Again I find myself thanking you for this blog.
Good blogging is all for naught without good readers (and especially without good readers who contribute excellently and actively), so the gratitude is most definitely mutual!
You make me wish that I had have signed up for those philosophy courses in university, although I doubt I would have found such an eloquent professor.
The ideas are what are so interesting, not me so much, so I have confidence many a philosopher can do the job just fine. Support your local philosophy professors!
I touched a bit on some of your points in my post and I think by you expanding on them you did clarify your position.
I am not entirely sure that an assertion that fate can be described as a sum of your traits and experiences and if either factor was different than you would not be the you that you are isn’t a redefining of the word at best and possibly a bit tautological.
In that there are factors that I believe we have no control over I believe in fate.
1. It seems logical to assume that I could not have had different parents, so all parts of my “whole self” that result from that fact are in a sense “fated”. ie. That I was a Christian
2. In that my relationship with my parents resulted in certain proclivities and aversions, that events that result from those particular traits are to a lesser extent “fated.” ie. As I am inquisitive and questioning of authority, I should find myself at odds with Christianity.
3. That I should gravitate to certain types of persons by virtue of common belief and interests.
Okay, so I’m not sure if I just proved your point in an attempt to disprove it. So now in talking myself through it I completely see your point. Kudos.
Yes, what I am saying is that we do not have power over our parents, our genes, our environments and instruction, etc. All of these things condition us, and I think fate us to be who we are. Where you warn against tautology, I think that I’m being definitional. I define myself as the full set of related selves that I have been with each passing moment, all their actions, beliefs, and desires, etc. I am just all those things. So, the definition of me is the entirety of what I have done and thought. I am open to reasons to define the self otherwise, but this is what makes most sense to me in lieu of such reasons.
The only part of me that does not unfold from within me is that the environment gives input which makes my future variable. That you post your reply to me brings out this post in reply that I would not have written. This post is exactly what I will write given who I am at this moment. The provocation though is necessary to open up precisely this expression and articulation of myself. Then this very process of expressing and articulating myself transforms me yet again and turns me into who I will be when this post is complete.
The input of new information that you (as part of my environment) give me affects how the preexisting set of beliefs, desires, habits, etc. that I am will transform next. The transformation will be a combination of what I am before your provocation, how what I am is set up to process the new input from you and from other events in the world, what you or other events give me as information, and finally the process of expressing myself in reply to you or other events in the world itself.
So, I already have certain beliefs for example. The way you put your challenge to me yesterday, the example of running into your friend you gave me, the challenge to relate it to questions of fate and interpretation, etc. All of this I process in terms of my existing state of beliefs, desires, attitudes, habits, etc. This process of responding not only reports what my beliefs, desires, etc. think but actualizes them and changes them slightly through making them explicit and through adjusting them to new information. Modifications occur to my beliefs, desires, attitudes, habits, etc. that would not have happened in precisely the ways they do were it not for your specific challenge. In this way, you and I are mutually provoking each other to reshape ourselves (which is exciting to realize) but how we can process from each other and how we do that will be from within ourselves. And the very process of our interaction will effect the determinate shape that the indeterminate possibilities within us take and who we will be in the next instants.
Now the next time I contemplate these issues, it will be as the person who results from this present inquiry and not as the same person who replied yesterday or the one replying right now. This means that if next week, I bump into someone and we discuss fate and she gives me a story to think about and how it relates to meaning and fate, my reply will be different than I would have given her yesterday had she posted to my blog instead of you. My reply to her will be influenced by my replied first to you yesterday and today. And the intervening changes and coalescences in my thought from having talked to you about these things will mean that I will likely process her example differently. For example, I might take features that were key to understanding your anecdote and be more ready to find them in hers and to interpret hers along that axis, whereas yesterday something more peculiar to her anecdote might have struck me most prominently and spun me off thinking in a different direction.
So, these are the ways that our lives and our selves are indeed not fated from within. The environment, including the people within it act upon us in ways that what we already are realizes itself but in an adaptive and self-transformative way through its expression itself. We always respond only in terms of what we already are, but others’ ideas and actions or things we simply observe can affect what we already are in unforeseen ways, unlocking implicit potentials to see things that were already there within us but just needing to be brought to consciousness through the aid of external input.
So, through all of this, I think that who you really are is what you emerge to be through the interaction of what you “start” as with your perpetual encounters with environments. Ultimately the environments cannot entirely shape you. All they can do is refine you by constantly feeding you “information” in which what you are shapes itself. Through each encounter a new self is shaped. Since each shaping reflects an input from a previous self’s response to the world, the new self you get is the one you deserve, the one reveals the latency of your previous self, the one which shows what the previous self was really made of through how it responds to its environment. And so it is with each previous self on back, each one is the result of the previous one’s responses to its environment and each such choice reflects its beliefs, desires, attitudes in a determining way.
In this way, through this chain of successive selves, the dimensions of fate are the dimension in which we will always respond in terms of what we are at the moment and what we are at any moment will reflect the choices of previous selves. And the bedrock, most fated dimension of ourselves is whatever it is that stays most resilient in persistently making the choice in all of our most fundamental moments of choice. That within us which is most consistently effective in determining how our successive selves shake out is what we are at our core.
This is why I cannot imagine having remained a Christian. I try to imagine, “well what if I had not gone to college and not been exposed to philosophy—maybe then I would never have thought too hard about these things and remained devout.” But to imagine the me that would not have gone to college is already to drastically alter who I was. Nothing within who I was at 18 would make sense of such a choice. To imagine that course would be to imagine me as someone entirely different.
The only way I can imagine not having gone to school would be if I had had an illness or financial inability or obligations to a sick parent, etc. So, maybe then I wind up never in college. But I know I was already reading C.S. Lewis and other low grade philosophy I was exposed to in high school, so if there was any time to read on my own, it only makes sense to think I would have found my way to philosophy outside of school just as I did within school. I simply was a philosopher. I might have become a different one but was just my inevitable core.
This is why when people ask me why I chose to become a philosophy teacher or to study philosophy at all. the question just makes me blink. I didn’t choose this, I just was this.
As Robert Solomon has pointed out in explicating Nietzsche, fate is not causal determinism. A fated person or event is not one that has to happen because of any particular chain of causes happens. A fate is something that has to happen regardless of the route there. It may be straight or circuitous but what is fated simply must eventually find its way to fruition. Oedipus’ parents could try to leave the kid out to the elements to be destroyed rather than let him grow up with them and kill his father and marry his mother. That would have been a straighter line to the inevitable but it still got the job done to have them send Oedipus away and have him only coincidentally and unwittingly kill his father and then coincidentally and unwittingly marry his mother. Either way, it was destiny.
Of course that mythic representation of fate is just myth. Neither gods nor fates nor the forces of the universe conspire so to assure a consciously intended outcome. But the core of your character will find its way to expression if not today through this means then tomorrow through that one. And in that sense you are fated and the key moments in which you actualize your core self are rich with meaning.