ego, loss, PTSD, divorce, financial collapse, and finally surrender. At the center of his story is one haunting verse: My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. (2 Corinthians 12:9) A verse he didnt want. A message he resisted. A truth that eventually transformed him. In this episode, we explore: Fear-based faith vs. faith rooted in love The difference between church culture and the heart of God Pride, identity, and losing everything you thought defined you Spiritual deconstruction and reconstruction The dark night of the soul and post-traumatic growth Suffering as transformation, not punishment What it means to deny yourself without self-abuse Discipleship vs. religious performance Finding God outside institutional religion Chris unpacks a powerful metaphor of the garden, cross, cave, and resurrection a spiritual journey of dying to ego and emerging transformed rather than restored. If youve ever: Lost a career Walked through divorce Questioned church Wrestled with pride Experienced spiritual burnout Or wondered why God feels silent in suffering This conversation is for you. Because grace doesnt always give you your old life back. Sometimes it gives you a new one. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 32
Jesus in the Psych WardReligious trauma and mental health recovery (Kristi Williams)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail What happens when religious trauma collides with mental health crisisand your old faith doesnt survive the fall? In this raw and deeply honest conversation, Kristi Williams shares her journey from high-control Christianity to psych ward hospitalizationand into real mental health recovery. Together, they unpack religious trauma, psych ward hospitalization, nervous system dysregulation, and the long road of mental health recovery after high-control Christianity. Raised inside Seventh-day Adventism, Kristi shares how years of fear-based theology, end-times anxiety, perfectionism, and spiritual pressure shaped her nervous system long before she realized it. After postpartum stress, insomnia, pandemic fear, and accumulated trauma pushed her into psychiatric crisis, she found herself in a psych wardterrified, unraveling, and unexpectedly encountering radical, judgment-free love. What followed wasnt a tidy testimony. Her faith collapsed. Theology stopped making sense. Attempts to CPR her old belief system failed. But something deeper began to emerge. We explore: Religious trauma and its impact on the nervous system Why changing theology alone doesnt heal trauma Body-based trauma healing and daily regulation practices Cognitive belief shifts vs. subconscious integration Insomnia, fight-or-flight, and nervous system burnout Deconstruction after mental health crisis Rebuilding faith after psychiatric hospitalization Kristi explains why trauma isnt just a belief problemits stored in the body. And why real recovery requires working with the subconscious, grief, and nervous system patterns shaped by high-control religion. If youve experienced church hurt, deconstruction, spiritual abuse, anxiety around hell or the end times, or mental health struggles connected to faith, this conversation offers language, tools, and hope. This is not theology from a distance. This is trauma work in the aftermath. This is grace that meets you at rock bottom. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 33
My Personal Story of Faith and UnlearningJeromy Johnson on Honoring the Journey
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Before Slutty Grace was a podcast, it was a journey. My journey. In this special episode, Jeromy Johnson shares the story behind his own faith shift as a guest on Leslie Neases podcast, Honoring the Journey. Many listeners have asked how Jeromy moved from evangelical ministry and certainty into the world of faith deconstruction, progressive Christianity, and radical graceand this conversation explores that road honestly. Jeromy and Leslie talk about the questions that began to surface inside traditional theology, the struggle with fear-based beliefs about hell, salvation, and Gods judgment, and the slow discovery that grace might be far bigger than he was taught to believe. If youre navigating faith deconstruction, spiritual doubt, or life after evangelical Christianity, this episode will feel like sitting down with a fellow traveler who understands the tension between holding onto God while letting go of certainty. Because sometimes the journey of faith isnt about finding all the answers. Its about discovering that grace was bigger than the questions all along. Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 34
The Problem Was My TheologyDeconstruction and a kinder vision of God (Del Burnett)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Maybe the problem wasnt God maybe it was my theology. This episode is part of a short journey were exploring on the podcast moving from fear-based faith toward freedom. Enjoy the series! In this episode of Slutty Grace, Jeromy Johnson sits down with Del Burnett for a conversation about what happens when the beliefs you once defended with certainty begin to fall apart. For Jeromy, Del became one of the unexpected voices who helped unravel the theology he inherited from evangelical Christianitya framework shaped by fear, control, and rigid doctrine. But what felt like losing faith turned out to be something very different. It was the beginning of discovering a bigger gospel, a deeper grace, and a kinder vision of God. Together they explore the tension many people face during faith deconstruction: what happens when the version of Christianity you were taught no longer holds up? Is questioning your theology the same thing as losing God? This conversation dives into religious deconstruction, grace-centered theology, and spiritual reconstruction, examining how fear-based beliefs about hell, judgment, and salvation have shaped modern Christianityand how the message of Jesus might point us toward something far more hopeful. If youve ever wrestled with losing your faith, rebuilding your spirituality, or healing from toxic theology, this episode offers an honest reminder that sometimes faith doesnt die when theology collapses. Sometimes it finally begins. Because sometimes the most important discovery on the spiritual journey is this: God was never the problem. Our theology might have been. Next week we continue the journey Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 35
Purity Culture Broke UsSex, Shame, and Self-Worth (Mattie Jo Cowsert)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail Purity culture didnt just teach rules about sex it reshaped how we see ourselves. In this episode of Slutty Grace, we explore the lasting impact of evangelical purity culture from sexual shame and fear-based teaching to the deeper loss of self-trust and identity. Jeromy sits down with Mattie Jo Cowsert for an honest, unfiltered conversation about what purity culture took: self-worth, agency, and the ability to trust your own body. Together, they unpack how teachings around purity shaped relationships, distorted desire, and left many feeling disconnected from themselves long after leaving the system. This isnt just about sex. Its about shame, identity, and the long process of healing. If youve ever felt like your worth was tied to your behavioror struggled to trust yourself after deconstructing your faiththis conversation will likely hit close to home. Topics include: purity culture and evangelical sexual teaching sex, shame, and self-worth losing and rebuilding self-trust deconstruction and healing after toxic religion relationships shaped by religious conditioning If this episode resonates, you might also connect with: The Death of Pastor Dave on shame, addiction, and identity You Dont Deserve Love the lie that shaped me and the God who never agreed. Did I Fail as a Youth Pastor? deconstructing inherited beliefs Mattie Jo Cowsert's Website Buy Mattie Jos Book, Sex, God, and Rich People Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 36
Can Satan Be Saved?Universalism, Hell, and Gods Ultimate Victory (Justin Coutts)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail If God really restores all things does that include Satan? In this episode, Jeromy sits down with Justin Coutts to explore one of the most uncomfortableand revealingquestions in Christian theology: can Satan and demons be saved? What starts as a listener question turns into a much deeper conversation about the nature of evil, the purpose of hell, and whether anything is truly beyond the reach of Gods love. Together, they unpack: why early Christian thought didnt always see demons as beyond redemption how hell may be less about punishment and more about restoration the idea that evil isnt a permanent forcebut something that can be healed whether Satan is a literal being, a symbol, or something in between and how this question reveals our deeper fears about grace itself This episode challenges the idea that Gods love has limitsand invites a bigger question: Is there anything beyond Gods reach? If youve wrestled with hell, deconstruction, or the fear that some thingsor some peopleare too far gone, this conversation opens the door to a radically different possibility. Justin's Website: https://newedenministry.com/ Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 37
Christianity Broke, Jesus DidntLife after leaving religion and rediscovering authentic faith (Jim Palmer)
Send Jeromy a Message or Voicemail What happens when the faith that once gave your life meaning stops working? In this episode of Slutty Grace , Jeromy sits down with Jim Palmerformer megachurch pastor, founder of The Center for Non-Religious Spirituality , and guide for those navigating Christian deconstruction, religious trauma, and life after leaving the church. Jim shares his story of rising through the ranks of evangelical Christianity, only to discover a growing disconnect between what he was preaching and what people were actually experiencing. Behind the polished surface of church life, he saw anxiety, brokenness, and quiet sufferingincluding within himself. That tension eventually led him to walk away from ministry, deconstruct his beliefs, and begin the difficult process of rebuilding a life and spirituality from the inside out. Together, Jeromy and Jim explore: What it really feels like to go through faith deconstruction The loss of identity, community, and certainty after leaving religion Why so many people experience church hurt and spiritual trauma The fear of losing God when questioning your beliefs And what it might look like to follow Jesus beyond religion Jim reframes deconstruction not as failure, but as a thresholda deep, internal transformation happening beneath the surface. Instead of rushing to replace old beliefs with new ones, he invites listeners to sit in the questions, trust the process, and begin forming a more honest, grounded spiritual life. If youre questioning your faith, feeling untethered after leaving Christianity, or wondering what comes nextthis conversation is for you. Because maybe Christianity brokebut something deeper didnt. Maybe youre not losing your faith. Maybe youre finding what was real all along. LINK : The Center for Non-Religious Spirituality Support the show _______________________________________________________ Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Slutty Grace Facebook Group Episode w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 39
You Were Taught Not to Trust YourselfReclaiming intuition, inner wisdom, and spiritual trust (Nannette Foster)
What happens when you grow up being taught that your inner voice is dangerous? In this episode of Untamed Grace , Jeromy sits down with Nanette Foster for a deeply honest conversation about religious conditioning, intuition, church hurt, and learning to trust yourself again after fear-based faith. Raised in a deeply fundamentalist environment shaped by control, certainty, and distrust of the self, Nanette shares her personal journey through spiritual deconstruction, healing, and what she calls rewilding the slow process of returning to the person God actually created you to be beneath layers of shame, performance, and conditioning. Together, they explore: Why many religious systems teach people to distrust themselves The connection between church hurt, self-rejection, and anxiety How fear and certainty can become tools of spiritual control What intuition actually isand why so many Christians were taught to fear it The difference between intuition, impulse, fear, and discernment How healing, nervous system repair, and self-trust are connected And what it means to rediscover the idea that the kingdom of God is within you This episode is especially for those navigating: Christian deconstruction religious trauma recovering from fundamentalism faith reconstruction and the long journey of reconnecting with your own inner life after years of spiritual fear. Nanette reframes intuition not as rebellion against Godbut as a God-given inner guidance system designed to lead us toward wholeness, wisdom, and deeper spiritual alignment. If youve ever felt disconnected from yourself if youve been taught your questions, desires, or instincts were dangerous or if youre trying to rebuild self-trust after toxic religion this conversation offers language, permission, and hope. Because maybe healing begins the moment you stop treating yourself like the enemy, and begin to trust yourself again...or perhaps, for the very first time. Nannette's Website Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
Episode 40
Out Here Tryna Survive: From childhood trauma to healing, truth, and community (Grace Sandra)
What does it take to survive when the people and systems that were supposed to protect you become part of the pain? In this episode of Untamed Grace , Jeromy sits down with Grace Sandra for a powerful conversation about childhood trauma, abuse, racial identity, church hurt, healing, and the long journey of learning to trust yourself again. Grace shares her story of growing up with sexual abuse, family dysfunction, and a mother struggling with severe mental illness. She reflects on what it was like to navigate life without a sense of safety, carrying wounds that shaped how she viewed herself, other people, and even God. Along the way, she opens up about surviving an abusive marriage, wrestling with religious conditioning, and discovering that healing often begins when we stop pretending we're okay. Together, Jeromy and Grace explore: Childhood trauma and its lasting impact Healing from abuse and survival mode Religious conditioning and church hurt Race, identity, and belonging Learning to trust yourself after trauma The connection between self-worth and spiritual healing Why telling the truth matters in recovery Finding healthy community after isolation and pain This conversation is honest, raw, and deeply human. Rather than offering easy answers, Grace invites listeners into the reality of what healing looks like when life has taught you to stay guarded, hypervigilant, and disconnected from yourself. If you've experienced trauma, struggled with self-trust, felt unseen by the church, or spent years simply trying to survive, this episode offers something many of us need: permission to tell the truth, compassion for the journey, and hope that healing is possible. Because eventually the goal isn't just surviving. It's becoming. Sandra's YouTube Channel. Once grace is tamed, it ceases to be grace. Grace doesnt hold back. She breaks the rules, softens hearts, and loves without apology. The open, universal, unapologetic love of God. Together were building a braver, more honest space. Thanks for your support and for listening. Got a story, question, guest suggestions, or topic idea? Email me. Please share if you believe this show and its message of grace is important in our timekeep it spreading! Be sure to follow on whichever podcast platform you use. Untamed Grace Facebook Group Episode partnered with QuoirCast, and w ritten, hosted, edited and produced by Jeromy Johnson. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.