I haven’t given you fine folks a mental health/illness update since March 13th, almost three months.
For those of you who don’t know me, here, go read some background.
I’ve been on a combination of Lexapro and Adderall for a few months and am happy to report that this chemistry keeps me mostly in check – I have the odd day now and again, but they work. I no longer spend 20 minutes in my car crying for no reason, frustrated that I can’t stop so I can get out and go see my next client. I’m not sure if things feel more real or if I just don’t care that they don’t feel real anymore, so… eh. I don’t really have many complaints anymore, though I still wish I had more motivation to do things – then again, who doesn’t?
Lexapro is generic now, as is Adderall, which means the drugs are cheap (A 30 day supply of each in name-brand form is about $150 each, and $30 for generic)
Here’s my problem:
A few months ago, my husband’s employer failed (forgot?) to pay the bill for our health insurance, so as of the end of April, I have none.
If I run out of Lexapro and/or Adderall, I’ll have to pay full price for those things, unless I get new health insurance by then. Plus, I’m not sure if the next insurance company we go with will deny coverage for my existing mental health conditions or deny us outright for coverage. Insurance companies can still deny coverage to people with pre-existing conditions until 2014. I don’t know if they can still deny coverage for certain pre-existing conditions, while still covering other conditions. What about my husband’s asthma?
Being an adult sucks sometimes.
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